I don't know what is going on with females this weekend but they are seriously on some hot crazy shit.
Tonight this rosalind chick hits me up on facebook. We are talking in general about food and stuff. We talk about relationships. She explains to me that she has severe trust issues to the point that she wouldn't even call anyone for days after she had a stroke. And that was after she was laid on the floor in her house until she could get to a phone to call an ambulance. But she think that is all perfectly fine because she can only rely on herself and can't talk to anyone else. She got engaged to someone that she couldn't trust and made her feel inferior. But your dumb ass get's engaged anyway. Low self esteem you say. Yeah, to the power extreme. And now she is still got low self esteem no matter how she wants to color it.
So here we go. She asks me do I cheat. My response is no need I will just add another female to our relationship. She then tells me that she is glad to no that I am not monogamous. Umm slow bitch that is not what I said. But since you assume I am going to tell you that you are wrong. She wanted to tell me that she is correct. And that she can't be interested in me now because she only believes in monogamy. I am like ok then.
Why the hell do these psycho bitches try to talk to me? Hell this chick hides in baggy clothes and everything. Things she is going to control something talking to me and that wasn't going to happen. At least this whole ordeal was less than 2 hours of time. Still good and crazy.
And no Lil Red I don't know why I keep running into these crazies at all. They keep wanting to step into the arena they are not ready for.
And I talked to Big Chon tonight. It has been years since I fucked her brains out in waldorf md right before the episode with big giant head, theiving monkey bitch and the punk ass community dick and monkeys. Community dick would have had more reasons to be mad at me if he know I fucked the shit out of Chon before she even saw him. lol
So Chon and I talked. She is getting her divorce decree this week I think she said. and having a divorce party like Ru Ru did. Hard to understand why fuck things up and cheat when your wife swings and you are allowed to fuck other chicks in the rules. Just dumb as hell. She said she is in need of some good sex and wants to hook up so I can give her some more. 2 years is a long fucking time to not have sex. I would use 3 fucking Death Stars on all of you if I had to do that.
So I had the crazy low self esteem chick and a blast from the past. I am not sure what else is in store before I get out of the weekend now
Sunday, February 08, 2015
There and Back Again: Love and Relationships
I don't know what is going on lately. But there have been some weird developments.
Munchkin goes to a party to talk to the red springs monkey and the husband. I already knew she was after Munchkin again since she has all been in her in box. Annoying to say the least. So at the party the monkey asks about me. Munchkin doesn't give up information but she said that she was still kicking it with me. So why does the monkey say that I have some good dick? I am like she really is fucked up in the head. After that break up with her I made it clear that I didn't want anything to do with her. That including fucking her again one on one and at parties. She tested that when she called a week later to talk about getting back together. I was like no thanks. Even though Lil Red explained to me why she thought that was acceptable for males. It is not for me. If we break up I don't want you or your pussy again. Still it is crazy to me.
Next was the conversation with the maryland crazy. Considering I cursed her out at least 2 times, if not more it still makes no sense to still talk to me. Or when I cursed her out last to be in a frenzy to get me to talk to her again because she missed me. I am not dealing with that crazy shit no more. And it has been suggested that she was hinting at something. I was ignoring it.
When the maryland crazy asked me how my love life was I actually had to think about it. Which was really weird.
I feel love and I am giving love. I am in love. Even though it is not definite nor defined really. I just stick with what I feel until I am proven it is the wrong thing to feel and want.
True I want the open, full force love and loving right now. I miss it badly. Those are the moments I am at my greatest and life is greatest. After these experiences since Chocolate Doll die though I have really seen the worst in females. And went back to monkey bitches and bitches. Bitches are something to do and fuck.
The lack of women is incredible. It still shocks me many times. So much of this game playing and I need to be and think like a man. How about you figure out who you are and be a woman. Try to reach that point at least.
I am loving and lovable to the extreme. But if you are not worthy then this is the side of me that you won't experience or see.
With this patience thing and unusual experiences lately.
Love is a different beast for sure.
Munchkin goes to a party to talk to the red springs monkey and the husband. I already knew she was after Munchkin again since she has all been in her in box. Annoying to say the least. So at the party the monkey asks about me. Munchkin doesn't give up information but she said that she was still kicking it with me. So why does the monkey say that I have some good dick? I am like she really is fucked up in the head. After that break up with her I made it clear that I didn't want anything to do with her. That including fucking her again one on one and at parties. She tested that when she called a week later to talk about getting back together. I was like no thanks. Even though Lil Red explained to me why she thought that was acceptable for males. It is not for me. If we break up I don't want you or your pussy again. Still it is crazy to me.
Next was the conversation with the maryland crazy. Considering I cursed her out at least 2 times, if not more it still makes no sense to still talk to me. Or when I cursed her out last to be in a frenzy to get me to talk to her again because she missed me. I am not dealing with that crazy shit no more. And it has been suggested that she was hinting at something. I was ignoring it.
When the maryland crazy asked me how my love life was I actually had to think about it. Which was really weird.
I feel love and I am giving love. I am in love. Even though it is not definite nor defined really. I just stick with what I feel until I am proven it is the wrong thing to feel and want.
True I want the open, full force love and loving right now. I miss it badly. Those are the moments I am at my greatest and life is greatest. After these experiences since Chocolate Doll die though I have really seen the worst in females. And went back to monkey bitches and bitches. Bitches are something to do and fuck.
The lack of women is incredible. It still shocks me many times. So much of this game playing and I need to be and think like a man. How about you figure out who you are and be a woman. Try to reach that point at least.
I am loving and lovable to the extreme. But if you are not worthy then this is the side of me that you won't experience or see.
With this patience thing and unusual experiences lately.
Love is a different beast for sure.
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