Thursday, May 30, 2019

I am not your mannequin

my daddy would be able to comfort me and make me feel great
this dominant does this and it works for me so you should too
if you just keep me happy then you will be great

Thank you to the me too people

More and more in these current times I find females have found some unique and many common ways to remain distant, disconnected but still get or try to get what they want.

There is always some female comparison that will only be beneficial to them and attempts to keep their vague idea of control. In observation the biggest culprits are the multi degree, i am queen so and so, princess puff n stuff etc. Of course realizing that they have to take this rough and tough posturing in the world to deal with whatever gender issues and inequalities there.  But when it comes to dating or being in a dynamic then you have already failed.

Not saying don't advocate for yourself and the things you want. Just leave that fake ass manipulative ideology wherever you found it because it only fucks things up.  And for all the being upset because you are being judged unfairly on who you are only to make sure to judge, manipulate and more a man that you claim you are interested in or with shows your complete acceptance of your hypocrisy and that is who and what you are.


Thank you for the edification

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

All over the Place and Nowhere at all

The tank don't stop rolling.

Well, babycakes is on a cruise ship in the carribean for the first time.
little one is preparing for her many trips for her job.
I am preparing for atlanta, san antonio, new orleans and killeen.

So the House of Havoc is all over the place. lol

Relaxed for memorial day. Ate well and about died from the heat (and folks want to get me in texas lol.) Saw some great hot rods and classic cars.

I have been doing quite a bit of counseling lately with people I know. So that aspect is back.  baby momma is going to try again to have a baby. So another 14k for her to shell out. smh

Dealing with females with the dating, girlfriend, slave, submissive thing has been entertaining. From a chick flat out saying she can't share me since she knows she would fall in love with me. To questions about my exes and why they choose the way they did (fuck if I know!) So yeah Chocolate Doll after the last one i think I will have to break that promise with you unfortunately.  Oh, and pegasus with her we will get together at bike week and hear nothing at all. Yet, you want to be wifey. lmao

parental unit still coming apart. So still have to deal with that getting worse.

This birthday month is definitely going to be busy and lively. Only one event was cancelled due to death and that is more than understandable.

Well...

Full speed ahead, warp factor 29!