Realization. It came as a crushing blow. Even though it was foreseen a long time ago.
The one thing that I vowed not to allow to happen occurred. I became soft and weak. Has becoming a widower and interactions with the humans made me this week? Smdh. Shame, shame, shame.
I let feelings get in the way of being. Let the concept destroy what should and always will be.
Dominant. It is who and what I am. Always have been. Most of the time in the past without any effort at all. Naturally it has happened. I got away from actively doing what I need to do. Succumbed to complacency and fluffy things.
Yes, I treated the subs and slaves this way. There was nothing invested with them. Unfortunately the invested one is the one that I should have treated the same way as well. Left with the point of "make or break." It is my fault I slipped so badly in this way.
Time to drop the Nuke...
Throw the hands up and let whatever happens be the way
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