When the talk of chivalry comes up people are stuck on what it use to be. Mainly females. But when you want to go with this "think like a man" mentality you can't have it both ways. So you add to the stupid confusion that is already prevalent.
I have watched the deterioration of relationships for no reason. Well no reason that made any sense outside of their own head. Because when one chooses to change the relationship and disregard what the relationship meant and was then they made a choice that they no longer want to be in it.
This ridiculous mess of staying with someone that you are miserable with and need to constantly argue with is unbelievable. And these individuals will come up with any excuse in the universe to make it make sense to them. Sleeping in separate bedrooms. Pretending children don't know and using them as excuses.
The ideology that females can be males has gotten them and everything thoroughly fucked up. But that has been the goal apparently.
The use of words like family and loyalty have really messed up people that already didn't a clue in the first place. And now they spit this rhetoric like they have knowledge of something but yet have no clue at all.
We are at perpetual war. Blacks are targeted and executed. And the rich have decided to eliminate and/or enslave everyone else so they can stay where they are at and get richer.
Saturday, January 10, 2015
Friday, January 09, 2015
Divergent Puzzle Pieces
Letting the ink speak and spill thoughts of life's experience. So here it is:
Divergent Puzzle
Pieces
Coming from mixed
Analogies and fallacies
Mixed so thoroughly
In our purity
Just seek to fit
Fit, our own intent
Here we are
Linked
Synced
In ways that
Make you wary
Talking to disbelief
Intricate
Fitted
As if we were guided
Honed in to
Piece to piece
Among so many
Other normalities
We are
That niche
Even when we fight it
Deny it
It still remains
We FIT
Stop fighting it
From the chocolatezeus
collection 1/9/15 ©
Thursday, January 08, 2015
Movies and Televisions Shows Today...WTH
Okay I just watched the first episode of this new show Empire with Taraji P Henson. Now she is sexy as hell and I have been wanting to fuck her into a few comas and bring her back for more.
It has Terrance Howard and Malik Yoba in it as well. But it really seems like some housewives of garbage type of show. It is obviously geared towards females and gays from this first episode. And that is fine. But what is the actual plot and where is the content. So called bad bitch gets out of prison and wants what she thinks she is owed by the baby daddy when she went in.
So apparently this is going to be some hood type fantasy where black folks really don't handle business well and take things back to the streets as usual. Or never left the streets. Real black business owners and gangsta's don't run it messy like this. How the hell do you just let someone walk up unannounced into your board and company meeting?
I am going to try one more episode before i nail the coffin.
Agent Carter
Now I am not all that familiar with her character in comics besides knowing her name and she worked for SHIELD. But how in the hell is she getting this run? Once again I know that this is for the females to have their hero who can run around in 50s attire to beat and shoot people while being a spy. So with that said I love a good female hero. But where is a story line that will have and keep me interested. We get brief appearances of Howard Stark. Other than that there really is nothing else at all. She is trying to clear his name but we only get half hazard attempts at something interesting. The most interesting thing is that Jarvis is on here as the actual butler. Which makes for a brief respite. Another note to mention...the camera lens and the fact that she wears colors that stand out against the background and other characters make it interesting.
The Hobbit: Battle of Five Armies
Now, I had bee waiting to see this and it did not disappoint at all. It was breathe taking. The scenery, action and details were overwhelming just like it should be. After reading the book this is an excellent rendition of the battle. This movie was decently close to the way the book was thankfully. The skillfulness of the combatants kept you trying to capture everything, while knowing you missed a bunch of stuff.
I will have to watch it again in a little while after writing this. lol
Quality entertainment is hard to find these days.
It has Terrance Howard and Malik Yoba in it as well. But it really seems like some housewives of garbage type of show. It is obviously geared towards females and gays from this first episode. And that is fine. But what is the actual plot and where is the content. So called bad bitch gets out of prison and wants what she thinks she is owed by the baby daddy when she went in.
So apparently this is going to be some hood type fantasy where black folks really don't handle business well and take things back to the streets as usual. Or never left the streets. Real black business owners and gangsta's don't run it messy like this. How the hell do you just let someone walk up unannounced into your board and company meeting?
