Take Me to Church...My D/s Style Lyrics

lil red turned me on to Hozier's "Take Me to Church" and I fell in love with the song.

When I heard it playing on the show Gotham and it was being sung by a female it reminded me what the song means to me in my personal way.

So let me break it down Havoc style

Lyrics:
My lover's got humour
She's the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody's disapproval
I should've worshipped her sooner

My meaning: My lover is weird and crazy
She does the things that others don't see
Most don't understand them
This is why I am so close and attracted to her

If the heavens ever did speak
She's the last true mouthpiece
Every Sunday's getting more bleak
A fresh poison each week

I found the one who keeps my attention and makes me happy
Body of a goddess and skilled mentality
Enjoy is our regular activity

"We were born sick, " you heard them say it

We are so different. We stand out and they hate it. What they are looking for and want but are not ready  to maintain things.

My church offers no absolutes
She tells me, "Worship in the bedroom."
The only heaven I'll be sent to
Is when I'm alone with you

There is no rudementary experience or learning. The tears that are shed are to worship my orchestrations for more pain.  She calls me for her need to be restrained and feel the embrace of pain.
So among the pain I can hold her there drifting. Happily lost in the pleasure of her pain.

I was born sick


But I love it
Command me to be well
Aaay. Amen. Amen. Amen.

You were in state of my essence even though you fought it.
Tasks and assignments give structure to concerned tactics. 
As I look out for your well being and health.

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

Follow my lead
through each dungeon and episode
Tell me your fears and feelings
let me twist them into the beauty that is required
attend to my needs
as we delve deeper and deeper into our D/s relation
share it all with me so that we can makes changes in life
submit to me your essence and being so that betterment can be attained

If I'm a pagan of the good times
My lover's the sunlight
To keep the Goddess on my side
She demands a sacrifice

I am not your ordinary being
I am weird and non conforming
you bring me joy, delight and vibrant life
holding the full darkness of me from exploding everywhere
You are my sacrifice
The key to feeding the darkside and the beast

Drain the whole sea
Get something shiny
Something meaty for the main course
That's a fine-looking high horse
What you got in the stable?
We've a lot of starving faithful

There is nothing that can change the power of this
Prepared instruments and techniques to rearrange
goals, results and destiny
I see you in all of your current glory
But I will make you glow like a super saiyan
feed you to the masses
show them the results of you...the holy grail



My Results of this song
Come worship this dynamic. Pay homage to our journey. Let us learn and grow 
As you serve me and serve us we grow exponentially.

The worship is the dedication and focus on honor, service and duty. The things that press our relation forward. 

The church is us. The temple. The combination or unit that is our dynamic. the D/s relation and all of it's meaning between us. The trust, hierarchy and discipline

Combined all of these things are compelling and moving. The "take me to church," symbolizes my relationship. The infliction of pain upon her when I play and satisfy her needs. And the purity of our connection and purpose.

Who would have thunk it? That a song lil red introduced to me would have a profound effect and be the backbone of our theme music that plays during each interaction.

An Adventure In Baking

Ok so ibhad never heard of white sweet potatoes until I got them from Auntie. Even the guys at the cigar shop mentioned that the white ones are sweeter than the regular ones.

So I made a white sweet potato pie.

Oooooooo Yyeeeeaaaaahhhhh!!!

Moods, Moments and the End of Watch

Sister is gone and I have the house to myself. There is a peace among the chaos and inflamed, enraged moments. That peace is a needle in the multiverse but it stands the test of time somehow.

Time has exposed and revealed intricacies that have been stunning and shocking as well as remembrance to what was and is.

Yeah, the evil archangel has a heart. One built in a way that isn't a blueprinted reprint. I love and in love with the One. Given heart, body and soul openly. The old days are gone though. And with it the application of my true comfort laid bare. I no longer cling to previous principles after my appeal and the cataclysmic reveal. The motes in my eyes fried like eggs in the Sahara. The chaotic change has changed me, simple and plain. Sitting behind armor, sentries and land mines lives that warmth, love and caring feeling inside.

Yet, I function and release the tip of the ice berg as if there were no changes. Giving the introductory positioning like lead poisoning. Click, click, click the safe remains closed to outside disturbances.

As my positive prognosis shrinks smaller. As reality squeezes even harder. I understand that change in stature, energy, presence and path. No remorse or anything as I already endorsed the so what thinking and action, both at full strength.

My mood is like standing in the sun. Burning, burnt and burned for eternity and beyond. Giving change, light and devastation with each word and action. Yes, that fits me and it shows through everything.My eclipse merely drips sarcastic, emotionless, apathetic enhancement.

I look at the One I love, the ones I love and those I care about. through the thick and thin we will remain connected if they choose. I still won't fight someone to be in a relationship with in anyway. But, I will still make our connection remain strong as possible.

My relationships mean a lot with me. So I am not flippant about it. But that is part of the reason that I am the exception to others understanding and rules. But right now relations are what they are. Oh well!!

The parental units have reached an all new high. But there is nothing more that I can do about the situation but do my unwanted and public enemy number one duty against the machine called parental units. As in feudal japan you did your duty no matter what your feelings and thoughts were. That is what I have had to do concerning the parental units. Even though I want to gladly go back to not doing a damn thing concerning them again. But I am the only one with a brain outside the 3 of them so I am stuck.

I look and see exactly what I want and need. In it's pure and most raw form. A hardened rock of a woman gleaming underneath is a crystal form of magnificence. I accept it all. Through the attitude, moods and contrary evidence. Simply because that vibe and connection that separated her from everyone and everything else was the ultimate defining factor. That one feeling is the prognosis for good thing in a better future.

The remnants of parts of me remain loosely caught on pikes. My flesh and brains stained with heart and soul remains. The whole is dismembered.

I wonder if I will ever be whole again. As I see the key to make that happen.

will it ever be

The End of My Watch again?