Poetry: To Dance with Evil in the Void of Life

To Dance with Evil in the Void of Life

That defining moment

When I pulled you into my arms

Gripped your juicy ass in my hands

Held you close

We danced

To a rhythm and beat

Solely created by our souls

Sonnets procured from

Love, lust, desire and caring

Completely oblivious to all else

Bold

Professed need for you

On levels of marriage, inner sanctum

Type of permanent hold

The prognostication

Of your

Love, caring and ability

I hold

As I looked into those

Soul stirring eyes

Lost in that deliciously divine smile

I held you close

Until the big reveal

The point where everything was sold

At that moment

When darkness turned to transparency

Now there is only

The dance

Marvel’s What ifs

That are left to hold

When you dance with evil in the void of light

Within the darkness or the light

Something takes

Hold

From the chocolatezeus collection  10/20/17  ©

So you said solo poly...ok

If you don't know what solo poly is then here is an article from Psychology Today for a reference point.


solo poly



This has been brought up by little one and mvp. We have our disagreements about my position on it but there are always disagreements on my position.


Autonomy

This is one of the big issues for those that claim they are solo poly. They cant do what they want, how they want or with who they want. And relationships dont allow them to be able to be that way. Well a relationship involves others, which you are supposed to have vested interest and action with. But what they seem to be able to or are unable to grasp is that whether you are married, in a relation, or a relationship you can actually have autonomy. Is it the autonomy to disregard, deny and set aside who you are supposed to be with? No.

My wife and I had autonomy. And wow! We were happily married. Perish the thought. We enjoyed doing things together and not together. And wait for it....with other people also. Oh shit!


Equal and Equality

Their relationships all have to be equal. No one is more special or has more meaning than anyone else. Well that works for those that their worth is designed that way but for me I am not of that mindset. They say that each on is special in their own way. And I agree and treat females the same way. But when you use an assembly line mentality then you get assembly line quality.

The importance of making sure everyone is equal can cause emotional and mental distress, depression and more. To make them feel like they are being forced to be monogamous.


Distance

Here is where the sparks have flown. Because I have said that solo poly people need to maintain a certain distance from individuals to maintain their equality and autonomy needs in being solo poly.  This is where the attitudes and things have flared up.

so·lo

ˈsōlō/

noun

1. 1.

   a thing done by one person unaccompanied, in particular.

So based on this definition of the word solo you are doing things on your own and unaccompanied.  This would be the distance involved. Unaccompanied. By yourself. Means there is a distance between you and others. 

So why the outrage when I say that they need to maintain a distance from others to make them and keep them happy and comfortable?  It is right there in the name of what they are doing as well as the action. 

it doesn't mean that they are not going to care for or like whoever they have relations with. It means that in order for them to be with the there has to be a certain distance maintained with the equality so that they are in their right spot for themselves.

Overview

I deal with solo poly because that is their thing. it is not for me. i don't have some negative outlook on it other than it is not my plan. My experience has been what it has been. So I support their choice in this solo poly thing and compartmentalize things so they are good to go. When it is time to deploy relationship things they are deployed until the time limit expires for that time and they are recalled so that solo poly is felt, maintained and they can enjoy it. 

Riding the Lightning Bolt

On the way back from MD and so much has gone down that I am not sure what really hasn't happened basically. 

Fucking parental unit shit just got even worst. Don't know why they are showing up this week or traveling. But that just means they are here to fuck up even more stuff. More disasters to come this week concerning them. 

Discussions about happiness, relations and me have been had. Being told that I am unhappy about my dating relationship and I should talk about it and make a decision on it. I have made some decisions about it. I have had to make decisions about both of them and new things. Reality has set in that things are what they are. I am going to discuss what is going on currently and get their input about the future or not and what that looks like. The program has evolved into this monster and now it is time to unleash it.

I saw a lot of things this weekend. Many of it was ridiculous and crazy. Some was pure service and joy of watching a submissive or slave serving others as well as their Master or Dominant. That right there is beautiful. When there is that understanding of place and actions without the posturing, being forced or the facade. That requires those involved to be willing to take it to that place though. 

First co topping happened. The tennis balls of doom were put to use on tits, ass and back with effectiveness. Education had to be put into session when she called red though and I did what I always do if that is called. Things stop and will not continue. But after everyone in the room discussed with her that she shouldn't have called red if she wanted to change something or if it was too much for her. They all then had to convince me to start the scene again. She was left orgasming all over and me having to hold her up to keep from injuring herself during her orgasms.

This will be one of the last trips that i take unless I have one of mine with me. Which is impossible and improbable with their schedules, others and boyfriends and all.

I saw once again that females want and expect someone to chase them around to get attention. I also got the ultimate reveal in flakiness happen in a number of individuals. So flaky bust have been the subject matter at an estrogen meeting recently. 

I got to enjoy the conversations with the Sirs and their property. And thought about being at events with my property in the future.  But man, we get together and spit knowledge or just laugh and enjoy. 

The kraken experience continues as it was requested and it was put into effect. My best line was when big titties KC said "mmm that makes my pussy tingle." I was more than ready then! And Sir's slave talking about her tongue is on fire and calling it Devil''s Spit. lmao

Amid the boredom, flakiness, horniness and all I had a chance to meet some folk and interact which was great. 

Well make the most of your monday, wee and all. 

I will be over here losing my mind up in here, up in here!