Ice Cube has been bumping along with Ice T and Tupac.
When I finally passed out and got up this morning at 6 I was in a good mood. The music was going and I was dancing around rapping with the music. Hell, I even got my dance on. lol
Why you say? Well, it was a number of things.
I realized that my lil red and little one were in places with me that were more in line than I thought. In a different way that I thought. They have served me and everything. Things have definitely grown over the last 2 and 1 year. Things developed in ways I wasn't interested in at first. I love them and am thankful for them.
A few days in Tampa changed everything. It was a great way to end the week that I had last week. The drive down was decent. And of course it gave me more time to think outside of being here in the port city. I spent the mornings sitting by the river walk outside the hotel having a cigar, talking to the hotel guy that ran the hotel's pier, other guests and enjoying the scenery by the water. There were some sexy chicks jogging and walking the river walk definitely. And it was cute to see the kids and adults dressed up in costumes as well.
Some business got handled as well so it was productive time as well.
The things that are the opposite of what people see with me are what I need. Things like love, passion, intimacy, lust, desire and etc. I got to that point with my girls now and I relish in it when it is available. So yes Evil wants to cuddle, get massage and back rubs and all.
little one's attentiveness has made things better for me to handle. And has been accepted and understood the reasoning and application of our D/s relationship.
lil red has shown me what I saw behind everything when we first started 2 years ago. And bringing out harley the last few days fed my Beast Mode nicely. A must need requirement these days. So as she said I got my Ryback on. lol The lust, slut and the Monstar was out and it tasted and felt so so damn good!
Looking at the two of them I realized where I am, where we came from and the availability of the future. Tempered and realistic i will continue to figure out the possibilities anyway but I am good. And when I felt good today I was glad and pleasantly surprised.
Even watched the Accountant and Dr Strange movies today. And they were good. Better than I expected. Ben afflecks character was definitely interesting. And Dr Strange had some great effects with some action along with mental aspects. Plus it wasn't as far from the comic book thankfully that it was enjoyable as a comic book fan.
So, I enjoyed a rare day. A calm amid the catastrophic storms.
Till next time...Don't do anything I would. lol
