My Compartmentalization: your Savior

 

My Compatmentalization: your Savior

as you scratch your head

thinking in the negative

it is for your safety

to protect your

sensitivities

feelings

interpretations

it is ok

I understand that you don’t know

your inability

to handle Me

at My most

directness

continue to play

all those scenarios

excuses

in your heart and head

when you are ready to step

into strength and reality

then you will understand

until then

I will just continue to

pat you on the head

bless your little heart

compartmentalization

your ally and friend

from the chocolatezeus collection 12/13/20

Poetry: So you Want to Know FlipMode

 

So you Want to Know FlipMode

anomoly

displaced your thoughts and actions

I am that catalyst

run a gangbang

control the pretty bitch

you want to fuck

destroying your inflated ego

smacking ass

keeping the pussy wet

as the ones that are scared

want to know for themselves

what the real deal is

a quet Beast Mode

controlling their magnetism

desires like

Magneto

from a super model

to the hottest bitch

that you want to know

under that flow

flogging

beating

fucking pussy and mouth

till their souls go

still a mystery

for they are too

sensitive and scared to

truly know

break your

mind, body and soul

that’s this

mode

just won’t conform

to what you want and desire

for me to be

no, no, no

just continue

thinking and listening to

the ass claps

slurps and sucks

and the cum

comes back to back

now you have a taste

of the mode that I

am

from the chocolatezeus collection 12/13/20 (c)

A Caveman Pre Terrordome

The weather has been nice this weekend. Wish circumstances would have allowed for Me to be elsewhere enjoying things. But life is what it is now. We have been imprisoned this year and the dumb ass they voted in as governor now thinks we are supposed to follow a fucking curfew. More stupidity.

Found out that the parental unit and sister didn't actually get a damn appointment for him. Wtf! So have to black ops this as well. 

Hard to believe my  Auntie is 79. The last family that I have. Sobering for sure. 

Being annoyed with humans is definitely at an all time high now. The mask shit. The hysteria and fear mongering going on. It only grows each minute it seems. The results attained that big pharma, business and the governments wanted. 

Evaluation and analysis revealed just how much of an issue it is for many to accept and understand the strength in being themselves emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually.  So much fear running rampant and only growing each day. Scared of love and emotions. Scared to step out of their fucked up comfort zones. Scared to explore and live.

Looking at where I have come from and how things have evolved has been humbling.  From understanding dynamic, relationship and needs more to realizing what I did wrong.  My inability to fully allow true assessment without My personal traits were missed a number of times. Helping distort and create falsely the formula of what I needed. Now rectified and worked on. Very unbiased analysis now the only application to use. If they are damaged and unable to evolve then so be it. If they choose to evolve then support. Still punch them in the mouth immediately with my position, feeling and all but let them do whatever it is that they are going to do and keep moving. 

I am in need of some Beast Mode fuckfest type of release. Wearing out pussy, throat and ass until I am beyond satisfied including plenty of sadistic play, objectification, humiliation and degradation.  Fuck! Kraken full release. Memories past, current and future type of fucking.

Almost time to end this year and deal with the continued clusterfuck. Yayyyy!!

Keep moving forward, living, loving and being yourself. Even when you are scared of yourself and everyone else tells you otherwise.