My heart still beats for you
The tune that is unique to
Only Me and you
Why did it have to end?
Why could it not be what it was meant to be?
Your choices made
Yet, a part me still misses you
Wants the fire that once burned
Between us two
Why wasn't we important to you?
Why couldn't your love be mine too?
Questions asked
Inquires of Me and you
Reminding me of the part of myself that is missing too
Why not make the best connection bloom?
What was the point of it all?
I am not too proud to say
I miss and love you
That I mourn for what we had and grew
Why?
What happened?
Wishing you the best
Wish it was still me and you
But your choice was made
I couldn't choose for you
So here I am
Lost in retrospect
Missing you
from the chocolatezeus collection 3/19/19 (c)
Tuesday, March 19, 2019
Monday, March 18, 2019
Movement and Motivation
After a hilarious conversation with a drunk 21 year old white girl at the bar the other night where she wanted to try to convert me to liking people. Discussions of dating and relationships had me laughing and all. She told me she loved me like 6 times standing there with her boyfriend. Even had to take a picture with me. The whole time trying to convert me to liking people.
The ideology of individuals attempting conversion of me and my ways brings out the modern ways of the humans.
I ended a relationship last year because they made a decision that it wasn't important and all. No problem.
Through out these years I have learned a lot. My disdain for dating has only increased. Especially with the modern day female not putting any effort into a relationship or just wanting someone to be on the shelf until they are in the mood.
I never gave up on relationships but I understand that it is like winning the lottery now. So I have become even more diligent and picky about females. Their agendas are more obvious now more than ever.
My love and heart hasn't changed. Application of it, applicants and screening has.
Nothing has changed. Just stronger and better than I was.
Give em what they want so they can be in their comfort zone. They will learn one way or another.
The ideology of individuals attempting conversion of me and my ways brings out the modern ways of the humans.
I ended a relationship last year because they made a decision that it wasn't important and all. No problem.
Through out these years I have learned a lot. My disdain for dating has only increased. Especially with the modern day female not putting any effort into a relationship or just wanting someone to be on the shelf until they are in the mood.
I never gave up on relationships but I understand that it is like winning the lottery now. So I have become even more diligent and picky about females. Their agendas are more obvious now more than ever.
My love and heart hasn't changed. Application of it, applicants and screening has.
Nothing has changed. Just stronger and better than I was.
Give em what they want so they can be in their comfort zone. They will learn one way or another.
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