Poetry raw: Mr. Wolf/harley Equals Insanity

Mr. Wolf/harley Equals Insanity

Carnivore

Carnivorous

Beast Incarnate

I am here to

Take you

Mentally and physically

To break and destroy you

For the need

To sate my thirst

You will give me

Your pain

Mental anguish

Emotional eruptions and stains

Feed me

So I can break and destroy

Again and again

Through all that

Intelligence, beauty and emotions

Therein lies

The dichotomy

Where I

Feed upon you

Destroy you

Nurture you

Back again and again

Cyclic deliciousness

That my fangs drip with your essence

Your raw exposures

I give as my blessings

As I rip through your heart and soul

Permanently soil your mind

Bruise and mark your body

Have you not grasped it?

Seen it yet?

The effect?

Because I am always the cause

You will always be the effect

Part of this permanent training regimen

That is why you stay

You come to me to offer your

Death and resurrection

Regularly

As much as I need to

Destroy you and feed

You need the pain and torture inflicted

This dance of balance

Waged so intensely

It is seen as insane

But then that is the nucleus

Of this Harley and Mr. Wolf thing

Now feed me

So I can keep us

Insane

From the chocolatezeus collection  4/8/17  ©

Just me Against the World...Week in Review

The week began with the anniversary of my Chocolate Doll dying.  Where emotions, memories and lots of thoughts manifested and were felt.  I didn't let it come out and affect everything. But it made me wish I could talk about it and relax. But as usual I handled it as I am supposed to and have to.

I got a decent amount of drinking in daily this week. It was good but should have been better. After starting monday and keeping it going most of the day I got a lot of things done. Was just a bit tiring when I finally headed to the house in the storm late that night.

The week was heavy with issues, problems, conflicts and situation responses. That list was females, white and black people, law enforcement, relative, relations and associates. So there must have been a meeting or something. lol

So the usual assault on Me the Black Man was the case that they maintain with me.

I did write about 20 poems and 15 blog posts to be creatively active. Got some studying done. The rest...yeah.

Have to get the info together for the butler and house books.

Asked about what makes me happy and relax. And what can be done to put me there besides marathon sex and me inflicting a lot of pain, degradation, destruction and breaking you.  The honest answer is be your damn self, talk to me about things interesting you and things that may interest me. Some cartoons, a pic you saw that made you think about me. Sending me some sexy pics. Write or color me something. Hell, just fucking interact.  But those things are never heard anyway. So it's all good.

Doomsday Sanction in effect!!!!

It is just ME against the world...I feel sorry for the world. 

The Ringtone: Despicable Me - Pharrell Williams

So You Say You Are a Submissive

sub·mis·sive

səbˈmisiv/

adjective

1. ready to conform to the authority or will of others

Most see this word as a negative connotation and that it is weakness and all but it is actually something we do most of our life unless you were born or hatched as a dictator and have ruled from then on. In work, laws and rules we submit in so many ways.

Based off of discussions, being asked what does a submissive mean to and look like to me as well as that experience thing. I figured now was the time to address it here.

Submission is a choice unless you are incarcerated. And in the case of bdsm it is a choice that has to be made and truly desired with an ability to commit to and do it. Some feel that it should be ripped from them or them be coerced into it. But honestly you have to actually want to submit to someone for it to be submission.

Giving someone authority over you is no small act or task. It takes a commitment for all involved. The requirements in trust and aligned desires and goals have to be there. Also the need for a submissive to be ready to submit needs to truly be there.  Some say they are submissives but they need to jockey for, fight for and do anything they can to be in conflict with a Dominant.  And there are the excuses of I am in control in my vanilla life and all that. But if you are making a choice freely then you should be able to be a submissive and open to being the best submissive you can.

And negotiate, negotiate, negotiate what you want, desire, parameters and all in the beginning.  I learned to be super strict in negotiations from my experiences unfortunately the hard way.  But what a bdsm negotiation is not supposed to be a hostage negotiation for someone that says they are a submissive.  If it get to the point in the negotiation where you probably seek legal counsel then I will take a pass on that.  Be thorough but if pretty much everything is on the list there really is no purpose. And if things that are important to me are on the list then it all ends immediately.

What does a submissive look like to me?

