I sat up here ctfu and lmao tonight with shortcakes. I still can't believe we have known each other that long
It is always good to be able to laugh and be yourself with someoen without them getting into a defensive, offensive or upset posture because you say whatever or act silly.
That's right I love to laugh, be silly and have a good time. It is refreshing. I do it often at the shop in a way but when I can truly let it all loose then, watch out now!
So, we were laughing about how people react to us and our ways. The times when we have been out together and dealing with the thieving monkey bitch. Or me being passed off on shortcakes by her. lol
Over 10 years of shenanigans as she calls them and all the stuff that she does. From the tutus to dressing up as the queen of hearts and this years tweedle dee and tweedle dum lmao
The prescription needed was laughter and I definitely got it.
Thursday, May 26, 2016
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
Tuesday Rants and Ravings
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I am about to rant.
So I am reading they want Captain America to be gay. What the fuck! That is some utter bullshit. It is enough that they have fucked up things already plenty of times in movies. Hell, the Ancient One in Dr Strange the movie is a female. Damn! Can't we have anything without these fuckers whining about that needs to be changed? Call me what you want. This is just more bullshit.
I don't understand why would you let people use you when you said that you are tired of it and don't want to be bothered. It is simple STOP IT!
The fda fucking with cigars is still really pissing me off. They do not even have finances or staffing to do all of this mess they said has to happen now. And they have nothing to do with tobacco.
And this obamacare crap has to be the most worst thing ever. I mean damn you have to re apply every year and it only drove the costs for everything up over 200 percent. So in other words the insurance companies and pharmaceutical companies just made more money.
I think that is enough for now.
See, short and sweet. lol
So I am reading they want Captain America to be gay. What the fuck! That is some utter bullshit. It is enough that they have fucked up things already plenty of times in movies. Hell, the Ancient One in Dr Strange the movie is a female. Damn! Can't we have anything without these fuckers whining about that needs to be changed? Call me what you want. This is just more bullshit.
I don't understand why would you let people use you when you said that you are tired of it and don't want to be bothered. It is simple STOP IT!
The fda fucking with cigars is still really pissing me off. They do not even have finances or staffing to do all of this mess they said has to happen now. And they have nothing to do with tobacco.
And this obamacare crap has to be the most worst thing ever. I mean damn you have to re apply every year and it only drove the costs for everything up over 200 percent. So in other words the insurance companies and pharmaceutical companies just made more money.
I think that is enough for now.
See, short and sweet. lol
Tuesday, May 24, 2016
The Subject of Time
Time moves on regardless of what we want it to do. But it doesn't change things in relationships.
I always see the comments about I don't have time for them. Or we are so busy that we can't make time.
Well...
Make Some Damn Time!!!
People always use this punk ass excuse. If someone has meaning to you then you make the effort and TIME to make things happen to keep it. If not then you never gave a fuck anyway.
I hear the conversations all the time every week about how they don't have time for this or that. But, they won't sacrifice a single thing to make those things that need to happen, Happen. So the bottom line is that you don't want to do it and you have come up with an excuse.
Even I have heard about how females couldn't be with me because I enjoy marathon sex sessions. See, the problem is that they have no clue. Do I love marathon sex sessions? The answer is Hell Yes!! Do I understand that life doesn't allow for that all the time? Yes, I do. But I make the effort tired, weary or whatever to please, cater and enjoy who I am with and care about. There were plenty of times I was horny as hell and knew that my wife was fatigued and it would be best not to have sex. But that is because I knew she wouldn't say no. Because we wouldn't say no to each other about things unless it was absurd or impossible. But that was me taking in consideration who I cared about. Most will not get anywhere near that point.
So if you actually care, want to be with and love someone then make the efforts necessary to have them!!
Time will never stop moving. But you can stop using it as an excuse for your lack of intestinal fortitude.
I always see the comments about I don't have time for them. Or we are so busy that we can't make time.
Well...
Make Some Damn Time!!!
People always use this punk ass excuse. If someone has meaning to you then you make the effort and TIME to make things happen to keep it. If not then you never gave a fuck anyway.
I hear the conversations all the time every week about how they don't have time for this or that. But, they won't sacrifice a single thing to make those things that need to happen, Happen. So the bottom line is that you don't want to do it and you have come up with an excuse.
