Hip Hop Made Me...44 Years after the birth of hip hop

Yesterday was the 44th anniversary of the birth of hip hop. A music genre that changed things, illuminated and created so many new aspects.

Growing up in Japan and Germany started my immersion and development in hip hop. It is where I began being a head phone and music lover. Always with my headphones and music going. Even up to this day.

I can remember watching the Tomblin twins mixing and scratching back in the YHS days. The music rocking and the fascination. Hell, the japanese would have all the new music to enjoy. It was wear I bout my first vinyls at. Some Kurtis Blow 8 million stories, aj scratch and basketball being playing from vinyl on my boombox. lol

Artists like:

• Afrikan Bambatta
• Dougie Fresh
• Kool Moe Dee
• the Boogie Boys
• Just Ice  (that damn Latoya is still the business)
• BDP
• Mantronix

and the list goes on and on. I may not have been able to dance but I loved some music. From gangsta to mob music and the southern style. 

Hip hop inspired changes into all aspects of life. Now we hear hip hop songs in commercials that back in the day would never have let that get in the building. Or to hear white girls doing Sir Mix a Lots "baby got back." Is still hilarious. 

Today I am still jamming the old school hip hop. Key to my ABM most of the time especially with some Onyx, Tupac, DMX and stuff. 

So yesterday I went through videos and posted on facebook. From my lust over big tit Lisa Lisa from lisa lisa and cult jam to the lyrical greatness of KRS1. Had me dancing, bobbing my head and thinking about memories. 

Memories like listening to 3rd Bass and 2Live Crew on my way to Ibiza Spain from Germany.  Or all the tommy boy records from jammig on the westside of Yokota Japan. 

It made me feel good, smile, laugh and grin at so many things as I just went through them all and lived. 

It still makes me laugh at the young boy at the airport talking about gucci man is old school. Damn, I must be more ancient than I thought. lmao

Well, enjoy yourself and the music move you. 

Social Experiment: the Perception of males and females

Ok so I was messing around and decided to do a google image search for quotes with the subject of men quotes and women quotes.

I found it interesting that no matter whether it was the search using women quotes or men quotes that the results remained the same. And I am not talking about the same images. I am talking about the types of images that showed up.

Basically the images all seemed to vilify or make the man seem to be the unintelligent brute while the women is the being that can do no wrong and is being exploited and destroyed by the man.  From men cannot love a woman to men are gods and so forth. On the other side it was things like it will be alright, you will find a real man out of the masses that will make you a queen and etc.

This is the perception of men by women? This is what society enforces and teaches?

Feel free to look for yourself.

Tell me your thoughts.

The Cliched Man

As a man and a Dominant there are so many generalizations that it is funny. There are thousands of them but I am just going to throw some out there so I can continue laughing.

As a Dominant:

You are just a pimp trying to sell girls and fuck them.
Well actually they do what they want and they are not selling pussy unless they wanted to.

All you want to be and are is a player. You are playing with all those girls heads.
Actually they know of each other and some have actually met. lol

You just want them to do what you say. Be your slaves.
Actually I would love to have a slave. And submission is their choice to submit to me. Once again THERE CHOICE. lol


As a Man:

You are just running up in all the pussy you can get.
Actually I have a lot less sex with the exact same partners than you do.

Just a man whore.
See the previous answer.

Just can't settle down and be committed.
Actually my committment takes a lot more work than your one on one and vanilla situation.


There is always almost the great redundancy in these things when it comes to people. But wait this is not only vanilla folks but also folks in the lifestyle.

Because I like titties, ass and pussy. I love seeing naked females with great bodies. And I am more prone to have a relationship with someone that we decide to fuck each other on the first date than someone that won't do that (lol I got married that way.)

These cliched views ar like constant bombardment but at this point I am use to it all. We will just fight in the shade as the Spartans would say.

Poetry: Just Me and My Friends

Just Me and My Friends

Despondent

Like a cruise ship

Tossed like salad at sea

While being eaten

By the Kraken

There is just me

Only me

One-man army

Aka Bad Company

Sitting and drinking

Lost in comradery

Empty

Base line

Unmoving

Feelings

Perched on this

Gilligan’s island to the extreme

With no one else

Or rescue to be seen

Feeling

Loyalty

Forward thinking

Investing

The enemies

So I hang out

Spend time with the friends

Because in the end

They won’t

Bullshit me

From the chocolatezeus collection  8/9/17  ©

Poetry: Holding These Truths to be Self Evident

Holding These Truths to be Self Evident

Venomous spit

Of the ones

That mention

Love and caring

Leaving me to

Smile at them

Read their intent

Understand the long list of

Self and self service

As I contemplate

Designate their existence

Original flames

Either

Extinguished or diminished

Regardless

Contained

Still

The final curtain call

Remains

Their decision to be seen

From the chocolatezeus collection   8/8/17  ©

Send In the Clowns

Sir Bear had posted about songs that represented your dynamic as well as how you are feeling today and got me to thinking.

My song for the dynamic is...

https://youtu.be/O_1ruZWJigo


The title, actions, adventure pretty much sums things up.

But it made me think about how things are with red and babygirlprincess lately. The issues, interpretations, miscommunications.  All are part of what is going on in their lives as well as mine. It has been trying. There has been very little level of comfort at all. But weathering the storms is what I do because I know the possible goals at the end.

After reaching into the abyss, allowing death to grip and comfort me I made decisions. Deciding to give both red and babygirlprincess exactly what they both want and need. They can be happy, content and live to whatever they choose to.

I embrace the journey that has began. The changes that have happened this year through experience, being around proper people, seeing slaves and submissives living and enjoying. I have been graced with eye opening things this summer especially. And I look forward to even greater things from this point on.

From the depths of Hell I sit. Comforted and understanding.


*cue the Long Kiss Goodnight*

Insecurities...the Relationship Killer

People have things that they are insecure about. That is part of most of their lives.

Due to actions, activities and discussion though I had to say a few things on this.

Insecurity is an issue when it is used as a tool, weapon or defense system. Like when someone is stretching to find something to compare to a bad experience they had previously. Or I can't put any effort into being with or interested in until you make me feel comfortable is said.

And for those in the feminist, female and perpetrators of the use of their inseurities in the way I described above I am NOT saying that you can change immediately or even more than 10 percent. But damn, every bit helps and effort has true VALUE and MEANING.

It can be hard for people to address, understand and especially deal with their insecurities. Hell, even when I try to help with their insecurities there is backlash, attitude and all out combativeness. So yeah I am good.

As with most things you have to make a choice on where you will stand. What will be accepted and the next necessary action.

It's all good, without a doubt though.

Poetry: As the Gavel Falls Upon Related Remnants

As the Gavel Falls Upon Related Remnants

The death toll

Of my heart and soul

To infinity and beyond

Populicide

Is all that is on my mind

Iceberg slim cold

Remains too warm for me anymore

Recipient

Participant

In these cryptic faux episodes

As I cock my head

Stare into the abyss

As their words and actions

Give way to fraudulent hieroglyphs

Aspects of

Feelings

Caring

Alleged importance

All and more

Forever held in the

Ultimate contempt

Well court is in session

Handing out death sentences

Penalties of life non existences

Removal of

United citizen ship

Court is adjourned

From the chocolatezeus collection  8/6/17  ©