Decisions
Decisions
Decisions
This ordeal with the hospital and folks definitely has bene one for the books. Things are not getting better. So just dealing with everything here, there and everywhere.
Eye opening moments from the beginning of this year definitely. Emotional and physical effects. Compartmentalization in effect. Warp speed ahead.
moments of disinfected elations
quantum leaps into the distant abyss
sealed with memories of moments
even a kiss
russian roulette
with no bullets missing
bang
bang
the death knell tolls
smoking bullet holes
as everything is left
dangling
swiss cheese
remnants of the
heart
Some unique conversations.
I have had to laugh at people and their poly ways. I am still going to do my own thing and my way regardless of their feminist following ways.
Standing here alone I can only know that this is where things ended up being. I know from whence I came. And I know all that I have destroyed coming into this year.
Better place.
Better moment.
Better me.
Have a good one and make the most out of what you have going on.
Once more upon the ramparts amid the bloody bodies is where I remain.