One that is understanding of the journey. Ready to commit to learning, growing and not trying to control things because of their selfish needs.

Be able to deal with, understand, accept and know yourself. And I am not saying every single damn thing but to knowing and continuing to strive to know.

Be flexible, adaptable, able to comprehend and serve.

The ability to communicate is highly important. Especially in the appropriate ways.

Be open to being submissive, serving and tpe.



I will leave things there as I drink and listen to E40 and Too Short.
Tell me what you think if you are ready.

Poety: The Maginot Line

The Maginot Line

You place this buffer

Your repulsor field

While asking me to

Open up completely

Tell you all these things

Be this transparent thing

I laugh hysterically

As you make sure to do the opposite thing

Keeping that distance evident

So I took into account

The relevance

I stepped back

Understanding your decision

Made very evident

So I give the head nod

And we can do this dance

Dance of

Moment to moment

Relevance

Using the sliding scale

At least now it is obvious

I can tell

From the chocolatezeus collection   4/6/17  ©

Throwback Thursday Poetry: A Zeus and SofiaPeahes collab

Taken Notice.... A Zeus and SofiaPeaches collab

Dec 8, '07 10:07 AM for everyone

Taken Notice

Hmmm I see you

you entice me

set a fire to me

yet I have never seen physically

all the attributes that will enflame me

ingesting your essence

it stifles my breathing

yet the beauty I see

my third eye remains knowing

that sexy, beautiful woman that I seek

has been found

search party over

now I allow the deep intricate analysis

unbound emotions and feelings

begin to come back around

as I endeavor on this trip

voyage into the deepness that is you

feeling the tendrils of stimulation

my eyes close briefly 

taking it all in

its pungent scent a delicious intoxicant

as my mind fills with passion and lament

for arousal notes have been sent

now there is no stopping it

TAKEING NOTICE
I TOOK NOTICE OF YOU
I EVEN WONDERED
IF YOU HAD
TAKEN NOTICE
THAT I WAS 
TAKEING NOTICE 2

CIRCLING YOU
KNOWING THAT
SEENING 
THE ATTRIBUTES
THAT INFLAME
COULD NEVER
BE ENOUGH

IM GOING TO GIVE IT 
ALL TO YOU
THAT’S WHEN 
YOU WILL KNOW
WITH OUT A DOUBT
YOU HAVE GOTTEN
THE RIGHT…STUFF

WHAT I SEE IN YOU
IS INTRICACY…
WELL WOVEN
UNDI-SCRIBALE
DEPTHS 
OF INTAMACIES

YOU ARE
THE RIVER 
THAT I 
WILL FOLLOW

MY VESSAL 
YOU WILL FILL
AND I 
NEVER AGAIN 
WILL BE
HOLLOW

MY BROTHER 
MY FRIEND
MY LOVER
MY KING
LONG FOR YOU 
HAVE I WAITED
THIS LIFETIME

THRU STORMS
TORNADOS
VOLCANOS
AND SWEET RAINS
TAKE NOTE
I AM YOURS
AND YOU 
ARE MINES

THOUSAND 
OF YEARS 
FROM NOW
WHEN HUMANS
LOOK 
FOR
LOVE
IT WILL BE US
THAT THEY 
FIND

my vision opened wide
seeing all the things I waited for
craved for with a hunger of the last survivor

your essence burned like the sun
your presence devouring my restraint

I want you
have to have you
as if I was addicted without even the first hit
I lick my lips in anticipation
knowing that I am about to live again
just through experiencing you

years led up to this time
so much pain and grime
never thought I could wash off all their slime

until now
when I found the brightness 
time out of time
with you love has been revived
shedding a beacon of light in the dark night
pushing back the demons and devils that torment my heart and mind

you have christened me
alive
alive with the vigor of life
for now I can smile and hold my head high

knowledge that sweet delectable you 
has come into my life
opening the dam wide
no longer needing to hide away the love I have inside

now we make the 
earthquake
winds tear down and create
the tectonic shift of living 
all things happening
in a way that is devastating

for you have devastated me
and I love it

MY PULSE QUICKENS
AT THE MERE THOUGHT
OF YOUR TOUCH
TIME STOPS…
AND MINIUTES 
BECOME HOURS
BECAUSE DISTANCE 
SEPERATES
OUR MINDS
BUT THE SOULS
HAVE ALREADY FEASTED 
THE SPIRITS 
HAVE ALREADY JOINED
LEAVING OUR FLESH 
NOTICING
HOW HUNGRY AND THIRSTY
WE ARE 
FOR EACH OTHERS 
ESSENCE…

