Mr Wolf's Amsterdam Adventure...Life Unscripted

Man, I was lost when it was time to go down to the restaurant to eat and drink mimosas, only to realize I was back at the house. lol  And looking out my window now is depressing in comparison to the view from the hotel room overlooking the water, ships and city.



I haven't been back to Amsterdam since I was a young kid. And the experience was one to remember for a number of reasons. And I suggest you take a trip there if you haven't for the culture, sights and everything. Had some great food, went to some great museums and had some good quality time with lil red.

The Movenpick hotel was great. A great view and pleasant staff. And an enjoyable breakfast. And I do mean a great view from the 20th floor. Definitely made me mad I missed it 2 years previously.  The staff was courteous and helpful which always makes me happy. So yes, I suggest staying there if you are going!

Each day was an adventure in sight seeing, eating and quality time together. And I love quality time! We hit a number of museums. From my favorite torture museum to the van gogh, sex museum and the rijks dutch museum.  There was so much to enjoy and see and I took it all in. Hell, I never even thought to try the Belgium waffles there. lol  But I did have great calzone and burgers and stuff.

I was graced to see lil red in her completely submissive state. To see her free and how she wanted and needed to be was incredible. She was with her dom and they played as I worked on the computer and talked to people. But I saw how she was and it truly was dynamic.  I was glad that she got her fix. The submission that she needed.

Seeing her submissive and our talk afterward made me think and solidify things with my D/s and poly. I have my feelings and things but reality is that lil red and little one have to be happy and growing in their journey regardless. I fully support that even when they may disagree with it.  I saw the things and reason that had to be shared. The place where lil red was at peace and floating. And she floated for the rest of the trip on her high which I was very happy for her. She was in subspace and out of her head and thoughts where she floated free.  Exhilarating.

A trip that started out on a dark cloud note ended with a lot of learning for me along with great sight seeing and time spent in museums with lil red.

Hell, I ended up getting a tattoo that says Mr Wolf on top and harley underneath. My first tatt that related to someone that I was with. But it marked the memory of being in Amsterdam together as well as the connection of me as Mr Wolf and when lil red becomes harley.  We both were shocked at my choice in the shop but it was important to me and purposeful.

The airport on the way out was something else though. They had a runway closed and we waited on the tarmac before take off. And security was long and tedious since they had one entrance. And having to take out all electronics and wires was not a happy time for me either.

I embarked on a journey. To get my military brat, lust and adventure needs fed.  And that was mostly handled. And very memorable.

Along with learning and digesting even more about my D/s journey.  Decisions and analysis about having submissives and taking care of it all.  Putting everything in it's place to make things appropriate.

I am very thankful for the experience, understanding, enjoyment and adventure.

Just Me Against the World

The Black Man…Public Enemy Number One

With a life expectancy

Less than it should be

Imprisonment of

Mind

Body

And soul

For each day

Each breath he takes

They want

Need to lock him in

A hole

In a suit and tie

Or jeans and a t-shirt

Their thoughts and feelings

Revealed in their eyes

Not relegated only to

Whites or blacks

But some black females

Have gotten in on the act

With life expectancies

Less than a quarter

Roadblocks at every

Portal

So

Grip your purses

Hold tight to your disdain

Claim that you understand

No matter what

It remains

The hunted

Disenfranchised

Prisoner of war

Journey of a black man

From the chocolatezeus collection  3/28/17  ©

It is cute to think that the world is this more equal and better place but I am a black man in the modern day and I can tell you that things have not changed that much.

Even with education there is the need for society and others to keep their boot on the back of my neck as much as possible. 

Add to that the struggle, conflict and same type of responses from some black females only drives home the plight of being a black man even more. 

I am educated.

World traveled.

Diverse.

Skilled.

Articulate.

These traits make them cringe and cower in fear because I am not the hood black guy with the pants off his ass slinging drugs.  I am the man giving others instructions, while maintaining multi million dollar projects.  

When we as black men move beyond what they see us as being in our place it creates a need to destroy, wage war on us and cage us to make themselves feel better.  To maintain their class and economic system. 

But the problem is that you can't stop us from growing, evolving and achieving no matter how many roadblocks you set up. Some of us won't be the complacent, endentured servants that you seek to keep 

I am a black man. 

The one thing you hunt and fear so deeply that it makes you secure everything and anything of yours because you won't always keep us underneath..