This Year's Learning Curve

I have questioned if I have learned from everything this year or has it just been a clusterfuck. I think that I have learned a lot. Many hard lessons and good lessons. Either way I came to the end of the year moving forward with speed and power.

Some of the learning battles:

• If you or something is not important to them. Then smile and wave at them
• The gorgeous ones tend to be the extra crazy
• When you give them what they want and ask for you will still be the villian 
• You can't open someone's eyes, heart or soul when they want to make sure that they are dead internally
• The how and why of the culmination of the House of Havoc
• The strength and honor of my love remains even when it has been blitzkrieged against it
• The battles, mortal wounds, death and dismemberment have created the Ultimate Caveman

Just a snippet. But so much has gone down this year. Life Unscripted apparently decided to speed up this year. Hell, I am still trying to figure out some of these lessons that I have been put into this year. 

Time for a few more drinks and to go continue plotting. More later...

Christmas eve and Bourbon Drinks

So tomorrow is christmas. I haven't felt it this year.  I don't normally feel it since CD is gone. But this time things are feeling worse.

People think that I miss the female parental unit but I haven't thought of her and it will be a year since she died next month. I know it is anti what the humans think and feel. they can think and feel what they want. But, they don't know me nor do I care.

The parental unit is still making a mess. Apparently he is getting worse and his attitude is definitely getting a lot worse. Will see how he ends up next month with the anniersary of the female parental units death.

Missing my Chocolate Doll, so I  grabbed some of that baked potato salad that she loved for tomorrow. I smiled at memories of us and our adventures. Still chuckling at things.

The gifts have flowed this year. It has been amazing. Giving and receiving. 

Looking forward to this weekend. Time for a House of Havoc first. It will be unforgettable. Still, I miss red but I am glad that she is making her moves and living her life. 

So much but catch the rest at the proper places and at the proper time.