I have to say that things are positive. Which is saying a lot considering the parental units, life and all factors going on. Oh and my brain doing most of the damage with all the thinking.
But there are some things that make it worthwhile and give way to things to look forward to.
I look forward to this trip to Amsterdam. Hell I am looking forward to the trips planned Period! I see that they will be fun, exciting and very memorable. A lot of new things mixed in with some remember the time moments as well. Like Madurodam. lol
I am going to continue my first Shibaricon next month. I am looking forward to being in awe of the rope work of masters along with learning and applying. I need practice bad. Especially with someone else involved. lol
The birthday weekend will be fun I am sure. Along with laid back, relaxing and intoxicating. Plus the weekend before that will be an adventure as well.
So amid the Hell there are sweet times filled with boston creams and whipped cream topped cheesecakes. And I am very, very glad of that.
Because things with the parental units become increasingly more challenging.
Till the next episode...enjoy your just desserts!
Wednesday, April 01, 2015
Sunday, March 29, 2015
Life, Times and Dominant
As I hold my head. The throbbing remains from the parental units and everything else. Whew, I need that break!
I was revisiting rope ties. And was reminded of the rope class the week before I attended to downtown. (Yes, it shocked me I went down there as well. But it shows my interest in rope) Now, I am not comfortable or flexible to be tying myself up and most everyone was partnered up. But I did get my learn on. Plus there were two sexy white chicks and one sexy, curvy and young black chick. So I had eye candy displayed in rope. I definitely need the practice. Just don't have a real person to practice on. Oh well, will adapt and overcome.
As I played Gears of Way 2 again, I was really enthralled with the similarities with the game and life. How you overcome tragedy after tragedy. Clean up other's messes and try to stay sane while fighting every enemy that is known or unknown and seen or not seen.
After talking to Big T and texts with my god daughter. I miss the kids. Always different and interesting. But with energy and a different look on life. Hell, it is still hard to believe at times my god daughter is in high school. thankfully she is pretty and intelligent. Which thankfully separates her from her womb donor.
My adventures as a Dom continue to grow as I learn. I am comfortable with where I am in terms of education and the things that I want. I will continue to grow and experience. Only time will tell whether it will only be play experiences or more than that. But, I am thankful for those Doms and Masters that I have met and have shared information, as well as experiences. It has allowed me to understand, analyze and dissect things. Then put my perspective into place more effectively.
Moving forward is key and not always simple but it is happening. And of course I am severely dissapointed Black Beat won't occur this year at all. I was looking forward to attending again and some great classes. At least I got the experience last year.
And the experiences with the so called slave types have definitely shown me who and what to avoid.
Well, let us continue this lifetime Marvel comics edition of....
Journey Into Mystery!!
I was revisiting rope ties. And was reminded of the rope class the week before I attended to downtown. (Yes, it shocked me I went down there as well. But it shows my interest in rope) Now, I am not comfortable or flexible to be tying myself up and most everyone was partnered up. But I did get my learn on. Plus there were two sexy white chicks and one sexy, curvy and young black chick. So I had eye candy displayed in rope. I definitely need the practice. Just don't have a real person to practice on. Oh well, will adapt and overcome.
As I played Gears of Way 2 again, I was really enthralled with the similarities with the game and life. How you overcome tragedy after tragedy. Clean up other's messes and try to stay sane while fighting every enemy that is known or unknown and seen or not seen.
After talking to Big T and texts with my god daughter. I miss the kids. Always different and interesting. But with energy and a different look on life. Hell, it is still hard to believe at times my god daughter is in high school. thankfully she is pretty and intelligent. Which thankfully separates her from her womb donor.
My adventures as a Dom continue to grow as I learn. I am comfortable with where I am in terms of education and the things that I want. I will continue to grow and experience. Only time will tell whether it will only be play experiences or more than that. But, I am thankful for those Doms and Masters that I have met and have shared information, as well as experiences. It has allowed me to understand, analyze and dissect things. Then put my perspective into place more effectively.
Moving forward is key and not always simple but it is happening. And of course I am severely dissapointed Black Beat won't occur this year at all. I was looking forward to attending again and some great classes. At least I got the experience last year.
And the experiences with the so called slave types have definitely shown me who and what to avoid.
Well, let us continue this lifetime Marvel comics edition of....
Journey Into Mystery!!
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