I am going to try one more episode before i nail the coffin.
Agent Carter
Now I am not all that familiar with her character in comics besides knowing her name and she worked for SHIELD. But how in the hell is she getting this run? Once again I know that this is for the females to have their hero who can run around in 50s attire to beat and shoot people while being a spy. So with that said I love a good female hero. But where is a story line that will have and keep me interested. We get brief appearances of Howard Stark. Other than that there really is nothing else at all. She is trying to clear his name but we only get half hazard attempts at something interesting. The most interesting thing is that Jarvis is on here as the actual butler. Which makes for a brief respite. Another note to mention...the camera lens and the fact that she wears colors that stand out against the background and other characters make it interesting.
The Hobbit: Battle of Five Armies
Now, I had bee waiting to see this and it did not disappoint at all. It was breathe taking. The scenery, action and details were overwhelming just like it should be. After reading the book this is an excellent rendition of the battle. This movie was decently close to the way the book was thankfully. The skillfulness of the combatants kept you trying to capture everything, while knowing you missed a bunch of stuff.
I will have to watch it again in a little while after writing this. lol
Quality entertainment is hard to find these days.
Wednesday, January 07, 2015
Searching For The Perfect Beat
I have always sought something extraordinary. A woman, relationship that leaves me spent and craving. Lost on an astral plane of existence. Killing me with pleasure is what I want to be my ultimate end.
This search has brought me some hazmat relatinship situations and some very memorable I would love to repeat escapades. From those I dated, played with and my wife. Things have only gotten freakier and increasing the need for more and more. As I look back, now and forward though I wonder if it is just a lost cause. A pipe dream. As my sex drive and desire keeps increasing. There is no outlet for sex or my need to be ultimately sadistic. Last year I finally had a chance to let some of that out and I am even more addicted now. Wanton for the combination of orgasms and responses to the pain I inflict. Enjoying every last time she cums only to make her cum even more. Then to only overload her sensations to the point where she is lost in a haze.
I have kept them cumming past their point of comfort. To feed my need for that super stimulation. They thought it was about them until that barrier of their mind's comfort was destroyed and there was only my pleasure. Draining every last squirt from their body only to make them squirt from some unknown place again. I just keep saying feed me. Feed me what I need. Combine me flogging, tying, padding and caning them. My hunger is ferrocious now.
The results have not always been the best for them. For I have broken the ones that everyone else saw as the females that couldn't be broke. She don't tap out as I laugh at myself because I know she does. Because I have made them tap out and more. To the point when we showed up at swing parties that I had to promise not to make them do it in public. I like breaking the proclaimed boss, diva, superfemale. Makes me grin with enthusiasm.
Unfortunately this formula is broken. Wanting a relationship with a capable woman and sub/slave has become me trying to escape the labyrinth. Even though it has been told to me that I scare prospects off that may be interested in me. I stick to the fact that it weeds out the ones that can't cut it right off the bat. The frauds and ones that are not strong enough to be with or deal with me. I am closed off to those that can't accept and understand that I am just going to be me. I step up to the plate and let my intentions and wants be known. All I ask is to be real and be yourself. Don't fight what you feel, need and want. Dealing with females though that is a difficult task I have seen.
What do I want you ask? A Woman! One that can be stimulating in a multiple of ways. Loving, caring and understanding. Accept me and understand that I treat those I love and care about like the treasure that they are to me. But I don't give a second look at things outside of the circle. So I need them to focus on the glow that is us. She has to feed me sexually. From the many marathon sex sessions, to being my ultimate slut and whore. I want to be taken to the brink. Put me to sleep and make me tap out for once in my life. Kill me with pleasure. I want a woman that is mine and my sub/slave. The whole package in one. Give me the sexy ass woman with the relationship that can't be eclipsed!
After saying all this. I sit back and look at the brick wall with the razor wire still sitting in front of me. Wondering if a woman will have the mental stability and fortitude to join me in this journey and let's be the Legends that we are meant to be. It is hard when you have females that can't be themselves and feed you bullshit visions of themselves. Or the mental blocks that won't let them free themselves to live and love life.
