Adele - Hello (Han Solo Parody) Star Wars

Yeah i wouldn't even know about adel or the hello song if it wasn't for the music vault of knowledge aka lil red

Izzo (B.O.B.A.) - Star Wars/Jay-Z Parody Yeah, I am over here rofl

Do I Know What It Is Like?

I have been asked have I found out what it is like to be a sub in the form of actually doing the role.

I say thee nay!!

Heard them talking about well other doms do that so they can get a better understanding of what it is like being a sub. And that is wonderful for them. As for me I am not going to do it. I can observe, communicate and ask questions enough to cover getting to know what a sub is going through.

And each sub is completely damn different anyway. There is no formula that works with all of them. That is why you train them to your specifications personally no matter how much experience they have.

For example a sub that is unable to truly commit to being your sub because a list of things have to be in place before that happens cannot be treated the same as one who is ready to serve immediately and just want to serve, please and be your submissive.

There are variables that do not come into play even if someone plays the role of submissive for a period of time to get the feel of it. Things like emotions and feelings, or emergencies, circumstances out of your control or just things that have to do with being an adult in life. Can you model these factors to get the experience a subs get while she is on her period, taking an exam, working her corporate job and being active in her community? Yeah, think about it.

There truly has to be balance in the Force between Dom and subs. But it is a tailor made balance that must be achieved through personal interaction and communication instead of exploratory repetition.

And damn do I know about tailor made in my journey. It is like flying a battlestar by yourself. All hands on deck and you only got your two hands. So you figure it out and make it work. Taking the weird, sensitive, emotional and unemotional plus things into account as you manage it like the government.

in the end...

Do I know what it is like to be a sub?

Nope. But I do have some ideas about each one I have interacted with that those that are mine. And that is the focus that has to be attended to. With each personalized attention as I do trial and error in making the dynamic get to the level that I require. eventually

Road Warrior Meeting: Emotional Content

Ru and I had a pow wow. We have had plenty talk about lately with everything going on in our lives.

But we went in on the subject of emotions. She was asking me how to get rid of them. As I told her unfortunately you can't get rid of them fully. You can compartmentalize and allow them to die like I have had in practice for a long time now.  But honestly she doesn't need to get rid of her emotions and feelings. Just a matter regrouping and reconstituting herself. Being able to shut those things off outside of giving to someone that may actually be worthy of it all.

She has been with me through every emotion and feeling I have experienced almost I think.

I really don't want her like me. Cold hearted and really disconnected. She doesn't need that no matter the pain that she has been put through. Once you reach this point then everything takes on a darkside perspective. And even though I know that she has that evil asshole streak. I think most of my women have that. Still, she has a big heart and needs to be able to express, show and keep that heart like that. I don't want her like females these days. Just hiding emotions and feelings while talking about how they are in so much control. Meanwhile they are lost, confused and conditioned to hate that they feel by other females, feminists and male haters.

So as I hope for the best and steer into a direction of the positive and the light. I am going to enjoy my dark, and evil nature.