I needed caveman time today after a rough week. With red going through whatever she is going through and working with little one and everything that has been happening. It made for let's say a busy week.
But cromagnon time wasn't available because the big ole white biker guy that I share gruntanese and other mean and evil attrocities with has been mia for over a week now. So there is concern there for sure. But he isn't on the police radar so either he has escaped freely or something has put him down. Hopefully I will catch him before I head out next week.
Yes, I call the cigar shop a modern day cheers because that is what it is. We have the odd couple aka Paul and Jimmy C. The outcasts me and Charlie. The need to be put in a mental hospital ones that shall not be named to avoid them showing up. The rich guys. The legal squad of Ryan and Steve. Beer professionals of Rick and Ed. The I never give a fuck because I got money Eddie. And other assorted characters. lol It is informative, educational, extreme comedy and wtf moments all the time.
So today's highlight featured Big D aka Big Nasty or Danny the father. And his son in law Lil Nasty or Richard. It is great to see them two because it is always funny and fun when they come in. The first time they came in they had us trying to cover for them being at the cigar shop by saying they were still waiting in line at the harley dealership with us all in the background. Their wives showed up later on and it was hilarious. We still laugh and pick about that over a year later. But if they are in town and see Smalls (me) vehicle they are coming in. lol They have such a great relationship. Big D truly sees him as his son. They ride harleys and smoke cars together. And Richard and Bid D's daughter are expecting their first baby after they moved into their new house earlier this year in rdu. I am happy for them. Man we laughed at the stories of D and being the manager of a pharmacy and Richard being a raleigh cop.
Some well needed and deserved laughs today. Add to that the unexpected gorgeous titty pic from the hedo group and conversation early on in the week. The week wasn't completely destroyed.
Otherwise...
Female parental unit in the hospital.
Ru is working herself to death.
Child at school laid hands on Tereze and got dealt with.
Looking forward to L.A. and Nashville.
Still haven't figured out my other destinations quite yet but it is coming. lol
And with that I am going to leave you to the start of enjoying your weekend
As Picard would say...
ENGAGE!!
Saturday, June 10, 2017
Thursday, June 08, 2017
The Roller Coaster Malpractice
It has been a fucking week. Filled with moods, attitudes, some enjoyable conversation and some fucked up convo.
So Redman definitely encapsulates that all in
The I DON'T GIVE A FUCK protocol is in effect since people have said that and shown that.
I am still in shock that I had a non kill them all dream. But it was about Cupcake and I. And I haven't seen or talked to her since she got upset with her feelings and love for me. But we were hanging out and she owned something like a burger king and I went in and she took me in the back and we ended up in a bedroom. We had great sex as always with her thick, sexy curvy ass and of course her squirting drenched the whole room. Ended up at a wedding, funeral or some gathering with her family the next frame and I was walking past them all to head back to the room to wait for her to fuck and smack her big ass some more. Got back to our marathon fuckfest sessions and that is where I no longer remember or it ended. But yeah that was really fucking weird. The only correlation would be the tits that this girl going to hedonism showed me. (not like I have been tits, ass and pussy pics like I should) But hell I don't even know this chick. I commented she will have a great time and wish I could see the titty unveiling in hedo and she gifted me with a wonderful view.
little one is still dealing with everything. It would be good to help or have the answers all the time. But there is also the need to let them do it on their own and deal with it because as I have seen with her as well as red they have to do it where their brains can handle and process it in their own world fashion.
I worked out some more trips. Haven't decided on some of the ones to round out the year yet but working on it. Seriously considering going back to Amsterdam and England. But I have to figure out some new adventures also so D.R. is one for sure and not sure about the rest yet. Oh yeah, Italy is still doable as long as it is not in august.
Planned some stuff for my birthday but that looks like a clusterfuck so thankfully my overthinking allows for me to adapt and overcome. So we will see how this plays out and where I land.
Watched wonder woman so there will be a review of that coming seperately.
Time to hold on to the good conversation, the memories and being shown the "true colors" of reality.
Have a good one and plenty of muthafuckas to drink.
