All Hail the Fallout

Between people and the election, their normal stupidity, the people I have been related to and everything shit hit the fan even more.

People are interesting when they try to tell you about yourself, what you think, feel and do.

This 4th quarter has been one of removal of people that just shouldn't be on the ship in the first place. I have seen and learned alot about humans lately, especially females.

So, I am going to laugh as I continue being the hated, asshole, evil, mean bastard that I am.

As usual, I will absorb, analyze and cut the head off of everything and move forward.  But it did piss me off.

My family equals:
Me, Myself and I
Adrienne
and Auntie

All hail the culling!!

Doomsday

Poetic Moments...Relationship: Chopped and Skrewed

Relationship: Chopped and Skrewed

Began like Rocky
My declaration and honesty
Direct punch to the face

Love is what was sought
Intimacy and relationship
That stood out

Oh wait
I wanted and needed
Relationships that stood out
My fault

You tell me you love me
Claim my importance to you
We mean something

Then I am equated to
Your girlfriends
Your friends
And other things

My head tilted
Thoughts of chunking the deuce

As I hear you say
I want and need to feel
Special and important

Or

So nonchalant
That I wonder if
A relationship is even
What you wanted

Focused on equality
For those that are not even
In our relationship scene

Importance
Uniqueness
Meaning

The things that are
Chopped and skrewed
And not even in a
Good H-town good beat
Way

Messages
Understood
Retained

Lights, camera, action
The only remains

from the chocolatezeus collection  11/10/16

Poetic Moments: Close Proximity to Infinity

Close Proximity to Infinity

I watch the tumble weed blow by

Blinking as I gather my thoughts again

Thinking

Wait

I thought we were closer than this

That we were steppers

Twirling and dancing together

Cheek to cheek

To our own beat

The old western barren town music

Weighs in

It’s horning giving my heart

Credence

Left to ponder

The evidence

Then versus now

Undocumented relevance

Apples and oranges

Comparisons

Or was this all a dream

Like Biggie rapped

Filled with dreams and promises

Pink elephants

And the happily ever after

Obituary aftermath

It is hard

Slippery slope

To hold on and grasp

Station keeping

Amid the ultimate storms

All I can do is

Tilt my hat

Pull up my scarf upon my face

Feel the pelt of the

Sands of time

Left to see

Just how the sands of time

Will affect these

Intimate moments and times

From the chocolatezeus collection  11/7/16  ©

Committment: Burger King Style

After a conversation about commitment poly vs mono lifestyle I find myself really looking at the difference and chasm between females and men.

So the ultimate poly people feel that there is no commitment to them if who they are with is married and says their wife is everything. As I stated if the relationship is still what you want and hasn't changed the fact that they have a deep connection with their wife shouldn't make a difference. But then again I am NOT a female. This need and ideology of competition between females gets really crazy most of the time.  Why is there a need to compare themselves to others is beyond me.

Add to that the whole disgust and disbelief in marriage and relationships for most females. And with that you got a wonderful clusterfuck. Now, if you don't want marriage, relationships or whatever then by all means enjoy. Just stop dabbling with and having issues with those that want, believe in and are into those things.

For myself there is a difference. I am not married, but I was. And I had the greatest relationship with my wife in that short period of time. Does that mean that I cannot love and be deeply committed to another female? No, I wouldn't be in the two relationships that I have currently if that was the case. Especially with the way females are and if I let my experiences in the dating bullshit affect everything.

Me, Myself and My Commitment

Loving and being married to my wife was a very precious thing. No one or anything will detract, compare or emulate that. And I do not want any to disrespect me and attempt to.

My commitment is given based on what I feel, see and choose with an individual based on who and what they present. The need for females to do this comparison and competition thing is unnecessary. Just like I am not doing that about males they done had and all that. Either we ride and you accept me for me or you die and get left as a footnote in my history.

You can see it as harsh, unfeeling and uncaring but there is the wall of china there for all to understand and choose what side they want to be on. I can and will be committed to you but that is only if you are down for the same thing and realize I am not you, anyone you know or anyone else and I won't emulate them either.


Sooo..

If you need things your way and to go your way.  Then burger king's motto is "you can have it your way."  That has never and will never work over here.  The references will tell you.

Salud