Poetic Moment: Void: My Anesthetic

Void: My Anesthetic 

Deafening cold

A soul filled with surgical steel

My heart laid frozen on the

Operating room floor

Now I can barely remember

How or what to feel

Here is where I lie

Relationships cryogenically frozen

Left to die

Each experience

Each journey

Built upon and in

This black hole existence

No longer do I seek your companionship

Share love, lust and passion

For and with you

I merely tilt my head a bit

Look blankly at you

Devoid of effect

The aftermath continues

No doctor or surgical team

To fix this relationship

Voodoo

Given into the dynamited rubble

Filled with apathy and nonchalant

The result of

Relationship effigies

Numb

Disconnected receptors

Lasting peace

From the chocolatezeus collection  2/22/16  ©

Poetry Within the Solitude of my Death Star

Within the Solitude of my Death Star

Plumes of smoke waft errantly

Cigar smoke mixed with

Remnants of preposterous things

Crystal clear and faded memories

Electrocute and soothe me

Moments phased in and out of

Eternity

Allied forces turned into

It’s a trap calamities

Strengthened unity

As I look upon the piles of

Pleas and failed attempts

To change me

If only they knew

Understood

Realized I gave them the key

Collapsed white star

Enveloped by my Death star

Creating this thing of beauty

Thoughts lay upon the funeral pyre

As emotions and feelings

Are reduced to

Astral reminders

Here

In this space and place

My claim remains

The quiet, cacophony of

Overthinking

As destruction of all things

Brings birth to

Unparalleled events

Here in solitude I remain

At home in the dark

My solitude a blazing spark

All that remains is

Everything

From the chocolatezeus collection  2/25/16  ©

Wrestling is Funny and Makes Me Horny

I have been watching wrestling for a very long time. From wcw, glow and wwf and all. I like the athletic reenactment of conflicts and drama. Yes, it is a soap opera with more action. lol

Like I watched Fastlane pay per view yesterday and got to laughing about everything along with being in awe of plenty of things. Because even though it is not real they are doing some serious moves and putting their bodies on the line.

Brock lesnar super strong country ass mauling folks. Or the deliverance boys (bray wyatt and the crew), to the reintroduction of the old school wrestlers. There is something always going on. Now their storylines may not always be the best but that is show business.

Hell, even the tna thing had it going on with some serious competition. And I liked the big white girl ODB. She had some great titties!

Which brings me to the change in females in wrestling. We use to have the cheesy GLOW of gorgeous ladies of wrestling. It use to be just a funny, roundhouse of silliness when it came to females wrestling back in the day. And they were not very attractive.

Fast forward to now...

Damn there are some sexy bitches wrestling now. And they are athletic and skilled.

Hell, I would fuck stephanie mcmahon into sub frenzy a few times. She brought some good titties and she kind of thick white chick.

I know I am too damn horny when I find sasha banks little ass sexy and would fuck her and beat her to death.

But I would definitely fuck the naomi chick. Her body reminds me of lil red. Ass and titties and chocolate. Hell, Tamina can get some as long as she has her hair down right now.

I still got my thing for trish stratus. Always wanted to make her a sex slave. And can't forget the other canada connection natalia. The thick, canadian chick with the strength and titties.

So all in all wrestling provides a number of things now unlike it did back in the day. And that is why it is such a big business.

But dammit I need to fuck some of them senseless and torture them as you can see.

Smoking Aces...Revisited

So I joined the group for movie night to get out the house and socialize. One of the movies was Smoking Aces. About a bunch of contract killers all going after this contract on a washed out magician that is tied to the mob.

I hadn't seen this movie in a while and I still love it. Besides how can I not love all the gun play, blade wielding and action. And the desire to fuck Taraji p Henson while she worked the Barrett .50 cal rifle would be purrrfect! And this was the movie I saw that Alicia Keys was thick and got on my fuck her little brains out and leave her for dead list.

So, there is plenty of comedy with the kid that needs his ritalin to the tremor brothers and more. You name your kind of hit man and they are in this movie. lol

And the twist at the end was rather nice and different.

Definitely still enjoying Smoking Aces!!


and wanting to fuck taraji and alicia. lmao

Broken Connections

When Ru said, "sorry, I really wanted things to work out." It finally sunk in. No not anything concerning her. But relations.

She has been with me through it all. Good and bad. And had noticed when my outlook, desire and passion changed. When the wire was breaking and then down to it's last strand.

Feelings are gone. It has brought peace and less stress. But apparently it has become obvious.

As Ru has asked me to show and tell how to compartmentalize and I have of couraed said no. I have watched the transition.

The anti climax of the anti hero arrived!

No worries.

We are back to the Apocalypse program!

Have a wonderful Monday.