Mother’s
Day Reality
it
hits hard when they are gone
when
those that held the title
are
no longer available
from
the beginning
all I
knew was Big Ma
matriarch
and patriarch
of
the clan
held
it down
held
it together
for
what seems like forever
never
realized till she was gone
just
how intregal she was
collards
and dumplings
smoldering
hot ass house
listening
to her drop knowledge
respected
loved
and beloved
then
there was the other half of
Team
Titan
My
Chocolate Doll
Been
mother without having her own child
years
and years of taking care of
her
womb donor, sister, neice and more
Ther
perfect compliment
to my
extremist
as we
looked forward to
making
a part of us
to
live beyond us
to
love to death
many
talks and discussions
of
how we would raise our own
making
sure that they are better than
we
ever would been
both
of our dreams
of
making a family
blazed
so fiercely it burned the ether
perfecctly,
imperfectly positioned
then
fate intervened
like
a brazen theif stole our dream
the
day the doctor told us
we
could do what we need to get pregnant
but
it would be rough
and I
high chance that
we
would have to chose between
My
love and our child in the end
disbelief
ripped
into atoms
a
pain that lasts forever
tears
that still sometimes come
our
only argument
get
pregnant and save the baby
let
the woman I loved with my being go
No!!
fuck
fate
fuck
destiny
they
took from me
marked
permanently
mother’s
day will never be
what
it should have been
lost
in molten tears
and a
hole in my soul
from
the chocolatezeus collection 5/11/20 (c)
