It is a week later. The aftermath is steal real. Just watching everyone interact and be excited for Spanksgiving.
Life Unscripted struck a curve in there from the onset of the trip when the transmission in the truck started slipping on the other side of birmingham. But this is why I drive more than they do. I merely deduced the problem, called up my brother and kept it pushing at 55 all the way to Killeen. (Hell, we still made a Buccee's stop on that stretch too...lol)
This was going to be a first and unique CTX BBQ. Because all of the House of Havoc was going to be there for the first time. babycakes and I were driving there. little one was flying in on friday. Folk were about to see the whole House. And they weren't prepared lol. This was little one's first CTX event with her work schedule, so this was the first time to fully be in just the CTX energy. Even though it was her flying in late Friday and leaving before everyone got up Sunday I had my little one with me.
A unique twist came when I was asked about babycakes being in service the weekend (here is where the separation of those pretending and those living this life reveals itself.) I said yes to her coordinating volunteer service through the event. her response was shock, awe and bothered but reality was it was time for her to taste full service in this community.
The opportunity for babycakes to be of service as the volunteer coordinator showed even more how life is different from before receiving my cut. I still am not for sure why I was gifted but I understand the importance. I don't think me going to CTX events and helping really stood out but the girls say differently. It is all fun and games until you actually serve in the community. And I have been security for i think almost 2 years now. Wow!
There is the wonder why I go all the way to texas. it is because it is the perfect atmosphere. Not a lot of cliquish, fraudulent and egotistical people. And no one is just a quantitative component. It is described as family style event. I describe it as fully welcoming. We have a good time in fellowship, learning, play, energy and much more.
After this last bbq I realized the most profound thing for me concerning these events is watching the journey. From sending pebbles to her first CTX event and I wasn't even coming to now she is collared and everything in the community. To watching others growing over the time they have came. To last weekend watching a young man exploring and living his journey. Seeing his growth just through the event was breath taking.
The classes were phenomenal as usual.
Ms D Dom and Her cream presented a great class on humiliation and degradation which was a must to attend and learn.
Sir Joshua, Sir Johan and joy presented their class on their unique position as a triad and in the community. Which was the epitome of diversity.
The sexy Goddess Indigo and Dr Bob gave a class on many different aspects of communication. Definitely had me thinking even seeing her passionate side and his calculating and direct side together.
The scenes
There were seriously hot scenes in the dungeon. I didn't get to see them all but I did enjoy when I had a chance.
little one and I did a scene that ended up with her giggling uncontrollably in the end. A first, so very unique indeed.
A punishment scene was done with nicole. Everyone thought I was beating her to death with the bat and stuff. But honestly I wasn't hitting that hard. I did end up beating the pussy up inadvertently though in the scene. But that just added to the punishment. Hell she had on jean shorts and that big ass didn't feel all that. lol
Brotherhood
We had a chance to sit down and talk privately and candidly about all that is going on. All the toxic black man rhetoric, attacks on character and actions to dealing with the fraudulent and what we have going on in the non kink part of our lives.
It has been a while since this type of energy, mental and vibe connection has happened for me. It is normally at lower levels. But this was where it needed to be at the time it needed to be.
Real talk, no chaser type of discussion.
The Aftermath
had a chance to talk to and get to know this sexy ass Dominican beauty with the perfect body. Ja Bless! She had the body that when I saw her checking in the hotel I had to tilt my head sideways and be like WTF!!! A very interesting switch.
Being security can be difficult but I like that people are safe and comfortable to be who and what they are.
Proud of my babycakes for stepping up and representing Me, the House and herself very well even though she was and is still severely injured.
So happy to have been able to have my little one with me at a CTX event for the first time. So she could see and feel what goes on out there. So that everyone can come to know the wonderful person that she is.
Being able to talk to leather historians and bootblacks. To read some of the historical leather books, comics and things. Furthering this leather journey of mine.
So....
It has been a long week with ridiculous heat. But it was worth it in so many ways. Even as I still try to recover I can still smile and grin. And be proud of those people that had a chance to further their journeys.
