The week has been interesting.
Logan is coming out this upcoming week and I cannot wait! I really hope I am not getting excited to be disappointing but oh well it looks like it might be actually good for once. The true Wolverine finally. Plus it is the Death of Wolverine story arch. So Thursday it is on!
In two weeks I will finally leave the country again. Next stop Amsterdam. This will be interesting trip definitely. Plus I haven't been there since I was a kid so I am seriously trying to get to Maduradam while I am there. It will be good to return to europe again. I haven't been back since I graduated high school. At least I know I will be going back after I go to London. lol
Yesterday was a good day in Raleigh. From eating at Big Ed's (they have some good country, farm to table food there. To include city ham. And of course you can order one or two pancakes since they are huge.)
Hit the history of NC museum downtown to look at everything. They had a WW1 exhibit as well. Going through and looking at the slavery stuff bothered me a bit but it is supposed to. Hearing them talk about how they did not want to succeed from the union was interesting. I enjoyed the weapons the most from revolutionary war through world war 2. Hell they even had my favorite the BAR gun in there. Plus a civil war historian was showing real swords and muskets and everything. So there was that and going to look at the dinosaurs, animals, vegetation and sea life indigenous to NC. I didn't know there were certain dinosaurs native to NC.
Left there to hit the farmers market. It wasn't that good because it was so late in the day at that point. But I found my damn ginger beer...cock n bull ginger beer baby! And I got a case of it. Now it wasn't the diet one unfortunately but hell with it. I didnt have to get it from houston where I got it from the first time.
Had to get my eat on again so I stopped by Gypsy's Silver Dinner and had a real fried fish sandwich. lol And that was after I went to Havana grill to get a cuban sandwich like I use to when I lived there only to see they are fixing salvadoran and mexican food and still got the cuban name up there. wtf
But I had to round it all off by stopping by my ole biker buddy Charlie from the cigar shop here stomping ground. Empire cigars. I had never been there but it was a nice little place. And damn apex was jumping that late already. I never knew. lol
I didn't make it back to go to Fire and Spice but damn it was worth it! Most definitely worth it!
Along with yesterday;s adventure I had a chance to hear from UK Honey. I hadn't chatted with her in years. Plus talked to the Pimpstress as well about health and stuff. I haven't seen her since when she stopped at blackbeat so we could meet and hang out talking. Both of them were good conversations and all.
Leads me to...
The focus recently has been on basically kow towing to others it seems. It has been in groups as well as individuals that have been talking about it.
This is why the title of the null hypothesis.
Because it is hard for people to understand and accept difference that is not their own and what everyone else says. From the poly people are their narrow minds, language and words to everyone else and their stuff. It all remained cookie cutter basically. With fear and denial being their own companions.
So I have sat back, listened to and observed their situationships and how they were this and that type of relation. They loosed some bolts my way in an attempt to challenge me and get me to conform to their issues. But I require attributes of a real relationship for it or them to have any true meaning. Anything beneath that is something to do until you discard it.
My thoughts, actions, feelings and all destroying their mentalities. Making them pissed, suck and gnash their teeth because of me. But that is because of they only want things their way and nothing else so they can be comfortable and feel in charge. But that is a conversation for another time.
Did I say Logan is coming out this week!! lol
Dominant aka the Journey Into Mystery
Through all of your submissives trust, have it my way, combative and more issues and actions something good can come.
There is no glamour in being a Dominant if you are doing it right and daily. It is work regularly and overtime hourly at times. But you want your submissive to succeed, achieve and grow. To live a fuller, happier and more educated life.
So it makes me smile when my submissive's career has grown through the change. Or that her thought processes have developed more so they are not as rigid as the gender tries to maintain. By her the place to trust, be open and be supported allows for exponential growth and dynamic.
The journey is still just beginning so there is no telling where the next landmine or attempted ambush may be in life.
See this is not a rant. It has nice stuff in it!
