It has been a while as I bankhead bounce to Big Boi's "Kill Jill." I have to say a profound thank you to the DJs that have been rocking it since the US imprisonment started. Mostly been jamming to a lot of San Antonio DJs like my fellow brat Dj J Millie. Much respect!
SPLF
South Plains Leatherfest wasn't the same because of the international travel ban and then the government hyping up the hysteria about corona. But as real troopers we went on and missed those that couldn't come or chose not to.
I didn't attend as many classes this time opting to do some non classroom education. And it went hard in the smoking section indeed. Leather history, talking to title holders, presenters and everything.
There was a light bulb go off moment for me as well. As I realized that I was being asked about and talking about CTX to people. How the hell did I get here? I am not a founding member. I am security. But as the girls and sunshine have said I am recognized now because of what I do there. I am the Dark Lord that remains in the darkness until it's time for Order 66 dammit! So this is a new ride for me. So yes, I acknowledge that the girls and sunshine were correct. (there you go)
One of the most memorable parts was a classed called SHELF LIFE a conceptual, theoretical discussion by Master Skip and slave Rick. This wasn't a class but a discussion about the shelf life or term of relationships and dynamics in D/s and M/s. I don't know what drew me to attend things but I was glad that I did.
Shelf life made me think about what I consider failures in relationships and dynamics. Because to me I chose them to be a permanent part in existing. I had to come to terms with the fact that they had a choice and that things just had a shelf life with them. It was hard with red but I realized that after she made her choice. But it truly did not come full circle until I sat in that classroom discussing this topic. Because the term life of a relationship did not denote failure or it not being successful. I had to fully embrace and understand that finally.
corona
So this mess was created at unc chapel hill by the us government and people at that school as a chinese scientist was there observing. Combining samples of sars, ebola, h1n1 and others together from ft dietrich they came up with a new biological weapon..
This was then taken by the scientist (same one that died after announcing it was loose) to wuhan china to be worked on
And apparently they have had this thing loose since somewhere around august or so without saying anything.
Now we have the government here deciding to vote on removing constitutional rights, making sure that panic is in full effect and effectively created martial law. So quarantined and in the house and told to stay there as the government gives themselves a 45k raise this weekend.
Now I am just going to jam to DJ Dark Knight and get my chair dancing going some more. Be safe and there will be more to come...
