Saturday, February 24, 2018

Poetic Understanding: The Nexus

The Nexus



Holding separate volatile universes together
Underneath the weight of the galaxy
While straddling two black holes

That is the relational space where you will find me
Land mines for situationship enemies
Open arms for the open minded and ready

There is no blueprint
This shit is not easy

Taking strong willed women
Being the lynchpin of being
While adjusting to and holding down things

Holding burning suns
On erratic courses
With strength, wile and will
While still letting them
Run free and be themselves

So tell me again
About what is or isn’t a relationship
Or how it is all about sex

Because I am watching you struggle with
Your situationship
And you have the nerve to talk about
This poly dynamic

Oh wait
That’s right you are an expert
Always whining and crying
About what was said or done

So tell me again
What I should do
With your anti knowledgeable self?

I will be here waiting
With my three or more

But don’t rush
I am sure you have plenty wisdom
To depart
From yourself




From the chocolatezeus collection  2/24/18  ©

Poetry: Then There Was Zeus

Then There Was Zeus



Cloaked in silence
Unknown, known to the public
Dripped and dipped in
Chocolate

Enemy
Champion
Eternal villain

Laid with sexy ladies upon his arms
Silent but deadly charm
A nuclear fire mixed with a nuclear storm
He is that atomic storm
All in one

Love so ferocious
Apathy make you wonder if he is even alive anymore
Hard and soft to the core
All depending on what side
You warrant and on

Slipping into the light
To insert all of his darkness
Ignoring your judgements
Attempts to recreate or disrupt
His journey maintained

Direct
Uniquely different
Unchanged

Upon his love
Things of importance
Those people and things that are allowed in his world
All remain

As the journey through
Heaven and Hell
He fears no adversary

Chocolatezeus
The
Lord and king of
His existential plane



From the chocolatezeus collection   2/24/18  ©

Poetic Movement: Ready or Not There you Were

Ready or Not There you Were



Tell me what you want
What you seek

Are you ready?

When your words meet actions
Those things you claimed
That you want and needed
Go into action

Oh wait
Back track
Retractions

Are you ready?

Claims you made
Now fall on your own deaf ways
Stains upon your transparency
Fabricated cage

Think
Feel

Are you ready?

The truth is out there
Somewhere

Like the X Files

I guess you were

Not Ready



From the chocolatezeus collection  2/24/18  ©

Poetic Moments: Woken

Woken



Severed links
Severed ties

Links and ties
That unbind

destinyUnwound
Unresolved

Empty hearts
Empty minds
Empty lives

Unaltered timeline
Destiny denied

Laughter
For
I am

Woken



From the chocolatzeus collection  2/24/18  ©

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

The Week in Rear View: My Signature and Marks Left in the Ether

Valentines day came and went. Missed celebrating 10 years ago because it was fun, intimate and everything. Now, oh well in this day and age.

The fortress is stronger and distances have been increased to make those involved more comfortable in their lives and journey. *go team* Microscopic analysis has revealed the cracks, faultiness and mistakes I made in my decisions. The rectification at the Abbey of Havoc has begun and picking up Zeus speed.

Focus
Dedication
Commitment
Service

Cue...Too Short, Ice T, Tupac and Poison Clan!

The male parental unit is sick and probably getting sicker down there. His daughter is going to have to handle that stuff as well. I will do my job as usual of fix everything while staying out of it. lol

I have had some good entertainment and laughs at females. From the chick trying to talk to me and upset because I won't take responsibility for my past like she thought I should. Monkey, you don't know me like the rest of the 99.9%. And as I told her slow as I took my responsibility. I made the mistake of being involved with the females that don't work out and I fix that and move on.  So she told me her libido dried up and I was like ok lol. Then I deleted her ass with the rest of the frauds. This apparently bothered her so she had to come back and tell me that she would do one better and block me. lmfao wooooo!

I know society tells females that they need to make sure to put men down, control them and tell them what to do, what they think and how they feel. Because that is what has been the case most definitely with everyone lately. But I am not the one that will work on. Either you understand and accept me like I accept you or you can bounce. *who you with?*

Cue... They love Big Poppa, Ready For The World, Aaron Hall!

I saw Black Panther last Thursday and it was great. And not great because it was almost all black people or African garb. But because it was a quality storyline and movie. It put the Black Panther on the map in a major way. Where they even had theaters mysteriously unable to show it on the opening weekend. It showed character and detail into the characters in the movie and their lives. Giving attention to making the movie great and not relying on just catering to africans and that everyone in it is black.  The messages were abundant and profound. And yeah I like Killmonger because he showed the side that the whining asses always are opening their mouths about. And you can see how that is going on any social media or so called news outlet.  MUST SEE! I have seen it 3 times already. I even had to laugh at red after she asked me why she would take her students to see it when I asked her last year if she was taking them. Then I read that she took them lol.  Hell, we were all in the theater laughing talking and enjoying the movie. With real comic and marvel fans to those that were only there because it was black people and African stuff.  And there were some fat asses in the theater dressed up and not.

We hit the poetry night too and had a great time listening to poetry. Some thick chicks were painting and doing poetry. I ended up with the painting that lady Picasso with her thick fine ass was doing. My signature painting. Showcasing one of the things that I do as much as possible. Cup and grab ass. lol And when I realized what she was painting I had to laugh. Told her how it fit me and she was all smiles with her big tuttues ass and them curves. The other lady was just cute and thick with a nice body. Both of them were definitely faceable and would make a nice threesome especially with the hot ass poetry that they did. But you can see the painting up above lol.

Hit box car arcade and went back to being a kid with all the old arcade games. I would have really been geeked if they had a Dragon's Lair game there. But they had ms paceman and the old mortal combat games and even old pinball games and the ninja turtles and centipede. And what can I say with one dollar mimosas  lol

Cue... DMX, Eminem, KRS ONE


Back to business. There are some new things that popped up as I watch the old things fade or remove themselves. Still a lot to deal with and do but as it says on my email "Army of One, Come Get it Like the Red Cross."

I am going to deal with this 10th year and see what is left towards the end of the year. Somethings seem like they will fall off well before that though.

Next movie stop is going to be Deadpool 2. lol

oh yeah it's true, it's true!



Live life. Actually love and show love to those you care about and love. And make things happen!