To say that things have been a rollercoaster would be comparing a snail to a whale in size difference.
Looks like I am going to have to cancel going to my god daughters graduation with the stuff that happened here are the house as well as the other plus add on the male parental unit. So yeah, I am like fuck it all real well now.
Plus the things going on with folks mothers and family so concern about them.
I had another flashback to losing platinum babe yesterday when I was told someone that I have never met but have a good connection with has something terminal. It really made me consider things and wish I could be there.
I will just keep folks in prayer, concern and all even the ones that are somewhere off in the distance doing their thing.
Fuck it all...
Thursday, May 24, 2018
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
POC, Enemies and the Difference in Allies
After the weekend and a number of things going on I figured I would address some things.
In POC (people of color) there are the desires to have something that is specifically for them. That is a safe haven for themselves and those like them. But in a discussion last weekend it showed the fallacy of how POC can become. Because when someone is dating a POC as well as can provide information, education, support and more to the POC community then why should they be ostracized because they are not POC? Oh wait, is this because of the need to reinstitute a mentality hat was thrust upon them by others? I find it extra stupid to have this mindset. Especially if the person has many other things that make them even more of a minority. But hey it is not my group or anything. And it will be their loss if that is maintained.
Next up is this blanket statement that every white person is the enemy. And if you are not of that thought then you are not black or black enough for those that claim something or status.Hell, one of the cousins had to get checked about claiming that I am an uncle tom because I am around the with the white people at the cigar shop. Well, here is where the ignorance shines brightly. This planet is not all black, all white, all blue or anything else. So there will have to be alliances that help and further you. Or information sources to be available.
Everyone is not your friend or your ally. Everyone will not maintain their role forever. But know and understand the when, where and how in the moment. Know when enemies become allies and allies become enemies and act accordingly.
And this coming from the man that is Evil anyway. So yeah this is something else.
In POC (people of color) there are the desires to have something that is specifically for them. That is a safe haven for themselves and those like them. But in a discussion last weekend it showed the fallacy of how POC can become. Because when someone is dating a POC as well as can provide information, education, support and more to the POC community then why should they be ostracized because they are not POC? Oh wait, is this because of the need to reinstitute a mentality hat was thrust upon them by others? I find it extra stupid to have this mindset. Especially if the person has many other things that make them even more of a minority. But hey it is not my group or anything. And it will be their loss if that is maintained.
Next up is this blanket statement that every white person is the enemy. And if you are not of that thought then you are not black or black enough for those that claim something or status.Hell, one of the cousins had to get checked about claiming that I am an uncle tom because I am around the with the white people at the cigar shop. Well, here is where the ignorance shines brightly. This planet is not all black, all white, all blue or anything else. So there will have to be alliances that help and further you. Or information sources to be available.
Everyone is not your friend or your ally. Everyone will not maintain their role forever. But know and understand the when, where and how in the moment. Know when enemies become allies and allies become enemies and act accordingly.
And this coming from the man that is Evil anyway. So yeah this is something else.
Monday, May 21, 2018
Leather lady, a wolf and Adventure Time
Changed plans led to revisions and realizations. Yet still the weekend brought merit after another rough week dealing with things.
I saw Deadpool 2 opening night Thursday. It was good but vastly different with emotional content in it unlike the first movie. But Cable and Domino definitely did the damn thing in there. Along with finally getting a real Juggernaut in the movie. I have watched it a couple of times to catch things.
Spent time with little one to deal with things with her.
The consummation of things have been overwhelming to say the least but this is what is a daily thing being a Black Man and a Dominant. When you deal with a submissive, lover and more makes for some hectic times and actions. But tis what I do and have done for many centuries. So I will continue to walk through the fire, the ultimate defense systems and the wars internally and externally against me.
I think the sister and her father are coming to grips more on the future a little bit. Apparently she will be taking him on a trip as he requested. And she has been asking folks to watch him so she can get away.
The weekend was filled with fellowship with Sir JJay and his house as well as time spent with slave renee and wolfie. Some deep conversation on leather and the lifestyle. From discussions about why poc groups would question and deny someone that is dating with or is great resource to the community. it is stupid to me but apparently common place to others. slave renee is truly doing some great work as a title holder. And Sir Jjay's ribs smelled delicious as hell.
Still haven't gotten over the damn place that only serves 8 fucking dollars shots and beers at it's bar. or you can go outside and get a frozen daiquiri. But at least we had some good fellowship out there and ass and titties were pointed out while we were outside.
Still not prepared for this week or this weekend and my god daughter's mess. The more shit I find out the more concerned that I am going to have to use that permanent exit strategy unfortunately. But I Love the little girl even though I know damn well she hasn't told me everything now. So this is going to be something else come Friday and Saturday.
I am actually looking forward to next month for the first time in a long time. I am hoping all things work out to make an epic good damn time.
Leaving things here. I need to bounce over to the spot and let loose for real now.
I saw Deadpool 2 opening night Thursday. It was good but vastly different with emotional content in it unlike the first movie. But Cable and Domino definitely did the damn thing in there. Along with finally getting a real Juggernaut in the movie. I have watched it a couple of times to catch things.
Spent time with little one to deal with things with her.
The consummation of things have been overwhelming to say the least but this is what is a daily thing being a Black Man and a Dominant. When you deal with a submissive, lover and more makes for some hectic times and actions. But tis what I do and have done for many centuries. So I will continue to walk through the fire, the ultimate defense systems and the wars internally and externally against me.
I think the sister and her father are coming to grips more on the future a little bit. Apparently she will be taking him on a trip as he requested. And she has been asking folks to watch him so she can get away.
The weekend was filled with fellowship with Sir JJay and his house as well as time spent with slave renee and wolfie. Some deep conversation on leather and the lifestyle. From discussions about why poc groups would question and deny someone that is dating with or is great resource to the community. it is stupid to me but apparently common place to others. slave renee is truly doing some great work as a title holder. And Sir Jjay's ribs smelled delicious as hell.
Still haven't gotten over the damn place that only serves 8 fucking dollars shots and beers at it's bar. or you can go outside and get a frozen daiquiri. But at least we had some good fellowship out there and ass and titties were pointed out while we were outside.
Still not prepared for this week or this weekend and my god daughter's mess. The more shit I find out the more concerned that I am going to have to use that permanent exit strategy unfortunately. But I Love the little girl even though I know damn well she hasn't told me everything now. So this is going to be something else come Friday and Saturday.
I am actually looking forward to next month for the first time in a long time. I am hoping all things work out to make an epic good damn time.
Leaving things here. I need to bounce over to the spot and let loose for real now.
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