Poetry: Love No Limit

I see and hear your tormented words
each expressing
drowning in your experiences

your dried up
damaged
cringing heart
has left you

so crippled
callously self deficated
your love
antiquted irrelevance now

As I wade through
each assault of failed and unthinking
facades of past love
fraudulent attempts made

I remain
My love undaunted and unchanging

I give that love that is to infinity and beyond
Master P no limit tank style
unrequited and resounding in living sound

you remain
marveled and astonished
because I don't cowtow to your pretense
Because my love potency is not what you think it should be

like prickly thorns
your thoughts, actions and emotions
deceiving every part of your thinking and feeling
thinking that love is
all of your twisted, damaged unresolved issues

But I loved you anyway
saw everything in you that you won't
stood upon the ramparts
to show you love wasn't cold
not as col as you have chose

To infinity and beyond
my heart burns the ethos
even when disconnected from
those that can't hold their own with me

This heart burning brighter than ever
providing those outside with the coldest storm

I smile in remembernce
for the past meaning of me and you




from the chocoltezeus collection  10/13/18  (c)

Three Decades later...after the hate and disdain

Ok well it hasn't actually been 3 decades. But it seems like it at times lol

It is the anniversary of having little one.

Years later after only talking to her from a bet with red and hating her ass led to having a lasting dynamic somehow. lol

Looking back I see where I had to learn, adapt and implement new everything. Well between her and red. And also plenty of memorable adventures all over the place.

Hard to believe. But here we are.

Things in march will definitely get interesting indeed.


Tally hoo!!

Petitions and Petitioning

After a few years of experience and learning I realized that one of the things that slaves and submissives will have to do is petition the House of Havoc. A way to narrow down, evaluate as well as them showing interest and presenting themselves accordingly.


What is a petition when it comes to bdsm?

Well, in vanilla terms it can be seen a resume just like one would present to a perspective employer. In this case it includes career, skills, bdsm related things as well as D/s and M/s applications.


After reading this well thought out. Well referenced and in depth petition I realized how deeply moving and concerning it can be for the s type that is doing it for presentation.

I mean it is hard enough for females and women to come to terms with themselves at all. Let alone present benefits, flaws and all in a decision to be accepted or not. That elevates them well above the part time, want to be s types and vanillas.

My hat is definitely off to those that know, act and continue on their path as an s type and submit a petition.


*much respect*