As I sit here amid the rubble and obstacles I wonder what direction if any I can travel? Will I get the woman I seek? Or will I just have to stick with just some play things and let intimate things die peacefully.
Crossroads
Land mines
and the abyss
This search has brought me some hazmat relatinship situations and some very memorable I would love to repeat escapades. From those I dated, played with and my wife. Things have only gotten freakier and increasing the need for more and more. As I look back, now and forward though I wonder if it is just a lost cause. A pipe dream. As my sex drive and desire keeps increasing. There is no outlet for sex or my need to be ultimately sadistic. Last year I finally had a chance to let some of that out and I am even more addicted now. Wanton for the combination of orgasms and responses to the pain I inflict. Enjoying every last time she cums only to make her cum even more. Then to only overload her sensations to the point where she is lost in a haze.
I have kept them cumming past their point of comfort. To feed my need for that super stimulation. They thought it was about them until that barrier of their mind's comfort was destroyed and there was only my pleasure. Draining every last squirt from their body only to make them squirt from some unknown place again. I just keep saying feed me. Feed me what I need. Combine me flogging, tying, padding and caning them. My hunger is ferrocious now.
The results have not always been the best for them. For I have broken the ones that everyone else saw as the females that couldn't be broke. She don't tap out as I laugh at myself because I know she does. Because I have made them tap out and more. To the point when we showed up at swing parties that I had to promise not to make them do it in public. I like breaking the proclaimed boss, diva, superfemale. Makes me grin with enthusiasm.
Unfortunately this formula is broken. Wanting a relationship with a capable woman and sub/slave has become me trying to escape the labyrinth. Even though it has been told to me that I scare prospects off that may be interested in me. I stick to the fact that it weeds out the ones that can't cut it right off the bat. The frauds and ones that are not strong enough to be with or deal with me. I am closed off to those that can't accept and understand that I am just going to be me. I step up to the plate and let my intentions and wants be known. All I ask is to be real and be yourself. Don't fight what you feel, need and want. Dealing with females though that is a difficult task I have seen.
What do I want you ask? A Woman! One that can be stimulating in a multiple of ways. Loving, caring and understanding. Accept me and understand that I treat those I love and care about like the treasure that they are to me. But I don't give a second look at things outside of the circle. So I need them to focus on the glow that is us. She has to feed me sexually. From the many marathon sex sessions, to being my ultimate slut and whore. I want to be taken to the brink. Put me to sleep and make me tap out for once in my life. Kill me with pleasure. I want a woman that is mine and my sub/slave. The whole package in one. Give me the sexy ass woman with the relationship that can't be eclipsed!
After saying all this. I sit back and look at the brick wall with the razor wire still sitting in front of me. Wondering if a woman will have the mental stability and fortitude to join me in this journey and let's be the Legends that we are meant to be. It is hard when you have females that can't be themselves and feed you bullshit visions of themselves. Or the mental blocks that won't let them free themselves to live and love life.
As I sit here amid the rubble and obstacles I wonder what direction if any I can travel? Will I get the woman I seek? Or will I just have to stick with just some play things and let intimate things die peacefully.
Crossroads
Land mines
and the abyss
From Holidays and Beyond!!
From the aftermath of:
- the holidays
- parental units
- relatives
- relationships and lack there of
- analysis
Comes the re-certified and reconstituted me.
Apocalypse: Crown of
Chaos
Tendrils of light
Encased by the all
encompassing
Hues of darkness
Light
Dark
Separate reigns
Held in my same hand
Lightning clashes
Tranquil wave
splashes
Simply put
I am the calm
As Hell is unleashed
Time
Beings
Fighting their life’s
fallacies
Both my enemy
My duty
To show and teach
Through the hatred
and fear
Of me
All hail
Be consumed
For in your
imprisonment
I will set you free
Chaos Reigns
That chaos is ME
From the
chocolatezeus collection 1/7/15 ©
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