Some interesting developments since the last time. Came across unknown info online as usual. Laughed, took it in and added it to the rest of the list of everything. Laughter, the beach, Chicago and food and drink have stayed the course though and gave life to the current times.
Ok Giordano's is still the bomb and I see that I still love some Harold's chicken. lol After seeing a slave get some Luo Malnati's pizzas in the mail I am mad I didn't think of stopping by there dammit. Miss Dusty's since it was closed but the few hours were worthwhile. And I had me original motherfucker at the hotel on lakeshore again. And they were delicious just like the first time dammit.
I tried to get tickets to do the damn African American museum and once again a damn bust. I can't even get some for June for my birthday. Fuck it! I am tired of trying to go there. I wonder what fucking morons put together this damn system. So I am crossing that museum off the list. I will stick to my museum and probably finally make it to the Spy museum.
The writing has been hitting home lately. And the book work and organization is getting done. But there is still a lot more to do.
Adrienne's anniversary of her death is next week so I have to prepare. I am sure that will be a day that I don't need to be bothered with those that are not with me or have some ignorant ass shit to say. So the fortress of solitude it is and maybe a call to the one person that can be trusted fully. This whole year is a anniversary and testament to the good old days and to my dedication to quality.
So...
I ended up having a catching up conversation with mahogany delight. A fellow writer, poet and interest from back in the day. It has been years years since we talked and got together. She was always the eclectic, feminist with plenty of attitude. She had some good pussy too. But it was funny to hear that she has a damn 11 year old daughter though.
So the conversation came to her 11 year relationship that apparently just ended. Her ex apparently told her that she wasn't spending enough time with him and apparently has been dating someone else for a while. She works for a council check in dc, has to take care of her child and needs to hang out with her friends. Her comment was that she thought that males didn't want a female that they needed to be around but once in a while. I had a humongous laugh at that. But it is true. Females think these days that they can skate along and just kind of pick things up when they feel like it and someone will sit around waiting on them to get ready. Well. That is incorrect. Nothing wrong with having your career, taking care of those that you love and doing things with your people. But if in your list of priorities who you are dating is not a priority at all then there is no need for you. And I know that from years of personal experience. She was shocked but she understood I was coming a place of reality check. A good way to catch up, help and be entertained.
Otherwise...
We have the countdown to the demon 6k episode and the god daughter graduation. This is going to be something for the books for sure. Life Unscripted will be other worldly at these points I am sure.
If you haven't tried it this Hibiki whiskey is Delicious! Get you some. Otherwise enjoy your weekend and you can hit me at the other spots for the other goodies lol
Friday, March 30, 2018
Wednesday, March 28, 2018
Poetry: Strangers
Strangers
Who are you?
Do I remember we?
Remind me why I am
supposed to
Even remember
Wait
Something is coming
back to me
Did we date?
Weren’t we supposed
to be in a relationship?
Hmm, seems like a
distant dream
Something made up in
some off romance thing
I think love, desire
and togetherness
Were part of that
pipe dream
Oh wait
This is reality
That pipe dream
Shame on me for
wanting to make things work even
Understood
Message received
My choice was made
The fulcrum broke on
the opposite end
Even with my heart
deeply invested from the start
You can’t fight another’s
dead cold
heart
Back to reality
Back to life
Once soul mates
Laughing, adventurous
intimates
Now strangers
Like we were nothing
At all
From the
chocolatezeus collection 3/28/18 ©
Tuesday, March 27, 2018
This is Not the Yellow Brick Road: Dominance and Submission
Howdy
So between conversations, conferences and conference calls there has been a plethora of information exchange, observation and a whole lot more. lol
In my years of experience I have been able to observe and experience D/s in a multitude of ways.
From the fraudulent dominant, submissive and slave. Only there to usurp and control things that make them feel better. Unable to live the roles that they claim.
To those that are just lost and need a kick in the head to get them on the right path.
And those that are doing their thing to the best of their ability and they don't think that they infallible or know everything.
