Well I started the workout and eating program from the fitorbit site. I definitely have no been looking forward to this but it must be done like so many other things in life. The eating part did not go as well as the workout. I didn't get a chance to go to the store until today so my menu wasn't available until the evening. But I did eat three meals though. Two of those were halves of my club sandwich from harris teeter.
I am ready for my therapy. What does that consist of? Marathon sex. Travelling. Infliction of a lot of pain. Plus comfort and relaxation. That tends to be mixed in with laughter, great convo, good drinks and great food. Alas that is missing as usual. I miss the days when it was a lot more abundant. But when it happens I am all over it.
When needs come a calling:
Sex has to be wild, rough, mixed and passionate. That fuck me to death type of ordeal. When she is ready to go the distance and let it all go. That orgasmic domination that is my specialty.
Connected. When we interact there is a mutual interest. That spark that flickers into a flame quickly. Blazing and keeping the desire there. Because I can enjoy your titties and nipples but if there is no connect then you are just a body with nothing attached to it with me.
Sadism. The need to bend you to my pleasure. To provide myself with the most enjoyable pleasures of your pain. Each episode a lasting string in the whole net.
Comfort, pleasure and passion. The keys to smiles, grins and memories. The things that bring peace and tranquility. If you have these things and can apply them properly to me. Then you will be in the winner's circle prominently.
The journey continues...
Will try to do better with this menu today. And I think I will try and hit the gym again since I probably won't be able to workout again until the weekend with all this mess that is going on.
Beam me up Uhura. I am going to fuck them sexy curves off of you!!!
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Sunday, May 10, 2015
OH...And
Tomorrow starts an uncharted journey into working out and eating better. The public needs to pray on this. Because my already bad attitude might get worst.
In need of daily gratuitous sex that I am not getting and now food choices plus structured exercise. I am not sure we don't have a Godzilla moment a brewing. lol
But I said I would try and that I would be concerned about me. So I am going to stick to it.
Damn the loss of immortality. Damn it all to hell!!!
In need of daily gratuitous sex that I am not getting and now food choices plus structured exercise. I am not sure we don't have a Godzilla moment a brewing. lol
But I said I would try and that I would be concerned about me. So I am going to stick to it.
Damn the loss of immortality. Damn it all to hell!!!
Legend and Fable on a Dominant Time Table
Things have been on a see saw but I remain strong.
Parental units are the catalyst for mental institution. Dealing with them is taxing as they are deteriorating. Going to get them to bring them here definitely is not something I am looking forward to. But as usual I do what I must regardless. Duty remains the same no matter whatever is going on.
As a man I am more comfortable with supporting information and actions that are in the direction of a destination or goal. This is especially the case with dating. Probably why I have hated it so much from the beginning. But I am happy to know that at least we agree that we are in the realm of dating. Instead of just ambiguous, apparitions of nothing.
Because I don't have years of experience under my belt it is asked what am I looking for and the direction I want to take. The answer is not simple but as with being a caveman I know where I am heading and what I want. A dynamic that is tailor made for me with a sub that serves and ready to fully embrace her role with a passion. Active in the community and strengthening our dynamic. At times playful, as growth, experience and solidification of our relationship grows. The dynamic is dependent on who is involved. Not one size fits all. So I observe, analyze and act according to how things are in the relationship. And as I have seen with HQ things can be way off center. With my attention span according to my interest either we are vibing or I am distant. Gladly working on a relation that goes both ways. Meaning, we both want and work on it. Aspects that can be hard for many in the modern age.
Mr Wolf and Lil Red is definitely an interesting thing. It doesn't hurt that she is sexy and I like that. And sexually keeps up with me. Time has shown many things. And now it is time to Unleash that Darkside Beast that has been chained up and ready. I have been waiting to be able to release, give this sadistic taste of pleasure and pain. The countdown is blinking brightly.
Right now I am at the cusp. Things have come to a point where change has been made and the next journey is wide open. I remain constant but I have allowed for some not normal thinking and action. *lol* The gray area as HQ likes to mention. We will see in the end was it worth it or not in this experiment. I have already evolved into the advanced caveman that I am. I wonder how much more caveman can I attain.
I am just ready to get a move on.
Parental units are the catalyst for mental institution. Dealing with them is taxing as they are deteriorating. Going to get them to bring them here definitely is not something I am looking forward to. But as usual I do what I must regardless. Duty remains the same no matter whatever is going on.
As a man I am more comfortable with supporting information and actions that are in the direction of a destination or goal. This is especially the case with dating. Probably why I have hated it so much from the beginning. But I am happy to know that at least we agree that we are in the realm of dating. Instead of just ambiguous, apparitions of nothing.
Because I don't have years of experience under my belt it is asked what am I looking for and the direction I want to take. The answer is not simple but as with being a caveman I know where I am heading and what I want. A dynamic that is tailor made for me with a sub that serves and ready to fully embrace her role with a passion. Active in the community and strengthening our dynamic. At times playful, as growth, experience and solidification of our relationship grows. The dynamic is dependent on who is involved. Not one size fits all. So I observe, analyze and act according to how things are in the relationship. And as I have seen with HQ things can be way off center. With my attention span according to my interest either we are vibing or I am distant. Gladly working on a relation that goes both ways. Meaning, we both want and work on it. Aspects that can be hard for many in the modern age.
Mr Wolf and Lil Red is definitely an interesting thing. It doesn't hurt that she is sexy and I like that. And sexually keeps up with me. Time has shown many things. And now it is time to Unleash that Darkside Beast that has been chained up and ready. I have been waiting to be able to release, give this sadistic taste of pleasure and pain. The countdown is blinking brightly.
Right now I am at the cusp. Things have come to a point where change has been made and the next journey is wide open. I remain constant but I have allowed for some not normal thinking and action. *lol* The gray area as HQ likes to mention. We will see in the end was it worth it or not in this experiment. I have already evolved into the advanced caveman that I am. I wonder how much more caveman can I attain.
I am just ready to get a move on.
Living Fable
Fairy tale
Twisted and unreal
Just legendary
Weird
She says
Mr Wolf
Why are you looking
like that at me
I respond
That ass
Those titties
That shape
Down the rabbit hole
I was drained
Her mind a Chinese finger
puzzle
As I attempt to
overcome it all
Fell from my
beanstalk
Landed in her
labyrinth
The mythical portal
To entering her being
Yes I am the Minotaur
Trapped in a
labyrinth
As I pied piper
towards
Sadistic goals and
wants
A complex dynamic
That I ear marked and
want
Like Atlas
Holding up the
universe upon my shoulders
Watching destiny
unfold
Remaining whole
Fantasy
Legend
Reality is
Whatever I make of it
Reality
To
Fable
Culmination
Unstoppable
From the chocolatezeus
collection 5/10/15 ©
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