Among the Ramparts

I think a lot. Well a hella lot!

I feel. Even though you won't see it or know it.

I put my loved ones and those I care about first.


These factors are always in play. While at the Movenpick a couple of weeks ago I truly delved deeply into my relations, what they are, what they mean and what they represent.

I stepped back to observe, not say or do anything really or express myself. It helped me see and listen more clearly to red and bgp.  Some things are similar because of the style of woman I am interested and deal with. But each are so complex that Confucius would grin at the challenge.

Yes, I love my submissives. I care about them and I want the best for them and them to be happy (even if I get it wrong or they are not seeing it).  I am not doing D/s to make them do what I say but to maintain an established tpe dynamic in what form I have chosen with that person. red and bgp are not the same type of people, subs or relations. And I dont' treat or act on them that way.

My heart is cold as space
My love burns you like a supernova
I am the most difficult thing for you to
comprehend
understand
be with

But what I bring with my intensity are things that have a deep and long lasting meaning to me. When i say I am with you then I am with you until you have chosen that is not acceptable.

I am not trying to replace my wife.
Not asking for someone to be anything past their ability
I deal in reality and not the ideal or fantasy

You can choose your journey with me
It will be something completely unique.

I give you what you can handle and as best as you can deal with.


Deep in thought about relations and things. So speak up if you are ready and able!