My Journey
In the submissive that I have had there has been a multitude of all kinds of things. From mistakes I made. To choosing the wrong ones. To holding onto things that were not going to work at all. All of these were my choices. There has been some success and plenty of learning for sure.
Learned that if they claim to be submissive or slave and they steady are trying to goad and change you then that is not what they are. If they are trying to mold you into someone else for their comfort then they are attempting to usurp the hierarchy all together.
Submission is a choice that they have to make for themselves. Not something that has to be ripped from or beaten out of them. It is their will and desire to follow your lead. To know that you will keep their best interest and well being at the forefront. And that is extremely real for me. I am going to keep their well being as one of the most important things. in the same token if they are not wanting to be a part of this then you have to cut your losses and let them go do their thing. It is their choice to submit willingly and do their role or not. If it is not then say thanks and take care.
Vetting, understanding and consideration are supremely important steps I found. Instead of just taking on some experiment to see another style of what was called a submissive. I needed to lay the gauntlet down and put them through it to validate their worth. Experience taught me that valuable lesson.
I have had some great service by those that have been under me as well as those that are not mine at all. And all have been appreciated. I love seeing, enjoying and being a part of what service from a slave and submissive is like when done properly.
One of the most important things though is the Alignment of Wills. That need for my charges to understand, see and seek to achieve the goals that have been laid out for us. Goals that encompass employment, education, lifestyle, journey, adventures and more. Without this there is nothing but backlash, attitude, dysfunction and Burger King mentalities. Something I seriously wish I had fully understood and put completely into full effect at the beginning.
It isn't about commanding them to do my bidding. It is about the help, support and guidance that I bring. About helping with decisions, formulating plans, communicating needs and wants. All to achieve goals that are set for my submissive. So yeah it is not all that selfish shit you had in your head , heard from the experts or saw on some fake bdsm thing. This is real life where we work on the betterment.
I am not at the end of my journey. I am still in the thick of it. Learning, growing and fixing things as I keep on moving. Building on my experiences and what I have learned has led me to be miles away from where I started. And I look forward to being miles away from where I am currently in the future.
Don't settle, be complacent or fraudulent about what role you want. Make it happen.
So between conversations, conferences and conference calls there has been a plethora of information exchange, observation and a whole lot more. lol
In my years of experience I have been able to observe and experience D/s in a multitude of ways.
From the fraudulent dominant, submissive and slave. Only there to usurp and control things that make them feel better. Unable to live the roles that they claim.
To those that are just lost and need a kick in the head to get them on the right path.
And those that are doing their thing to the best of their ability and they don't think that they infallible or know everything.
My Journey
In the submissive that I have had there has been a multitude of all kinds of things. From mistakes I made. To choosing the wrong ones. To holding onto things that were not going to work at all. All of these were my choices. There has been some success and plenty of learning for sure.
Learned that if they claim to be submissive or slave and they steady are trying to goad and change you then that is not what they are. If they are trying to mold you into someone else for their comfort then they are attempting to usurp the hierarchy all together.
Submission is a choice that they have to make for themselves. Not something that has to be ripped from or beaten out of them. It is their will and desire to follow your lead. To know that you will keep their best interest and well being at the forefront. And that is extremely real for me. I am going to keep their well being as one of the most important things. in the same token if they are not wanting to be a part of this then you have to cut your losses and let them go do their thing. It is their choice to submit willingly and do their role or not. If it is not then say thanks and take care.
Vetting, understanding and consideration are supremely important steps I found. Instead of just taking on some experiment to see another style of what was called a submissive. I needed to lay the gauntlet down and put them through it to validate their worth. Experience taught me that valuable lesson.
I have had some great service by those that have been under me as well as those that are not mine at all. And all have been appreciated. I love seeing, enjoying and being a part of what service from a slave and submissive is like when done properly.
One of the most important things though is the Alignment of Wills. That need for my charges to understand, see and seek to achieve the goals that have been laid out for us. Goals that encompass employment, education, lifestyle, journey, adventures and more. Without this there is nothing but backlash, attitude, dysfunction and Burger King mentalities. Something I seriously wish I had fully understood and put completely into full effect at the beginning.
