A Morning Chuckle

With the way the week has been. I really needed this chuckle this morning.

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Boba Fett... He can even look badass when dancing󾌴I need to play this game though.
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Templar Life Unscripted

"The erosion of principles is not an immediate process but a slow creeping beast."
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Pauperes commilitones Christi Templique Salomonici, Latin for the Poor Fellow-Soldiers of Christ and of the Temple of Solomon. Aka the Knights Templar. Warrior priests with upheld vows, who most notably fought in the Crusades for the Holy Land in history. Each dedicated to serve and protect others as well as uphold their principles.

Why do I give this history style beginning? Because I was watching the movie Ironclad. Where a templar returns from the Holy Lands to end up being denounced with the rest of his order by the pope and the church. It is a test of the templar's life, faith and reality.

Principles of the Warrior Priest

Stoic

Doesn’t mean that I do not feel

In truth I feel too much

But all things must be organized

Placed accordingly

Each conflict and disagreement

Many times met in silence

Others in voiced catharsis

My purpose

To be the one you pray to

When you need comfort and protection

The escape from your daily life of sublevel involvement

As you balk at my

Position, thoughts and principles

Whisper and scream the differences

My principles, thoughts and feelings

Remain

Strengthened even

Against the storms that you bring

Coated and covered in blood

Weary from each assault by you and them

I continue to stand

To be the chapel and priest that you need

Even when only your

Hatred

Disconnect

Fight

Is against me

I am

Always will be

My duty

My honor

And my principles

Even when you have chosen

To come against me

Permanently

From the chocolatezeus collection  3/15/16  ©

So, with my analytical self I found things that spoke to me and my journey. In essence who and what I am. 

When I say there is a light and dark side of the force in me. Believe me it is seriously like that. When lil red talks about I don't believe in a gray area. Personally for myself there isn't one. I understand that there is for others, but not for me. My evil combats my nice each and every second of the day. 

Like the templar I do what is right and commit the attrocities that others won't and cant because it must be done. 

Let's translate this to D/s and relationships.

Being Dominant is not skipping down the yellow brick road. It is constant attention to details and possible readjustment. It is accepting that everything cannot be predicted necessarily. But it is also creating a dynamic where the base is sound enough to weather the changes and chaos.

I will be your shelter, your creator of the infliction of pain and comforter. I am weird, difficult and not what you are use to. 

As you challenge me about every single thing or just one or two things. Remember! Remember, what I said from the beginning. How I am and remain. What I want, need and require. Look at things currently.

HAS THAT CHANGED?

What I want.

My principles.

Who I want and their position in my life.

The answers are obvious. I remain me. My principles, goals and desires remain cemented in place. 

STABILITY

Can you say the same thing? Can you accept reality?

Not to worry, I won't change. I am a constant. Chaos will continue to reign.

So just...

Cry Havoc!!!!!!

This Is Not a Cake Walk...So No Free Passes

I speak my mind, my wants, needs and desires. Yet, that doesn't mean that when it comes to being involved with a female that it will be simple.

This stems from communication with little red and her feeling that there really is no need to work to be with me once I have informed a female of what I want with her and her position. It is also Ru and i have discussed in our Live's Unscripted experiences.

I will tell you the simple facts. That feeling and outlook is far from the truth.

My words and actions will tell you how I care, love, want and need you. But if you are not keeping my interest, lust, passion and desire fed. Then your presence will begin to wane quickly and then dissapate into the ether.

We can have the best sex and scenes ever together. You can be the one that is very similar to the things I need for my extreme fuckery, sadism and insanity.  Being my comfort, source of pleasure and passion and bubble from the rest of the world.

But if you can't hold the things that help me even remember any connection to you then all of those things fall null and void.

Examples you say? Alright, alright, alright.


Make an effort, show interest and take some innitiative about spending time, seeing or communicating with me.

I am a superhorny and sadistic motherfucker. Reminders that stimulate my constant increasing craving helps keep a flame lit. Feed my lust and things will be better. And...it saves the humans!! lol

Communicate, communicate, fucking communicate! And this is not about quantity, this is about quality. If we have an actual relation then step from behind your Rochester castle walls and let's meet to know and meet each other. 

These things are not hard and they are not easy when it comes to me. It means that you have to feed my needs.

