Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Poetry: When I Gladly Risk it All

When I Gladly Risk It All



Saw in you
Everything

A future
Filled with love, passion and
Destiny that eclipses
Tripping the light fantastic

I said and showed
I love you
You are part of my soul to me
Told you I wanted to marry you

Without
A deadline or ultimatum
I gave you my position
Heart and feeling
Information given freely

Transfixed
Time revealed evidence
Whirlwinds of silence

Feeling nothing
Standing in the eye of the storm
Still content and open
Exposing your realities

I gave you my available outline
Inclusion of our conclusion

You choose
You chose

Time to just let it stand

Unflinching
Unchanged
Still the same loving and caring
Man

Regardless
I still am
Always will be

The
Love and passion
Director of
Direct and uniqueness

That I am



From the chocolatezeus collection  2/14/18  ©

Monday, February 12, 2018

Drama, Attitudes and Moments of Nothingness: week in review

So two weekends ago we buried the female parental unit. To say that went off without issues would be a huge lie. But when you are dealing with folk, you get what you get. I will just say damn I am glad that is over and people can stop asking me questions and upset because I am not crying and caring on.

The bullshit ass drama I ended up in during that same weekend even though I didn't have anything to do with it and I wasn't even in Houston then. But so called dubminants and their little so called slave things needed to have something to say concerning me all because they were outed about their service to the chick in question coming to present like they asked her to. But instead of worry about how worthless them, their service, their lack of honor and respect were they decided to involve me. Saying I told people what happened. Clearly they have no fucking clue how much I detest humans and everything. Especially with the way things were last year until now. Their best bet was to leave this Evil motherfucker out of their bullshit but they couldn't so any further issues I will show them who I am, since they have no clue.

There were plenty of attitudes flying around last week. It was like there was a conus meeting about it and they all decided to come together and present the attitude week.  But it was all good because it solidified things even further. Further compartmentalized those that needed their spot put on lock down just how they wanted it to be.

There was an in depth convo with little one that helped her and allowed me to do what I am supposed to do as well. Boxes checked and my job remains. I am glad I can help, support and guide her on her submissive journey as well as everything else.

I am most definitely overdue to leaving and getting out of here. I think I am going to hit indy or Chicago for some Giordano's and then head to htown. Time to hang out and enjoy some time again.  So even though I am avoiding and not being bothered with folk I am going to hit some spots. And I am going to do at least one Master/slave conference this year at least. Hopefully that won't have issues as much as everything else has had.

I am more than ready to check out Black Panther Thursday. But I am NOT going to see it because it is a black film. I am NOT going to see it over some African stuff. I am going to see it because I am a comic book fan and the Black Panther character is great. And this should be a very pivotal point in comic book movies and marvel cinema. So I am on the countdown to fan day.

An all new journey began last year. And the road has had more than it's share of obstacles to this point. But it has proven to be the path required and needed. Removing and sequestering people as well as evaluations and placement. Out with the old and in with the True!

Oh, and the ACC women's basketball tournament is back! Yaayyy. I can't wait to go again like I use to. I am not sure if I will do it this year or wait until next year to go again yet. But it will be back to watching skill, fun and excitement.

Well that is a hit the highlights recap of some of the stuff that went on since the funeral weekend. There are a lot more but that is not for here anyway.

Off to the evil posts....lol