It isn't about commanding them to do my bidding. It is about the help, support and guidance that I bring. About helping with decisions, formulating plans, communicating needs and wants. All to achieve goals that are set for my submissive. So yeah it is not all that selfish shit you had in your head , heard from the experts or saw on some fake bdsm thing. This is real life where we work on the betterment.
I am not at the end of my journey. I am still in the thick of it. Learning, growing and fixing things as I keep on moving. Building on my experiences and what I have learned has led me to be miles away from where I started. And I look forward to being miles away from where I am currently in the future.
Don't settle, be complacent or fraudulent about what role you want. Make it happen.
“Wars come and go, but my soldiers stay eternal.”
Monday, March 26, 2018
Poetic Moment: te desidero
the curve of your lips
the feel and taste of their deliciousness
I miss
your tantalizing chocolate
needing you to melt all over me
craving every ounce of your chocolate drop
I miss
your moans and groans
your arched back
creamy explosions
I miss
let me enjoy the look into your eyes again
to see the universe
shown brightly on that background of
eternity
I miss
our talks and laughter
in depth Prince discussions
music and tennis history
I miss
when there was an actual
you and me
when we wanted
love, a relationship, a dynamic even
I miss
So I smile and ingest the memories
the adventures
places, things and milestones
that I still can keep
whatever has been chosen
I have no power over
displaced
I will just continue to
miss you
for eternity
from the chocolatezeus collection 3/26/18 (c)
Sunday, March 25, 2018
Laughter, Music, Cartoons and the Enjoyment of it All
So, I hope you have been taking it easy and making the most of everything.
I have been enjoying conversation and interaction. qt and best have had me rolling and laughing. Just finished talking about tennis and the comedian lunell.
But yeah we have been on it about cartoons. Because that is one of my favorite things. From the old Thundarr the Barbarian to that old Bugs Bunny and Elmer Fudd opera skit. Just rolling and reminiscing.
I always end up with music buffs and experts so this has been no different. From shell toe Adidas to wondering why the hell heyonce and turtle tickets cost two house mortgages. But hey folks want to pay that to see the non singing hack and the turtle that is up to them.
It is funny how I always end up with folks that are down for the old school cartoons and music. But damn I love running into folks that I can actually talk to, laugh and interact with.
In other news still on alert for the moment things will change. Thankfully I don't have to worry about the invasion next week or in two weeks so far so that is good.
Counting down to seeing Black Violins next month finally. That is going to be great!
And damn this year is moving fast as hell. Already almost at the point where things will pick up more speed with everything that has to be done and handled.
I guess I will prepare for the week after this week. No comfort, no support and it is all good. ABM handle their own.
Well it is almost time to start another week so make it happen captain...
I have been enjoying conversation and interaction. qt and best have had me rolling and laughing. Just finished talking about tennis and the comedian lunell.
But yeah we have been on it about cartoons. Because that is one of my favorite things. From the old Thundarr the Barbarian to that old Bugs Bunny and Elmer Fudd opera skit. Just rolling and reminiscing.
I always end up with music buffs and experts so this has been no different. From shell toe Adidas to wondering why the hell heyonce and turtle tickets cost two house mortgages. But hey folks want to pay that to see the non singing hack and the turtle that is up to them.
It is funny how I always end up with folks that are down for the old school cartoons and music. But damn I love running into folks that I can actually talk to, laugh and interact with.
In other news still on alert for the moment things will change. Thankfully I don't have to worry about the invasion next week or in two weeks so far so that is good.
Counting down to seeing Black Violins next month finally. That is going to be great!
And damn this year is moving fast as hell. Already almost at the point where things will pick up more speed with everything that has to be done and handled.
I guess I will prepare for the week after this week. No comfort, no support and it is all good. ABM handle their own.
Well it is almost time to start another week so make it happen captain...
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