Ending the Week

Yeah, the week was something else. From all the issues, problems that led to solutions, answers, apathy and specialized compartmentalization.

As I expressed in ABM. You just have to respond appropriately to individuals. And you have to maintain who and what you are regardless of their fallacies.

Things have taken it's turn finally and I am happy, plus thankful for that. Operation "Old Man Logan" is taking off as of monday.

The day was good. Cigars, comicbooks, alcohol, good convo and eye candy definitely makes it better.

And this older black female came in looking for Padrons to smoke. She was short haired but it made me smile to see a black female come in and get some cigars and know about them. I was really floored when she said the grandmother was still smoking cigars at 94. So fuck you fda and the humans that have an issue with it!

Quote for the moment:  Either they are with you or they are an enemy! Act accordingly!!

Enjoy the rest of your weekend. It is ABM expression time.

Week Plus One Recap

Last week was another rough week. Filled with addressed issues, realizations and my usual analyzing.

There was plenty of red meat and alcohol. So go CAVEMAN! Can't change the standard.

Cigar smoke has billowed most of every day lately. (it has been needed)

Came to understand that I needed more non emotional and feeling type connections outside of the approved situations. Yeah, I have been seriously slipping. I let things get out the vault. We are good now.

i still felt the after effect of Prince dying in my own way. Plenty of his music was on deck.

I have been bumping music steadily and loud for many reasons lately though.

And today I watched Captain America: Civil War. It was good but as usual it couldn't pull off what the comic books did. I won't mention the storyline  in the movie since no one has seen it. But hollywood really fucks things up. I think it will make it's opening projection though. And the introduction of the Black Panther was good. Nothing near the original way it happened so yeah Burn Hollywood Burn!!

I will be seeing it at the movies to enjoy the effect on the big screen thursday.

I am sure that you have enjoyed yourself and your time and adventure. Continue on.

I am off to write the real deal stuff on my other blog. lol

I Hate Hoes, Hoes Hate Me...Poisonous Mentality

Poetry: Behind This Closed Door

Behind This Closed Door 

Sitting here within this black hole

My relationship

Humble abode

Cauterized and desolate

Heart and soul

Laid in Dante’s inferno

I laugh

Because this is

A making of my own

Spin the wheel

I made my deal

Vulnerable and goals set

Uh oh

Things are off course

The heart and mind saying

This bullshit is old

The soft thumps

Turn to silent streaks

As the symphony has turned into

A one man band piece

Ahhhh

The Mark of the Beast

Now I know

I smile

Give the brother man nod

Smirk

Watching

That open door close

Molten lava

Doused with the coldness of space

Negating

Penetrating

Devastating

I take one last look

At the door

Left at my

Core

From the chocolatezeus collection   5/1/16  ©

Inspired Poetry: Forever and Eternity

I was listening to this and some writing popped up. So here you go.

Forever and Eternity

The calendar mocks me

Evil intentional laughter

As I can no longer count the days

Questions swirl

Do you actually miss me?

Is there an emotional and chemical reaction

When you interact and think of me

Or is just simply

Forever and eternity

The way it will be

Or is this chasm between us

Where you want to be

The comfort zone

You seek to always keep

As I attempt to

Chip away at the ice cold

Ice berg sized fear you hold so dear

Am I already defeated?

Or is just simply

Forever and eternity

The way it will be

Your vision and heart

Cloudy like squid ink

Our connection remains

In Davey Jones locker

Deep

Deep

Deep

A submariner

For all of you

Is what I want and continue to

Seek

But

Is just simply

Forever and eternity

The way it will be

From the chocolatezeus collection  5/1/16  ©