• Be my unbridled personal porn star whore in person and not
• A woman that I can take to events with the money makers and be proud
• Be able to melt my ice cold heart and soul then appreciate it frozen
• Understand how compartmentalized I am but that your place in my existence is the most important thing
• My love is the mirror image of my disconnection and apathy. Strong and intense.
• Your position in my life and effective use of it will make my human reactions better for them.  (Reagan era trickle down economics here.)
• Engage me on the intellectual, creative and humor categories. Keeping me there often is a big plus. lol

I am a modern day Caveman. We are a bit more sophisticated and refined now!  *patting my black club and laughing*

So in closing. I am easy to disconnect and compartmentalize relations. I have a high standard when it comes to my relations. I will give a lot to those that can be at and maintain that level. What level you are at with me is based on what you have chosen. Not me. 

I laid out the blueprint and the plan. You will still have to work for it. Regardless of how society, past experiences and everything else makes you think. 

I am Zeus! Meaning something to and being with me is what you have to work for! Even when the door is wide open and I beckon you to come in and be part of this debauchery and intense dynamic.

Well, warp factor 10 to you. And may your day be filled with knowledge, entertainment and adventure. 

The Smile of Apocalypse

The chuckles have happened for a moment now. When you are shown and verify then there are no questions. Today provided the things that needed to be said, done and notated.

Another talk with Ru and my dose of entertainment of course was needed to have those simple old school moments. What is left of them. Also reinforces why there is an inner sanctum and then there are those that choose to sit outside for whatever reasons they come up with themselves. As I notate in the journal I chuckle even more at the outstanding choice in a deficit of thinking.

I am still off of the high of the information from the educational last night. And then I can look and see what we discussed last night and how it applies. And the available outcomes are as were predicted.

I am watching the black arrows rain down upon me. And all I can do is laugh as they attempt to destroy me. For they have no clue the wonders of the darkness bring me.

lol Knowledge is power. And using knowledge and power equals making personal progress.


I know I said I was going to finish the other post. But I have a lot to write in the journal and in the poetry file. So I will make it up to you later.

Start your week off wonderfully.

Life Unscripted...The Lead and Deal with it Week Recap

Well now that I am done with eating a stuffed pork chop, bacon and some eggs. I am ready to write a little something for now.

It has been a very hard hitting, interesting, annoying and good week. lol

Had the parental spike in issue at the beginning. Dealings with relations. Got good news and that definitely helped me make some decisions. And then there was yesterday...

Yesterday I was in a good mood still. I get to the shop and the guy whose wife died last year that I talk to was there. And damn, he was upset because he had to put his old dog down at the vet. The dog was that last vestige of what was part of his wife that was living and breathing since it was her dog. And the dog was old as hell anyway. But I understood and felt him. As he remembered at times and would laugh and the tears come out I totally understood. So, I expressed my support and understanding in the man way. We laughed and talked about things. He smoked 3 cigars which is a lot for him while at the shop. But it was for coping and not going to the house. He didn't need another hit like that. But I remain supportive and everything. He is good people.

Oh and yesterday the UNC tv were filming in the shop. So I am apparently going to be on tv again. I guess I better get my autograph signing practice going. lol The lady directing was from england and been in raleigh for decades and still hasn't lost her accent. But Tim broke a bunch of historical stuff down as they interviewed him. After all the shop is a tobacco museum as well. There is so much in there and so much history.

Last night I attended an educational in jacksonville. It was a great educational. Mister Emm presented a direct and well thought out processing of Effective Discipline in D/s Dynamics. It was about discipline, relations as well as motivations and connections. I had great dialogue with him about some things and asked questions. I am thankful that I decided to go.

Oh and Friday I went to Tastee Thai. A very nice restaurant. Merle and Rich from the shop were there and we hung out and ate. Merle is still trying to get Rich to go to thailand next year for a couple of months. Merle must forget most are not as rich as he is. smh  I had some thai sausage that was very little pork with a lot of vegetables in it. It was called Chang Mai sausage. (I a sure the spelling is probably off) It was very close to vegetarian so I had angst. I had the drunken noodle which was excellent and seasoned nicely. I could have gone up at least one more level on the spicy side though.

hell, I got to continue this later.

Until then  BE WELL!!