Even I have heard about how females couldn't be with me because I enjoy marathon sex sessions. See, the problem is that they have no clue. Do I love marathon sex sessions? The answer is Hell Yes!! Do I understand that life doesn't allow for that all the time? Yes, I do. But I make the effort tired, weary or whatever to please, cater and enjoy who I am with and care about. There were plenty of times I was horny as hell and knew that my wife was fatigued and it would be best not to have sex. But that is because I knew she wouldn't say no. Because we wouldn't say no to each other about things unless it was absurd or impossible. But that was me taking in consideration who I cared about. Most will not get anywhere near that point.
So if you actually care, want to be with and love someone then make the efforts necessary to have them!!
Time will never stop moving. But you can stop using it as an excuse for your lack of intestinal fortitude.
Monday, May 23, 2016
My Affirmation of Wants and Needs
When it comes to people, relations and relationships there is a difference between wants and needs. But they both apply.
Wants are my desires. The things that I seek to enjoy or incorporate into my life.
Wants are my desires. The things that I seek to enjoy or incorporate into my life.
Definition:
want
wänt,wônt/
verb
- 1.have a desire to possess or do (something); wish for.
I want future enjoyment, pleasure, success and someone that is the right one to do it all with me and more.
Needs are those requirements that I cannot deviate from. Like trust, understanding, acceptance, dedication and adaptability.
Definition:
need
nēd/
verb
- 1.require (something) because it is essential or very important.
See...
I have no problem in needing and wanting a woman. Those things that strengthen and give a different meaning to life. Needing the woman that can love, understand, accept and weather the storms with me is both a need and a want. When I say I need you. Then it means I need you in the ways that you compliment, perform, comfort and provide for me. Those things that I just want are not as important since they are not at the need or need and want level.
People are so scared of their vulnerability issues that they fight when the want and need for someone else appears. Society tells them that they shouldn't ever need or feel that way. That they are less than if that happens. That is so far from the truth. You are stronger when you claim and control these things and vulnerability.
Well...
At least I know, accept and understand my wants and needs.
Sunday, May 22, 2016
The Hyphy Movement Recap Sunday
I am over here bobbing my head to some hyphy music and decided to write the rap up.
The week has been long. But it seems that at least I have gotten some more strength now and not completely delirious still. Still don't know what the deal is or was. But the machine has to keep rolling.
There has been a new installation in better management and imprisonment of emotions and feelings. *soul clap* I had an escape from the prison that I am and I can't allow that to happen to all the things I keep on life sentences internally. So, this led to settling even more into the way things are going and limiting the future to only those things that are completely pertinent to me.
Went over to the lawyers house. (I didn't even get harasses by the white lady neighborhood watch this time either...lol) And I had to stop by this new place called Donut Inn and check them out since we had been talking about boston creme donuts. Damn, they were good. I am still laughing at him eating his three boston cremes with a knife and fork. But hey he comes from money in the expensive part of Boston. lol But we did watch an actually good movie as we smoked cigars called All The Way. It was a movie about the president Lindon Johnson and him becoming president when jfk was assasinated. It touched on his interaction with Martin Luther King and the civil rights movement as well as some of Hoovers activities. The guy that plays Falcon in the Avengers movies was MLK. If you haven't watched it I suggeat it. A good look into presidency, personalities politics and history.
i need to work on the books but with training and everything I have been off. But I do think I am going to write some tonight since some ideas popped in my head today. Plus I need to finish that one piece I never got done as well from the other week.
I am still up in the air about activities for June. I need to fix that this week. But I was waiting to see what would happen. I guess I got my answer.
Still enjoying the house to myself. Got bike week this week in myrtle beach. So asses will be in the air on bikes. Still smdh that the comic book convention is going on down there this weekend with all that damn traffic. As much as I love looking at ass on bikes I don't know about doing that traffic again. But damn I want to hit the comic convention. Oh, and the cousin's clubs are coming down so we will be eating and drinking good thursday.
And of course my Apocalypse comes to the big screen thursday so I will be seeing that. I am hoping they don't fuck it up too bad. But that is a wish sandwich.
I saw some nice trips to take. I am thinking it is time to roll out of country again. Damn, I want to go to another psych conference. red got me hooked to enjoying the psychologists. Hell, I love psychology so it is interesting to me.
well...it is time to let the ink spill
The week has been long. But it seems that at least I have gotten some more strength now and not completely delirious still. Still don't know what the deal is or was. But the machine has to keep rolling.
