Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Poetic Reality: Me the Oyabun

Me the Oyabun



I sit here through the clouds of
My cigar smoke
As always alone in a crowd
The silent stand out

Fellowshipping with the
Good, Bad and me the Evil

Everyone a walking armory
Making moves
Blink after blink

Sophisticated
Cro-Magnon Caveman
Yes, that is me

I won’t fit into your theory
Your attempt to understand me
Leaving you in psychiatric wings

At the head of the table is where I will be
My silence speaking volumes for me
As I keep my circles on lock down
Limited to no access

In the light there is the dark
In the dark
There is ME

I feed on human beings
And everything and everyone
That is not in approval with me

Not giving a fuck
Making decisions
Pressing forward
Fuck those that can’t hang with that shit

I am a full clip
With a nuclear tip
And I am always
Ready, willing and able
To nuke you
And you too




From the chocolatezeus collection   12/28/16  ©

Big Evil Poetry: My Gift to You

My Gift to You


What the Blood Clot
Watching your blood flow
Like the river at Yellowstone

Serrated steel
Making you smile for eternity
Watching your horror mirrored
On the blade’s gleam

Pulling your entrails
To choke you with them
As I squeeze the last beats from your heart

Gift wrapping you with your rib cage
Keeping rigor mortis from setting in
Killing each of your organs
Again and again

Filling up an Olympic pool with your blood
So I can throw you in
Practice life saving
Only to enjoy drowning you
Again and again
Making you drink every drop in

Letting your blood run free
Sets you free


Don’t worry
No need to thank me
My ecstasy is payment enough for me




From the Big Evil collection  12/28/16  ©

I Am the Target!!!

I am a black man.
A black Dominant man. 
Walking to my own path.
Using my thought processes.

I have been endangered since it all began. From police, females, blacks and all. There is always someone ready to attempt an assault against me. This is merely reality.

Add to that being a black Dominant and you have the elite of the target realm.  Still, I press forward with leadership, wisdom, mission, vision and goals.


Leadership


By analytical and observation skills I formulate ever changing plans for my submissive. To work on guiding her through career, personal aspects and more.  Adjusting and adaptation are key to this. Planning as much as possible as an outline to fall back to.


The Mission


To have s types expand their boundaries, horizons and goals while achieving them to the fullest.  This goes from their careers to their dating to their D/s journey. Achieving this through support, leadership and importance.


The Vision


My vision is to have a house of s types that honor, serve and live life to the fullest.  From trips to far away places to simple things that make them relax and be able to deal with the world. To empower them and give them balance as well as enjoyment in life.



Yes, even though I have not been at this for decades I have established the foundation due to observation, interaction and discussions with my experiences.

Now, this is not a plug and play situation because in dealing with subs there is a plethora of things from moment to moment to address. Combined with their roles of leading in their vanilla lives and you get s types that have a hard time, can't or won't accept the hiearchy of D/s.  I have witnessed and experienced this thoroughly. The idea of transferring your vanilla ways to D/s doesn't work.  And just because you say you have been in the lifestyle for so many years doesn't mean that you know what you are doing or how things should go either.  So you have to correct them when they overstep their role and boundaries, let them go or remove them.

The target on me is big as they hunt, me the Big Game. So called dominants and submissives with their mouths open wide to speak on things that they know nothing about and are too afraid to come to the source and find out.  And my favorites...the fraudulent, facade of doms and subs show and prove why I have to be careful about who I have, associate and deal with.


So, they can keep taking their best shots....

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Poetic Expression: Big Gift in a Small Package

Big Gift in a Small Package



A reason to smile
To laugh
Again

After wave upon wave of
Substandard estrogen adventures

Intimate communication
Mixed with desired revelation
Active interested projection

Amid the laughter and silliness
Direct correlation to accomplishing
Wants and desires

Wow
Someone that actually
Wants a relationship
Something more than a
Gone with the Wind
Whim
Every now and then

A taste of the
Nectar of what
Love and relationships
Are supposed to be

Just when there was nothing left
Gave up on females being anything more than
A plug in play thing

This unexpected gift arrived
The gift that keeps on giving

Proof that there is a woman left
On this planet

Unique and special gifts
Make me happy
This is just what I need

Thankfully




From the chocolatezeus collection   12/27/16  ©

Monday, December 26, 2016

This is what you do with a red solo cup: E-40 "RED CUP" Feat. T-Pain, Kid Ink & B.O.B.

asstastic

E-40 "Slappin" feat. Nef The Pharoah & D.R.A.M

chick got a nice ass and body

One of the Best Videos EVER!!! DJ Snake, Lil Jon - Turn Down for What

Exactly: Lil Scrappy - No Problem (uncensored + video)

Still throwing it up for the ABM, X Men and Evil Inc.


Damn I needed a laugh too lol

This is the Party I need

The Mood: Out here trying to Function

Oh Yeah!

E-40 & Too $hort - Dump Truck ft. Travis Porter, Young Chu

Bitch Toot it up!!


The Movement: E-40 "SAVAGE" Feat. Jazzy Pha & B-Legit

Keeping the drink flowing. Liquor flow...on the roll.


Sunday, December 25, 2016

Christmas is Upon Me

This is one of the first times I have spent a quiet Christmas by myself in a very long time. The parental units are at the house and I have spent a few days here in Waterford. Just drinking, eating, writing and trying to figure out how to play the game second life.

There is concern from people that I am spending this day alone fully. That there is some form of depression or something I guess. I just don't want to be around the parental units, their daughter and whoever else will be over there so I am thankful for being able to hang out here.

It is not that I don't want to spend time with someone or don't enjoy myself. I would love to enjoy the day with someone who loves me and I loved. I miss the christmas' with my Chocolate Doll, no matter if it was just us or with other people involved.

I have enjoyed watching a bunch of Dr Who, kung fu and westerns these days. My ribs are seasoned and I am already into my 4th drink. Next up is putting the ribs on the grill and do the dressing shortly. Oh and more drinks of course.

Well, I hope everyone enjoys their Christmas and their gifts.

SALUD!!!