What Our Love Made
Banging my head against the wall
Tortured by my thoughts of you
Thinking of promises you made to me
You told me that I held your heart
That no other love compared
But I guess people change
A painful realization
As I stand in this empty domicile
That we once shared
Never thought that one day
The decisions of my selfish heart
Would come back to haunt me
Taunt me
The sneers and jeers I hear
Coming from within me
I realize my mistakes now
Hurting because it’s too late
To rectify them or your heart
Rubbing my protruding belly
The seed created by our love
The same love I tarnished
Regret is piercing me
My belly reminding me
Shame is killing me
Won’t you come back to me
I fought so hard
To make my First Born
Give Big Ma something to be proud of
I walked the walk
Always was careful
Seeking the One
Came along and gave my love
My seed permeated everything
Knowing the need to feel everything
To give you what you wanted
without a doubt
no second thinking
Love will never leave
Just want you to be happy
For you to have all that you want and need
Bring something lovely to your life today
I felt your pain
Your need to dispell the barren thinking
Relieve that fight in your mind
That less of a woman thing
Dispelled now is where you are at
Ready to take care of
Love our blessing
Rubbing your belly
Kissing our child's head
feeling the beating of his movement
Mother and Father
no matter what the cost
the situational loss
Loving our product
the love of our loins
Joined by Love's tone
I hear you
don't worry you will never be alone
‘Tis true
For you have dispelled all doubt
Life flows through me
Like a river
Mother and Father we will be
But I want to do this right
You and me
Husband and wife
GOD made this happen for a reason
If this barren field can bloom
Then so can our Love
I have shed myself of my past
I admit it once was a lifeline
That my selfish heart refused to let go
It was the obstacle that kept us apart
The thing that made you walk away
In an effort to help me maintain a happiness
That you never realized I only
Found with you
So I stand before thee
Soul naked and bare
Free from anomaly
This is HIS will
We were meant to be
His will
His Gift
Gifted to us like this
So precious
Yet I cannot lie and say
That this blessing may be in a way that
Will embrace and save your situation
I am an instrument
To bring to your life
Something that you have missed
The only gift to you I could truly give
Our love is pregnant
and will never give birth
for it is eternally seeded
Our child will always be
The fusion of our loving union
Just tell me
Will this fulfill what you want
Do not attempt to replace what you have now
If you have not gave up it's loving
For I will support you no matter what
My love is unconditional
constantly brewing
for you to sup upon and drink
my love for you is the
shhhhhhh
Replacement is not an intention of mine
There is nothing to replace
I am free from the complacent
Life I once lived
Leaving me fully free
To give the love you desire
So let us be
The family that HE intended us to be
Won’t you take my hand…
Holding your hand
I don't doubt your decision
Your conviction
But I know that my love is
More than my own selfishness
With that let us journey
Make the best for our baby
Love's defining
We will give our best
Our Baby's Loves
Deafening caress
As we show nothing less
