The Road to Perdition

I have to say none of this month went as planned or desired. Thankfully I adapt and move to the "just don't give a fuck mode" easily.

I am still laughing at jimmy c's partner josh that is big time at aflac showing me the pics of the aftermath of him slapping his girl or a girl he fucks ass. It was all nice and red since she was white. lol  So kink recognized kinky people I guess. It tickled me.

Things really have stepped into the deeper pits of hell.

Checking the attitude and mood shit going on.
The addressing of things not done, no focus and proper actions.

So yes my disposition is completely transfixed into Ares. But this is what they asked for and wanted apparently.  And the powers and everything will simply grow and expand even further.

Back to drinking.

Preparing for the next fucking episode.

Poetic Moment: For I Am De Void

For I Am De Void

The nothingness

Holds court within me

Judge

Jury

Executioner

There is no anger

No feeling

Merely the existence of

Other things

Actions and necessities

The full moon praises me

As the rage and apathy

Hold testament

Tabernacle of purity

As relevance’s

Fade into obscurity

Silent laughter increases

Internalized

Compartmentalized

Universal peace keeping

Crescendo

Culmination of me

The anti-hero

As the silence and distance

Give way to

Relevance and reverence

Empty tachyon pulses

Into the neutral zone

Purposely done to

Repel and dispel

Any substance

Like Doomsday

Encased in eternity

With purpose and duty

The silence reveals

Evidence steals moments that

Might was

Leaving things to be

Self-evident

To achieve the stage

Fully transformed

From the chocolatezeus collection  6/11/17  ©

Walking the Mile

Relations, relationships and even situationships.

These things require two or more people to decide to want to be involved and maintain whatever the situation is.

I will back them. Care for them and even love them.

But I found myself bending over backwards and putting up with things that I shouldn't have all for the sake of their happiness and desires. But the scale is nowhere near balanced.  But I don't require it to be always balanced but damn I need something. Due to my capitulation in listening to some stuff and trying things I became way too soft and lenient. And I paid for it.

So I have sat back and observed since the mess last year with the faux sub and everything that has jumped off.  I gave the space, time and more. Realized what was not a submissive and what qualified to them as dating, dynamics and all. I took inventory and notated.

The journey is not over. It has not been  a fairy tale and those that were at the beginning have and will choose their fate in accordance to the ending.

Outside of the Road Warriors the reality is that you are going to get what you get from others in their little caves and cubby holes.

Messages received and assimilated as I continue walking.


Hope you had a way better week than I did. Fuck, I know you did! lol