My Protocol Journey

Protocol
In bdsm the way that hiearchy is shown and maintained.

Starting out last year with creating protocols for the two submissives it was a matter of thinking, implementing and cobbling together things.

I didn't create high protocols because I wasn't expecting to be at community events with the two I had for a while. That way they could become comfortable with the protocols that I have given them.

The protocols established their position in the dynamic. Besides maintaining low protocol to be accustomed to things it was there for reasons of safety, accountability and situational.

My protocol examples:

Documenting your movement to me. Meaning, letting me know when you are leaving to go somewhere and when you arrive and where.  This is a matter of safety and attention to scheduling and things that need to be done.  There was some backlash from this from the previous submissive but that merely reinforced my requirement for it.

Eating and exercising protocols:

These are in place to maintain nutritional and physical balance for health. I want them to make sure they are eating properly and maintaining a proper diet. The exercising is to promote a healthy body.

Communication:

Put in place to communicate with me fully and properly. To speak after asking to speak.  To not hold back things from me. Here is where things grow, are explored and addressed.

Service:

Those things I require you to do. From the housekeeping to when I ask you to bake me some cookies and send them to me. Tasks and needs that I make known will be followed. This is where you are my service whore. That doesn't mean sex. Service is honoring our dynamic and you as my submissive.

These three things are a few examples.

My protocols have been seen as difficult. But that is just because of their dominant personalities in their vanilla life. But it is a change in their lives and that is not an easy thing. Change is not easy. Especially for those that are use to calling the shots and getting their way. That is why I don't deal with bratty females.

Well...
Just a little insight to protocols and my journey in it. Next year there will be more protocols I am sure since you have to grow and develop.

Until then

Obey the Order of My Chaos

Your torture is my Peace...I Am a SADIST!

I am a sadist obviously if you have read enough by now. And it is a delicious intoxicant that brings me peace, happiness and so much pleasure. Many have no understanding of this. The base of primal expression and pleasure.

When I had the adventure with the awakening of harley this year I stepped past the boundary that I had set up previously. Because my sadistic needs, nature and want are a deep well inside of Alice's rabbit hole. That moment when I saw and felt harley be released the Beast growled and grinned. The Beast had a bigger taste than it had previously and wanted to go into Warp Factor 20.

Each moment I looked at her as I flogged, punished her pussy and twisted her body my carnal desires, excitment and ecstasy screamed with glee. I looked into her  dark eyes while I choked her and pulled her hair and saw that grip of fear, pleasure and pain made me want to go Super Saiyan on her.

The whole entire time I was in ecstasy. Wanting to give more and more pain and distress. I just want to hurt and break harley FULLY! Do all these nasty, humiliating and debasing things to her. I long to use her so fully that all she can do is curl up and let the tears flow when I finish. Whimpering and deeply lost in subspace and linked fully to me, finally.

You can say that this fed my craving and only made it stronger. So now I am chomping at the bit to take the next scene a lot further.

*licking my lips and my mind drooling*
I just can't wait for another intimate and pleasure filled meeting.

    Come Feed the Beast

I lick my lips

Dipped in visions

Carnal anticipation

Your pain

My pleasure

Your fear

My liquor

Your distress

My peace

My longing

To break you

Take away all that makes you

Leaving behind

Your independent, intelligent

Womanhood

Broken

Beaten

As I look into your

Eyes clouded with fear

The marks upon your skin

Each cringe in anticipation of

The next implement strike

We are in an altered

State of being

An intimacy of

Alpha and omega

Intensity

Feed me

Keep feeding me

Increase my

Insatiability

I smile and grin

Endlessly

As I can’t wait

For the next scene

You and me

Entwined intimately

From the pain inflicted

So deliciously

Craving deeply

Awaiting the next time

I can work on

Breaking you

Completely

From the chocolatezeus collection  11/30/16  ©

Na na na na na Batman: the Return of the Caped Crusaders review

This was an animation tribute to the old style batman and robin series.

Here is your spoiler alert before reading any further.

We had the old style batmobile. The rhyming word choices and all. lol

Even the whole moral story line.

They used the basic characters from the original series. The main ones were the Joker, Riddler, Penguin and Catwoman. They looked just like the show with the Joker in his purple suit and all.

This was an interesting remake because it reminded me of the tv show and how it always had a moral to the story and values to be learned and kept. Batman and Robin are being the deputized civil servants that we saw in the old series. Following all the laws. (Well, except speeding in the chase scenes...lol)

The interesting thing was when Batman was poisoned by Catwoman and turned his morality code off. When he decides to take over Gotham and then the world with replicas of him it shows the duality of who Batman is and why him and the Joker are the same. Batman becomes very direct and violent in this role. Giving way to his primal instincts and goal of achieving the removal of lawlessness. Hell, he even pimped out the batmobile. lmao

As usual he has a contingency plan in place for being turned and is saved by Alfred. But up to that point it is funny and shows why there is the Dark Knight storyline.

Many of the original cast that are still alive did their own voice overs in this. Of course Adam West reprised his Batman role. They even had a vision of the different catwomen at one point. Even to include the sexy Eartha Kitt version.

But the most comedy was watching the bat dance at the closing credits and in the movie when he is performing for himself and the audience. Combine that with Catwoman basically doing the "rumpshaker" during the closing credits and you got some entertainment. lol

This is definitely a good remake. Shows where the show began and how it is so different today.

Check it out for yourself and reminisce.

You Can Get with this or you can get with that (Black Sheep)...Week Recap

The week definitely had it's range of motion. From craziness to annoyance and the need to restructure.  Thanksgiving rolled on by nice and peacefully thank you very much. That meant no parental units, relatives I don't want to be bothered with or other humans. All I did was hit my Aunts house and see them and my cousin down from jersey. And his girl reminded me about the reason why I have a don't bother with ny or nj females policy. lmao

People were still concerned about me being alone. But even when I am with people, in relations and all i am still alone and it is fine. I don't have them issues.  Which brought up a good convo my gurl JD and I were having. *evil laughter*

JD and I were discussing dating, marriage and the differences with genders and things today. She is older than I am and had her experiences and i have had my crazy Life Unscripted.

So we talked about people claiming relations and they only want situations. Or playing the waiting game for years until they make up their mind a decade down the road. These are the way of the people out there. I am the opposition to it all because I make a decision, state what I think, feel and the goal, then drop the mic and let you decide how to take the information. I did that previously and I did it with the two chicks I am involved with now.

Here are the issues with posturing and doing the hurry up wait routine when comes to relations or even pretend relations.  It only weakens anything that you may have thought you had after a period of time without interest, maintenance and progress. After a time period people get bored with being on hold and that is it and will move on or diminish things.  The posturing happens because females are mortified about being vulnerable and or rejected. So they want that sit back, wait and let me run you through hoops to try and make myself feel better type of situation. Just stop being scared. Take chances and live instead of cowering.

Trying to select gifts for the two is difficult because they are difficult. lol So have to come up with two christmas gifts and one birthday. I have already picked out options. And that was especially necessary for ms indiana. lol

Drinking, eating and smoking. That sounds like the best plan until I can get some steady sex and play added to the mix on a regular basis. Not getting my needs fed much makes me a super evil, angry, violent, mega horny, black man.  No apologies given!

On that note i am going to look at my videos and think about how I need to destroy, break and dismember harley mentally and physically to my delicious delight and personal pleasure.

Sayonnara