Saturday, July 22, 2006

Relational Epitome

Relationship Singularity

Here with someone
Alleged relationship
A supposed union

Yet why am I alone

Deceived true feelings
Received negligence
Pepertrated Presence

Yet why am I alone

Always here
Through the smoke and fire
Branded, banished

Yet why am I alone

Dedication
No matter the rough ride
Hard core ride

Yet why am I alone

Flight by night
No land clear in sight
No matter wrong or right

Yet why am I alone

Remaining your clear backbone
Even when you just want to be left alone
All I hear is that caustic tone

Yet why am I alone


From the chocolatezeus collection ©

Elevated Hands

Within These Hands

Here I hold within these two hands
Life
Love
The Future

Grasping through the
Frailness
Futility
Adversaries

Cloaked in the best of self
No longer having to creep in stealth of myself
Part of a new something else
A new million Grand upon myself
Love and concern for self more than everything else

Finally

Myself in my corner
Regardless of anything else
No one else
Me and Myself

Heart and Soul my TRUE WEALTH
True friends
True love
Revealed their true selves

Disturbance
Anomosity
Nonchalantness dealt
Not once detracting from the beautiful self

The pungent aroma of disregard
Disrespect the usual trump card
Played repeatedly
And played slammed hard
As if that was always the ONLY card

Far through it all
I stand PROUDLY tall
Still loving
Supporting the Called
Representative of the Winter and the Fall


From the Chocolatezeus collection ©

Here Without You

WITHOUT YOU

How is it that we came here
What brought us together then
Here in our passionate whirlwind
Anger, love, lust and traveling
Our relationship bedazzling
Something that others had no choice but to see
We did it effortlessly
For we were always meant to be

How did I come to this point
Where I just can’t be without you
Where my day is not right without you
Longing once again for that first day I found you

Never knew how hard I had fallen
My strength failed me within your presence
Missing you day by day
A part of my heart ripped completely apart
Finally that mental smoke screen did part
My heart completely unfolded, completely fallen apart
Brought in to the light from the dark

How did I come to this point
Where I just can’t be without you
Where my day is not right without you
Longing once again for that first day I found you

Our bond grew strong
We fought each other on and on
Not realizing completely what was going on
Fighting each other time after time
Seeking what we had already found
Bound by the feelings that we had found

How did I come to this point
Where I just can’t be without you
Where my day is not right without you
Longing once again for that first day I found you

Bitter instances revealed
Because our fates had already been sealed
We LOVE each other for REAL
Love is what made us fight each other with zeal
To fight for the strength that we feel
Watching the coldness of hearts peel
Even time won’t be able to steal

How did I come to this point
Where I just can’t be without you
Where my day is not right without you
Longing once again for that first day I found you

From the Chocolatezeus collection 7/21/06 ©

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Something Sang, Something Said, Something Felt

Must Be Nice

I found you
My diamond in the rough
A total coincidence
Yet something that I learned I couldn’t easily give up

Growing into the formidable two that we are
You held me down, even when I was dragging the ground
Fought through it all
From the fights to side splitting falls

Come home to you
Knowing that you were there
Greeted with that gifted smile
Even if it took a little while

Maybe it easy to always come home
To get rid of the thoughts to roam
My Baby was right there at home

See…
Pussy is what it is…something to get into, something to do
But what I got is what makes me happy at home

When life has come completely apart
My strength lays in your hands
My heart and soul has left me
You are there to brace it all together
To keep everything together

For I am not invincible
Nor is life all that sensible
Many times I have been left defenseless and expendable
You stayed by my side just holding on

You… the strong woman
Is why I love where I belong
Here with you in my arms
Or walking along laughing with your loud tone

For no matter our faults or issues
Acceptance was a must
To peas of different strands
Yet in our Unique pod was simply Marvelous US
No one could understand us

My wifey
Mother of my unborn
Here upon your bosom is where I rest during the storms

No need for party scenes
I continue chilling at home with my queen
Lets laugh and talk
Play and profess our life’s interests

You are my only FAMILY interest
Life ahead of me benefits
God’s blessings represented

No wonder I am content
Happy no matter what the incident
Knowing we can make it through any event
Our Union the TRUE REPRESENTATIVE

From the chocolatezeus collection 7/17/06 ©