Dealing with the parental unit is getting harder and harder. The arguments are beyond tiring. And now he thinks he is going to go to one of the worst cities in the world (ny) by himself to go to the court because it is ny and they are unorganized and really fucked up with their stuff up there. Nope.
Had a great time in Texas, Atlanta, Charlotte and Greensboro. The drive to Texas and back was a long 16 hours. Showed me I am not young like I use to be anymore. lol
Being supportive is an aspect of leadership that is not readily talked about. Especially for those types like myself. But I had a chance to do that with 3 ladies going for the first time to a bdsm event. Things turned out well. 2 had their very first scenes and the other enjoyed herself but had to deal with the energy of it all. The pre talk, during conversation and the post conversation to the event was helpful they said. And for those that think Dominants think and act with their dicks that was all that it was. Being there and helpful for them so they could explore themselves, learn and have a good time.
And if you have not been to this gas station called Buc-ees then you need to go. This place is huge and the magical wonderland of gas stations. With so many gas pumps you don't have to wait and the cleanest bathroom ever. And the food was wonderful. I see what everyone was talking about last year. The girls went stuffie frenzy in there. I wanted to bring all the sauces, jambalaya stuffed chicken, candy, fudge, kolaches and all back. lol
I really need to break in the new toys. And I can't wait for the stockade and the two heavy floggers to be finished so I can add to the collection. Definitely have to upgrade to a bigger and stronger toy bag for sure now. But I am happy that is the case. The new paddle was definitely used in such a mind fuck wonderful way. lol
Speaking of mind fucks. It has been crazy since the birthday weekend. Energy play has been discovered and it has gone deep beyond the rabbit hole for them and more. The mere touch to the skin creating avalanche orgasms is so very, very intoxicating. And I have wielded it with delight, glee and sadistic tenacity. But this has to be because of comfort and a level of connection they have established with me at this point in time.
Bring me to: Who I know and associate with?
Thoughts on this subject really never came up with besides not associating with monkey bitches, fake slaves, submissive and dominants. But after a talk with little one and comments from baby cakes and the girls I had to really think.
I know some of the famous folks that are big in the lifestyle. We speak, interact and talk at times. I don't make it a deal that I know them or any of that. And they have mentioned me in comments as well. But I take it as just conversation that regular folks have.
But little one brought up that people see me interacting with them or they say something about me and more are taking notice. I denied it and then she pointed out particulars to me. And also things baby cakes said combined with others I had no choice but to say ok.
It did make me think about who I have, currently and associate in the future. From the involvements with individuals that were pure mistakes, to holding on to things that should have been let go to the great people I have met, gained knowledge and had great time with.
To the future and beyond:
And through out everything lately there has been the opening for lasting change and solidification of the future for Me and My House. And I am glad that it came and showed the reality of connection, desire, passion and commitment.
This stuff made me smile and grin for it brought goal that was removed full circle. It may change some things as was voiced but it is for the betterment.
There is a lot of planning to do now and things to get done. And a celebration and ceremony to prepare for as well.
So as Busta said. MAKE IT CLAP!!
