Well, I survived the graduation without killing her family, choke slamming her and not having to take a chopper flight from fort Campbell out of the country.
The weekend in Tennessee definitely was something else. Get there late Friday after all the stuff that went on that day only to deal with hotels.com fucking everything up. Having to sit on the phone with a middle eastern that obviously wasn't about his job. After spending an hour on the phone as he played with his kids he finally calls the hotel and argues with the lady behind the desk who has been trying to help me. Mysteriously lose the call and have to call back and talk to another middle eastern female that was as helpful as tits on a boar.
So make it to the graduation and it is like hooker central in there. From children to old and older damn chicks. Short dresses and cleavage everywhere. I needed to put them bitches on the track and make some money to pay bills. Sitting up in the super nose bleed section I watched my god daughter walk across the stage. Remembering my walk and adventure. So I finally catch up to her afterwards and she is with her womb and sperm donor. Still shocked that the sperm donor showed up. After a couple of minutes around her as she talked to everyone it was time to feed. They said they were going to Logan's roadhouse to eat. Got there and started eating and finished before they even showed up.
And at Logan's is where I wanted to choke slam my god daughter to the hot concrete in the parking lot. So I sitting and look out the window and see someone in a stripper dress like was in Players Club and it is my god daughter in this white dress with her stomach out and tits barely in. I am like what the entire fuck is she wearing. That is what she had under her robe? So apparently someone said something about she can't eat in there with that on so she put her robe back on. I talked to her grandmother and her aunt had to tell me who she was and I was out to cigars and liquor.
So my god daughter hasn't gotten her graduation gifts yet at all. I am leaving Sunday now so I told her she better get with me before I leave. She said that she was coming that night but I didn't get a text from her until Sunday morning at about 4am saying that she is too drunk.
get ready to leave and tell her to come on and get her stuff and she said that they won't let her leave the house. Now I have to go find her father's house and deliver stuff now. And out she comes in her thigh slit up to her waist and tits barely contained dress.
So I saw my god daughter and spent about 17 minutes with her the whole weekend after driving all that way. I could have just mailed this in but I chose to support.
In closer news those that I care about, love and allow in circles have really been going through it. As much as I will, love to support and be there I see that I cannot do that when that is not what they want from or with me. So I stand and watch or simply forget about them. Can't help those that don't want your help.
As another year passes and I come up on the remembrance of my landing on this planet soon. I see all that has changed and died. The things that have blossomed and the new things that have been happily found.
I merely continue on this Last Ride...