There has been a new installation in better management and imprisonment of emotions and feelings. *soul clap* I had an escape from the prison that I am and I can't allow that to happen to all the things I keep on life sentences internally. So, this led to settling even more into the way things are going and limiting the future to only those things that are completely pertinent to me.
Went over to the lawyers house. (I didn't even get harasses by the white lady neighborhood watch this time either...lol) And I had to stop by this new place called Donut Inn and check them out since we had been talking about boston creme donuts. Damn, they were good. I am still laughing at him eating his three boston cremes with a knife and fork. But hey he comes from money in the expensive part of Boston. lol But we did watch an actually good movie as we smoked cigars called All The Way. It was a movie about the president Lindon Johnson and him becoming president when jfk was assasinated. It touched on his interaction with Martin Luther King and the civil rights movement as well as some of Hoovers activities. The guy that plays Falcon in the Avengers movies was MLK. If you haven't watched it I suggeat it. A good look into presidency, personalities politics and history.
i need to work on the books but with training and everything I have been off. But I do think I am going to write some tonight since some ideas popped in my head today. Plus I need to finish that one piece I never got done as well from the other week.
I am still up in the air about activities for June. I need to fix that this week. But I was waiting to see what would happen. I guess I got my answer.
Still enjoying the house to myself. Got bike week this week in myrtle beach. So asses will be in the air on bikes. Still smdh that the comic book convention is going on down there this weekend with all that damn traffic. As much as I love looking at ass on bikes I don't know about doing that traffic again. But damn I want to hit the comic convention. Oh, and the cousin's clubs are coming down so we will be eating and drinking good thursday.
And of course my Apocalypse comes to the big screen thursday so I will be seeing that. I am hoping they don't fuck it up too bad. But that is a wish sandwich.
I saw some nice trips to take. I am thinking it is time to roll out of country again. Damn, I want to go to another psych conference. red got me hooked to enjoying the psychologists. Hell, I love psychology so it is interesting to me.
well...it is time to let the ink spill
Commander of My Ships
No, I am not talking about my fleet of battlestars or battleships. This is about relations, relationships and situationshiprs or whatever else others are calling them these days.
The plain and simple of the matter is either you fit in my grand scheme or you don't. I am not green peace or any other tree hugging organization that is looking at changing you into fitting in with me.
As in conversations that have happened recently there has been the subject of me changing my principles, thoughts and outlook. And being open and friendly and all that mess.
Here are my answers.
If I am interested in you to date, marry, have a relationship or the like then I am not looking for a friend. And if we end then you will not be my friend. You can think I am your friend all that you want but I will not be personal or give out my information to you. I know it goes against everyone's policy of I need to be friends with who I am with and we can be friends afterwards. No thanks!
I accept you as the person that you are/ Selfish, unfeeling, emotional etc. There will not be at any time a chance for you to change who I am fundamentally. Trying to do so will result in your failure and ex communication.
You may think that you know me. You do not. Only one person still alive can say that they know me and she is the last castle in the world.
You may be reminded of your past boyfriends and everything. I am not them regardless. Even when you try to get everything to fit. I will still be simply myself.
I know there was a sliver of hope in finding what I wanted in one chick. I came to my senses and put that back in the crypt where it belongs.
Just know that I will love, care, give attention according to your station and actions.
*Dropping a bomb on this like it was Pear Harbor and I am out*
The plain and simple of the matter is either you fit in my grand scheme or you don't. I am not green peace or any other tree hugging organization that is looking at changing you into fitting in with me.
As in conversations that have happened recently there has been the subject of me changing my principles, thoughts and outlook. And being open and friendly and all that mess.
Here are my answers.
If I am interested in you to date, marry, have a relationship or the like then I am not looking for a friend. And if we end then you will not be my friend. You can think I am your friend all that you want but I will not be personal or give out my information to you. I know it goes against everyone's policy of I need to be friends with who I am with and we can be friends afterwards. No thanks!
I accept you as the person that you are/ Selfish, unfeeling, emotional etc. There will not be at any time a chance for you to change who I am fundamentally. Trying to do so will result in your failure and ex communication.
You may think that you know me. You do not. Only one person still alive can say that they know me and she is the last castle in the world.
You may be reminded of your past boyfriends and everything. I am not them regardless. Even when you try to get everything to fit. I will still be simply myself.
I know there was a sliver of hope in finding what I wanted in one chick. I came to my senses and put that back in the crypt where it belongs.
Just know that I will love, care, give attention according to your station and actions.
*Dropping a bomb on this like it was Pear Harbor and I am out*
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