Oh wait, I think I got the muthafuckas covered daily so get your own drink! lol
So Redman definitely encapsulates that all in
The I DON'T GIVE A FUCK protocol is in effect since people have said that and shown that.
I am still in shock that I had a non kill them all dream. But it was about Cupcake and I. And I haven't seen or talked to her since she got upset with her feelings and love for me. But we were hanging out and she owned something like a burger king and I went in and she took me in the back and we ended up in a bedroom. We had great sex as always with her thick, sexy curvy ass and of course her squirting drenched the whole room. Ended up at a wedding, funeral or some gathering with her family the next frame and I was walking past them all to head back to the room to wait for her to fuck and smack her big ass some more. Got back to our marathon fuckfest sessions and that is where I no longer remember or it ended. But yeah that was really fucking weird. The only correlation would be the tits that this girl going to hedonism showed me. (not like I have been tits, ass and pussy pics like I should) But hell I don't even know this chick. I commented she will have a great time and wish I could see the titty unveiling in hedo and she gifted me with a wonderful view.
little one is still dealing with everything. It would be good to help or have the answers all the time. But there is also the need to let them do it on their own and deal with it because as I have seen with her as well as red they have to do it where their brains can handle and process it in their own world fashion.
I worked out some more trips. Haven't decided on some of the ones to round out the year yet but working on it. Seriously considering going back to Amsterdam and England. But I have to figure out some new adventures also so D.R. is one for sure and not sure about the rest yet. Oh yeah, Italy is still doable as long as it is not in august.
Planned some stuff for my birthday but that looks like a clusterfuck so thankfully my overthinking allows for me to adapt and overcome. So we will see how this plays out and where I land.
Watched wonder woman so there will be a review of that coming seperately.
Time to hold on to the good conversation, the memories and being shown the "true colors" of reality.
Have a good one and plenty of muthafuckas to drink.
Oh wait, I think I got the muthafuckas covered daily so get your own drink! lol
Wednesday, June 07, 2017
Poetic Moment: Closed Captioning
Closed Captioning
Each stripe
A reminder
That the iceberg
Must never die
Memories
Are the only tangible
things
That choose to reside
As I watch the empty
containers
Along with the cargo
ship
Fade beneath the
waves
The message flashes
brightly
My Batman symbol
Lighting up the
universal sky
Clearly I see
As I watch it all
burn
Standing in the
flames
Remembering when the
phoenix was born
Laughing
Those days are gone
Entrance
Cold and chaos
From the
chocolatezeus collection 6/7/17 ©
Monday, June 05, 2017
Poetry: As the Plot Thickens
I eagerly await
each and every communication
that you make
words that illict
smiles and grins
as our correspondence
brings
laughter
attention
connection
horny ramifications
The bliss of communication
the treasure chest of relating
on a scale that is
beyond relevant
each anticipatory moment passes
as I look through time's hourglass
happily waiting for
that next
further plot
of a journey down the yellow brick road
to a point where
we both want to be
the plot and joy
Thickens
in thickness and delight
from the chocolatezeus collection 6/5/17 (c)
each and every communication
that you make
words that illict
smiles and grins
as our correspondence
brings
laughter
attention
connection
horny ramifications
The bliss of communication
the treasure chest of relating
on a scale that is
beyond relevant
each anticipatory moment passes
as I look through time's hourglass
happily waiting for
that next
further plot
of a journey down the yellow brick road
to a point where
we both want to be
the plot and joy
Thickens
in thickness and delight
from the chocolatezeus collection 6/5/17 (c)
Sunday, June 04, 2017
Life Unscripted: A Practical Man
Taken from the title of a book called Boba Fett: A Practical Man.
Talked, laughed, dealt with things and laid things to rest.
There are times when you truly realized you are alone amongst the crowd and those people that you might know. You take your bearing, nod and move forward.
little one is a tad bit better but still got to deal with things going on and all the repercussions.
Ru might be working or might be traveling to party. You never know with my fellow Road Warrior.
Tigger is her usual grump ass self.
red is doing exactly what she does.
As for me. I reached a nexus between the multiverses.
