Some say that words mean nothing when spoken. Fabrications of nothingness. Or just utter disbelief.
Some say actions are irrelevant. Done to gain a foothold while be fraudulent. Basically acts upon the stage play, signifying nothing.
Through communication I have discussed, witnessed and taken part in these displays. Often time wondering if anything will be the correct way when you are involved with someone. It is like playing hot potato with a live grenade. At some point someone is going to get killed in the end.
I speak what I mean and my actions remain me. I don't see saw, totter all over the place. Same me. Same sledge hammer in the china shop scene.
So I listened, analyzed and put into effect the "ghost" protocols that were needed.
Now everything should be covered in the PC way, fully.
Yippeee!!
Saturday, January 09, 2016
Thursday, January 07, 2016
Spoken Word: Ready and Waiting
Ready and Waiting
I have been in love
with you from the beginning
Had no problem
declaring and expressing my need
The need for you to
be with me
From the moment that
My heart and soul
said
You are the One for
me
Even though my mind
said
No, this can’t be
reality
Making every effort
To show and prove
Just what you mean to
me
What I want with you
I needed my fix
And you fed every bit
of it
As I ate every drop
I had to think and
understand
Was this a temporary
fix
Or was there any
relevance
Holding on for the
moment
Where you show that
you want me too
That this is more
than a possibility
That feeling that you
are in love with me too
So I left behind
Thoughts of just you
and me
Happily just being
Gave way to reality
A miracle of you and
me
Is merely a power
ball lottery possibility
With the odds based
on
Astronomical
probability
Even though I know
the difficulty
Still I hold on to
that miracle ride
Unable to give up on
you
I love your brain
Your gorgeous body my
playground
Time with you
priceless moments
Held in elite
standing
My heart continues to
beat
My mind races on
looking for a finish line
Culmination of this
journey
I continue this
journey
And I will do until I
find myself with you
Looking into the void
Waiting
Ready
From the
chocolatezeus collection 1/7/16 ©
Tuesday, January 05, 2016
D/s Hierarchy and Me
After some discussions with individuals and I have been talking about relationship dynamics in D/s.
Here is my understanding, concept and application on D/s.
I am the Dominant and whether it is poly or one on one I am the primary relationship and the only relationship. And I use relationship in the sense of dating, emotional intimacy involvement and focus. I do not believe in nor will I be with someone that wants me to be their Dom and have another Dom also. To me that is a clash of contradictions.
And I have heard how that is not fair and everything. yadda, yadda, yadda. That is fine and dandy. But remains the case for me.
And this comes from my personal decision as well as interactions with other Dominants that have been in the lifestyle for decades at least.
This is not to say that I won't take into consideration my sub's needs and desires. If there are things that I do not have the skills for or cannot provide then I will come up with something to satisfy her. That means finding someone appropriate to play with and enjoy those skills with. I want them to be happy and content along with taken care of and provided for.
Having two Doms clashes by opposing protocols and standards. Literally pulling subs in different directions. An unnecessary situation. Plus their service will be impaired with the division in dynamics.
So there you go if you wanted to know. And if you want to talk about it or have a question then ask.
It is Havoc time!!
Here is my understanding, concept and application on D/s.
I am the Dominant and whether it is poly or one on one I am the primary relationship and the only relationship. And I use relationship in the sense of dating, emotional intimacy involvement and focus. I do not believe in nor will I be with someone that wants me to be their Dom and have another Dom also. To me that is a clash of contradictions.
And I have heard how that is not fair and everything. yadda, yadda, yadda. That is fine and dandy. But remains the case for me.
And this comes from my personal decision as well as interactions with other Dominants that have been in the lifestyle for decades at least.
This is not to say that I won't take into consideration my sub's needs and desires. If there are things that I do not have the skills for or cannot provide then I will come up with something to satisfy her. That means finding someone appropriate to play with and enjoy those skills with. I want them to be happy and content along with taken care of and provided for.
Having two Doms clashes by opposing protocols and standards. Literally pulling subs in different directions. An unnecessary situation. Plus their service will be impaired with the division in dynamics.
So there you go if you wanted to know. And if you want to talk about it or have a question then ask.
It is Havoc time!!
Monday, January 04, 2016
Spoken Moments: White Noise
White Noise
Feel like a supernova
Force filled
100 times over
Ready to explode
And shatter reality
My mind
Like a ship full of
nukes
Armed and ready to go
Visions of
Needed reality
Crushed skulls
Ripped throats
Bodies suspended on
pikes
As I watch even Hela
Hold a gasp in her
throat
There is no equation
For this force
When the white noise
hits
The Reaper is
Ready to Go
From the
chocolatezeus collection 1/4/16 ©
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