THE CORE OF ME
THROBS AND ACHES
TO DRAIN YOU DRY
OF EVERY SWEET DROP
OF YOUR LOVE

MY CHOSEN ONE
ALLOW ME JUST
CATCH MY BREATH
AND I PROMISE
YOUR INSATIALBE
NEEDS WILL BE WELL
AND FULLY MET
FOR I COULD NEVER
AS LONG 
AS YOU LOVE 
DENY YOU ME...

TAKE NOTE… 
BELOVED…
I BREATH YOU…
I FEEL YOU…
I DREAM YOU…
I TASTE YOU…
I EAT YOU…
I DRINK YOU…
I EXCREAT YOU…


UNDERSTAND
TIME IS NOT
LINEAR
IT IS CIRCULAR
MEANING 
IT BENDS BACK
UPON ITSELF
SO FROM THIS MOMENT
TO THE NEXT
TAKE NOTICE
I AM YOURS
AND YOU ARE MINE
WE ARE AGAIN
ONE

the sweet swirl of tastes
combined in tribute to our creation

chocolate goodness
caramel confectionary addition
nutty and creamy refractions

we are the special things that life makes
the uniqueness without another template
artistic meditative replacations of ourselves

and he we are 
the eclipse of everything else
glowing with love and life giving
shining bright and proudly
for all to witness and see clearly

you entered me
accelerated all of me
to the point and past
where I needed to be
placing a level of other things upon me

I felt you so deeply
gave all of myself so effortlessly
for you gave me real meaning
allowed for the doorway to be opened

closing my eyes
I breathe
taking more of you in
inhaling deeply
as you feel every particle I can be

whole
complete

us 
the main course
dessert treat

you made
built and support me
as I walk with you
giving you all of me
down to the last drop of
blood and breathe in me

since I found you
I found me
together we will be commanding

AS THE HORIZON
BECONS THE SUN
SHE/HE/OUR WILL 
BE DONE
HEAVENLY BODIES 
BECOMING ONE

ILLUMINATION
GUARENTEED
HEARTS SOULS AND MINDS
THUS…ARE FREED
THANKS
GIVEN TO LOVE
FOR PROVIDING THE KEYS
IF THAT IS WHAT IT TAKES
THEN IM DOWN ON MY KNEES

LOVE KNOWS 
WHAT LOVE NEEDS
DON’T YOU AGREE?

I HAVE TAKEN NOTICE
YOUR HANDS ARE CAPABLE…
I NOW SURRENDER 
MY HEART TO THEE

WHEN OTHERS NEED
AN EXAMPLE…
WE WILL BE THAT 
OLD OAK TREE…

taken
notice taken

you the sun
I the moon
crossing the heavens
once seperated
now a union that moves

celestial bodies
passion and love consumed

they look up to us
at us
for they know we are the rule

the rule of what is to be expected
showing what blossoms between two
from but a single moment in time
we came together

found each other
boldly going where others choose to hide
meeting in a way that was pure fire
burning into this raging uncontrollable forest fire

that notice
now divine

A Chocolatezeus and SofiaPeaches Collab (c)

Throwback Thursday Poetry

I Wanna Fuck You

Damn

I see and want what I see

The way you are so thick and sweet

You must be juicy

Remember when you use to be skinny

Skinny with nice curves

Those captivating sexy eyes

And lips that made you want to suck them right

Now you done got thicker

Short sexy muthafucker

Looking at you walk

Your ass so firm and soft

Framed in black stretched pants

I need to bend you over now

Tongue in your pussy

Making you drip on the floor

You make me wanna

Wanna fuck you so hard

Thick hips and ass

Thick all the way through

I need my thick dick in you

Thoughts of exploding in you

Penetrating you while I play with nipples

Making you scream and moan

While we cum over and over again

You nice size breasts

Need to be cupped in my hands

As I devour you

Take your young tender body

Show you the ultimate tricks

Make you consumed

Bent over the couch

Long dicking your café au lait ass

Damn I want to bust so many nuts in your ass

Slide my dick between those two perfect lips

As I watch you look with mesmerizing eyes

At this incredible gift that I give

I know none of those little boys

Have fucked and sucked you like this

Turn you out

Make you understand the true meaning of pleasure

That you can be beyond mediocre

As I watch you walk in front of me

Realizing my fantasy

As it remains a dream

But damn

I wanna fuck the shit out of you

Just the same

From the chocolatezeus collection 12/8/07 ©

Among the Ramparts

I think a lot. Well a hella lot!

