The chick that I talked to. As we talked about being together and getting married and having a family. We use to talk daily and want each other deeply.
Kept saying that people and her family said she was crazy. Believe a monkey bitch when they say things like that. She sure was.
From communicating daily to excuses of I have been busy and hearing from her ass sporadically. But yet she posting on facebook all day long. Wanting to call one time, once in a while to start out "but baby".
But after all the attempts I made to see her and everything. She says she wants to meet on the 4th because she is driving her girl to Columbia, SC. And then to get a week before and she tells me she is coming and bringing the fucking kids she babysits. Get the fuck out of here bitch.
Cute and sexy but another dumb monkey bitch. I guess age is a factor when you are just dumb!
I have to laugh at her dumb ass posting questions about communicating, relationships and people lying and being fake. Her bitch ass is the epitome of all of those plus.
Monday, July 21, 2014
Revelations...Dynamics in Realization
I sometimes wonder the reasoning behind the relations between beings. Especially this gender thing. Females wanting to be, think and feel like males. And males that have no clue about being a man.
Age matters not. *In my Yoda voice*
For regardless of being young or older. They remain, really fucked up!
The standard of individuality has fallen to commonality and follow the leader mentality.
The status of relationships and marriage has definitely died some decades ago.
Emerald and her life have me concerned beyond all recognition. But you can't carry a horse to water and make it drink. No matter how much I love and care for her. She is going to choose how she does and won't do things. Sad but simply the facts. I am going to have a sit down talk to her but that will be that.
I fell for Lil Red. She had the things that I am attracted to and want. The uniqueness. Ability to laugh and understand things. Enjoyment of sci fi and cartoons. Plus sex was great! I guess all I can say is *it is what it is* and move on.
The realization of these lessons learned, especially this year. I hold no hope for much other the desolation of existence.
What is love? It is that true feeling and understanding that was killed by the humans long ago.
As feelings, emotions and love become guarded like nukes. It is time to let loose with the anger and hatred that is asked for.
Age matters not. *In my Yoda voice*
For regardless of being young or older. They remain, really fucked up!
The standard of individuality has fallen to commonality and follow the leader mentality.
The status of relationships and marriage has definitely died some decades ago.
Emerald and her life have me concerned beyond all recognition. But you can't carry a horse to water and make it drink. No matter how much I love and care for her. She is going to choose how she does and won't do things. Sad but simply the facts. I am going to have a sit down talk to her but that will be that.
I fell for Lil Red. She had the things that I am attracted to and want. The uniqueness. Ability to laugh and understand things. Enjoyment of sci fi and cartoons. Plus sex was great! I guess all I can say is *it is what it is* and move on.
The realization of these lessons learned, especially this year. I hold no hope for much other the desolation of existence.
What is love? It is that true feeling and understanding that was killed by the humans long ago.
As feelings, emotions and love become guarded like nukes. It is time to let loose with the anger and hatred that is asked for.
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