Started some great conversations with ssc which have been informative, funny and interesting. A good getting to know each other period. And it is always fun to laugh at things and talk.
Hell, I even had an in depth conversation with kat yesterday. Hell, I don't think we had anything that in depth since way back in the swinging in MD days. But I did have to get on her ass about the excuses she came up with about not being involved in the lifestyle and all. Another female that I have known with a totally fucked up past and experiences.
Checked out pop tart since she is working at Brooklyn cigars now. At least she can let them medium size titties hang out there versus the shop I go to. Looks like she still got a bunch of shit going on in her life with her damn neighbors son and all as usual. Unless she is going to show me pussy and titties then I am not interested in hearing it.
Hmm, that made me think about when I use to get my needed titty, nipple and pussy pics from the ones I am with.
Sitting in Davis and Son tobacconist one day and I realized we had the widowed section going on between rich, the new nj guy and myself. We all had wives die. The new nj guy wife just died this year after moving down the end of last year.
I can say that I have truly seen the differences in life, people and dealing with them over these years. And it took me a while to understand fully how important my process of dealing with people had to be tweaked and fortified. But it truly has evolved into a better bear trap it seems thankfully.
I am thankful for the eye opening. The new adventure. The laughter. The closeness, intimacy and support I was able to provide. And most importantly the application of the things that needed to be. All those things helped and made for an interesting week.
And I saw how the same monkey is linked to every single female and trying to fuck them and claim being a dom while being sneaky about it. And some of the females are alright with this because it is attention basically. But that shows his and their level of application to D/s as well as relations. I just had to fucking laugh again. Especially when koffeecake said that he is always in her face if he sees her at an event and how creepy he is and wonders about his wife.
All I can do is be me and fully me. So if you are ready and able to handle non cotton candy type of thoughts, feelings and living then you know where to head to for a taste of reality!
Have a great day and enjoy next week.
Talked, laughed, dealt with things and laid things to rest.
There are times when you truly realized you are alone amongst the crowd and those people that you might know. You take your bearing, nod and move forward.
little one is a tad bit better but still got to deal with things going on and all the repercussions.
Ru might be working or might be traveling to party. You never know with my fellow Road Warrior.
Tigger is her usual grump ass self.
red is doing exactly what she does.
As for me. I reached a nexus between the multiverses.
Started some great conversations with ssc which have been informative, funny and interesting. A good getting to know each other period. And it is always fun to laugh at things and talk.
Hell, I even had an in depth conversation with kat yesterday. Hell, I don't think we had anything that in depth since way back in the swinging in MD days. But I did have to get on her ass about the excuses she came up with about not being involved in the lifestyle and all. Another female that I have known with a totally fucked up past and experiences.
Checked out pop tart since she is working at Brooklyn cigars now. At least she can let them medium size titties hang out there versus the shop I go to. Looks like she still got a bunch of shit going on in her life with her damn neighbors son and all as usual. Unless she is going to show me pussy and titties then I am not interested in hearing it.
Hmm, that made me think about when I use to get my needed titty, nipple and pussy pics from the ones I am with.
Sitting in Davis and Son tobacconist one day and I realized we had the widowed section going on between rich, the new nj guy and myself. We all had wives die. The new nj guy wife just died this year after moving down the end of last year.
I can say that I have truly seen the differences in life, people and dealing with them over these years. And it took me a while to understand fully how important my process of dealing with people had to be tweaked and fortified. But it truly has evolved into a better bear trap it seems thankfully.
I am thankful for the eye opening. The new adventure. The laughter. The closeness, intimacy and support I was able to provide. And most importantly the application of the things that needed to be. All those things helped and made for an interesting week.
And I saw how the same monkey is linked to every single female and trying to fuck them and claim being a dom while being sneaky about it. And some of the females are alright with this because it is attention basically. But that shows his and their level of application to D/s as well as relations. I just had to fucking laugh again. Especially when koffeecake said that he is always in her face if he sees her at an event and how creepy he is and wonders about his wife.
All I can do is be me and fully me. So if you are ready and able to handle non cotton candy type of thoughts, feelings and living then you know where to head to for a taste of reality!
Have a great day and enjoy next week.
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