Choking Alice in Wonderland

It is and has been frustrating. Plain and simple.  Then again, that is what humans are for and amount to. And then there are the ones that hold the crown of that arena. I tend to associate, come across them and more.

I am on that Ice T "Rhyme Pays." Under the labyrinth is where I may be stranded. But I will make sure that a nuke is used to destroy it all. Make things glow with purpose and design.

Where am I at? Answer: on my throne. Implementing and escalating the *scorched earth policy.*

Humans want me to conform and change. Become a softer, non caveman version of me. That has gone on always and permanently. But as Ru and I discussed. I am not going to change. Just be me and remain Zeus above and below all things.

I realized I found comfort and pleasure. And in doing so my vigilance was affected. With the change I understood I would be torn about it. But I only can account for and control me, myself and I.  Just had to take the good with the bad. The comfort and things are diminished quite a bit. Not as much as with the humans. But still transmuted elements. Still it is a strange thing.

There is no path.

The land is more than topsy turvy.

So....

I will:
Predict
Accept
and Conquer

Age of Apocalypse

Friday came with a high and low note. So I guess that is astral plane balance or something. But, I am glad that this opportunity has arrived.  So much has been going on and occured in the last years. It is time to bring the Four Horsemen and the Evolution of Darkness to bear.

April is normally a mash up for me. With the memories of CD and Big Ma dying. At times it weighs on me even when it is not obvious. I witnessed that totally this April. Some revelations came. Other things made me think about my responses. And other things reinforced my decisions.

Like Apocalypse. Mutated from the beginning. Constant force of darkness. No matter the time period or timeline. Simply an eternal constant. And that is probably best since Ru Ru continues to forbid me to cease to exist. lol

HQ, has what I need and I enjoy her. Even with how super weird and difficult she is. I will always be Commander CaveMan. But I did see a few different view points. It has become a matter of existence now.  Like Black Sheep said.."The Choice is Yours."  It is not that hard to figure out the importance, investment and presence that is represented.

Still cataloging comic books for insurance. And the funny part is that I don't have nowhere as many as I use to have currently. But it is taking some time and effort to document them. At least I didn't have to make up a spreadsheet for it. Excel is not my damn friend.

I had a kick standing in line yesterday for Free Comic day at the shop. One guy was dressed up as a storm trooper. A lady was a cute scarlet witch. And some of the kids were dressed up. I honestly wasn't expecting that many people to be there. I am thinking I will stop by the shop for their secret wars kick off on wednesday.

I do not want to be bothered with going back to bama to go get them to drive up here. Especially since I can't fly down there. She is carrying on about it and he is still claiming he is going to drive. I had to explain to her if I come down there I am leaving the same day I get there. I am not waiting to the next day. I need to get it over and done with.

Flight booked for Shibaricon. I am ready. I am excited. It is the first time and an unknown. And being a novice kind of daunting but I am looking forward to a spectacular experience. Plus I get much needed HQ time in the process. Which will be very dangerous for her anyway.  Let the rope fest begin!

So things are moving on up. Definitely a better place. New duties coming up. Some time with HQ. Shibaricon.  And I need a serious break of fun and relaxation.

Let the Age of Apocalypse begin.

All hail Apocalypse!!