I feel. Even though you won't see it or know it.

I put my loved ones and those I care about first.


These factors are always in play. While at the Movenpick a couple of weeks ago I truly delved deeply into my relations, what they are, what they mean and what they represent.

I stepped back to observe, not say or do anything really or express myself. It helped me see and listen more clearly to red and bgp.  Some things are similar because of the style of woman I am interested and deal with. But each are so complex that Confucius would grin at the challenge.

Yes, I love my submissives. I care about them and I want the best for them and them to be happy (even if I get it wrong or they are not seeing it).  I am not doing D/s to make them do what I say but to maintain an established tpe dynamic in what form I have chosen with that person. red and bgp are not the same type of people, subs or relations. And I dont' treat or act on them that way.

My heart is cold as space
My love burns you like a supernova
I am the most difficult thing for you to
comprehend
understand
be with

But what I bring with my intensity are things that have a deep and long lasting meaning to me. When i say I am with you then I am with you until you have chosen that is not acceptable.

I am not trying to replace my wife.
Not asking for someone to be anything past their ability
I deal in reality and not the ideal or fantasy

You can choose your journey with me
It will be something completely unique.

I give you what you can handle and as best as you can deal with.


Deep in thought about relations and things. So speak up if you are ready and able!

Message to My Plaything

I know that I am your Teddy Bear, Daddy Dominant that loves you. Wants you to be happy, achieve and live to the fullest.

Understand the sadist that I give you is because you are not ready to handle the sadistic desires that I hold within me.

Each of those times when we began playing so long ago and you were frustrated were due to some serious safety. Your safety.

And as we play a lot harder now I still hold tight on the choke chain of my depravity. Where I rest fully and securely.

I don't want to break you. I want to destroy you completely. Re purpose you for my complete needs. Take away all the defenses, strengths and real life things.  To hold your raw essence in my hands as you look up at me sobbing and heaving.

Then and only then will we be where we should be!

A Superwoman (Chocolate Doll) Poetry tribute

One Year Ago

One Year Ago

Not an anniversary but a birthday

No one else gets multiple birthdays but I did

A day of birth, no more like a rebirth

Days of faith renewed

It’s the day we met

It’s the day I realized I loved you

It’s the day we got married

(To be sure a date that went down in infamy)

Most importantly its

The day you and me became we

No longer just you

No longer just me

Clasped hands

A sign of Unity

Wedding bands touching

The symbol of infinity

Striding off into the sunset

Leaving behind pasts we’d just as soon forget

To adventures, always full of love and seldom with regret

Here is to many more years together

365 delightful days

8,760 happy hours

525,600 memorable minutes

As I tip my crown to you

As I stand by your side

As I look upon you with pride

I Love You Zeus

Happy Anniversary Husband

2009

~ASW~   ©

Titan Fall (in memory of my Chocolate Doll)

Titan Fall

I became

A black hole that was

Sucked into another black hole

And supernova’ d at the same time

That moment I turned

To see you roll off the bed

For you not to stir

There was no word for the shock

The numbness

It is where I stayed for so long

That there was no way to

Quantify it at all

Wait this can’t be

This is supposed to be me

Not you laying here dead

You were the one

That was the bright ray of sunshine

People’s daily bread

With one orgasmic explosion

You came and went

My anchor

Their savior

My love, war and peace

Taken from me

Team Titan

The yin and the yang

My bitter and your sweet

A fairytale

Loving relationship fallacy

Dispelled

Brought to beyond reality

We defied

Everyone and everything

Titans

From face to face

Towering on that November day at the beach

To

Five guys and ben and jerrys

Type of ending

Two mythological beings

Contracted and etched

Into your

ETERNITY

From the chocoltaezeus collection  4/4/17  ©