Saturday, October 17, 2015

Why I Love MY Harley Quinn So...

Harley Quinn is a female antagonist from DC comics that is basically the Joker's lover in the comic world. It is a complicated and twisted affair. And very weird and unorthodox. The video will give you a brief rundown of her.

But I post this not only because I like Harley but it pretty much fits MY Harley Quinn. That weird dynamic that requires 4 or 5 triple doctorates to have a chance of figuring out.

I love when MY Harley arrives. That means it is play time. It is time for her to be be a rope whore, pain slut and all out whore. The moments I relish her letting go and I administer and encourage it to climax over and over again. The sights, sounds and feeling of each twist and turn. Each moan and groan. Each sound of my hand, flogger or cane touching her flesh.  In these moments sadist and masochist connect and merge into a strong, pulse of powerful energy. I feast upon her until she is a carcass and then I eat some more.

This lays some foundations in a general round about way.

Damn, now I really really need to FEED!! Badly


Thursday, October 15, 2015

I Really Wonder Sometimes

I can't even make this up...

Who cooks a store bought pizza and leaves the cardboard underneath it only to be discovered when taken out of the oven?

Who can't remember what is in the refrigerator right after they went into it?

Who doesn't know what a non perishable food is?

Who puts pecans on a cheese pizza?


yeah their daughter does.

Woosah!!!

Klingon Thought Processing

Just things come to mind.

The lack of. That constant distant, position of ostracism. Unity in being a singularity.

Expression has it's place. Right there next to those things that have little meaning.

Considering the source I can see just empty things are and will be.


Burning questions laying their like festered, mortal wounds. Unanswered.

when you basically are the Master Chief you become use to this even when you don't want to. A quantum singularity against the forces of the multiverse.

As I watch the denial and appeasement of anti things like emotion, feeling and representing shared things of importance.

Here to just watch and shake my head. As I realize now that the information has been assimilated.

lol

Time for the next episode!

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Must Be Something in the Air

They saying goes, "when you are with someone everyone comes out of the woodwork," And that has been true.

I have had a couple females that have become interested in talking to me. Both bdsm wise and semi vanilla wise. Even a blast from the past.

Lil Red commented on I am in denial and ignore that it happens. And honestly that is true. I am just me. Nothing more and nothing less. But apparently something has interested some to want to speak to me even though I am mean and evil.  And yes, I do not understand it at all.

Even a blast from the past during the thieving monkey bitch era has come to the forefront. Telling me that she said she was interested the last time I saw her in philly when I had gone there for my wife's second funeral. I missed all of that. I know she was cool and interesting when I was up there with the monkey bitch. But I was with the monkey bitch and she was dating someone at the time. We played together and hung out a lot now that she made me remember. I liked her because she was an amazon and cool. I didn't realize how much younger she was though.

I am oblivious to it all normally. I am attractive and everything but I don't sit around being narcissitic about it or anything. I just do me and keep it pushing. But something has attracted them to me and I am not for sure what that has been.

And no I am not oppose to poly relationships because I have done them before in the vanilla and swing world. It is important to me to have my main and first relationship to work and be strong though regardless.

Well, I have been blindsided now. I won't complain. I just find it interesting.

So laugh if you want or be entertained. Hell, I can't call it!

This Morning's Funny

So I went and had lab work done and did some grocery shopping. I pull up in the driveway and start unloading the food in the garage. The car is still on and E 40 and Too Short and rapping  "Back it up like a dump truck."

The two elderly, white females are shocked and stunned at the lyrics as they walk past on their morning walk. lmao The looks on their faces priceless.

But hey that shock gave them extra cardio on their morning walk so they should be thanking me.

Monday, October 12, 2015

Manly Things

It is acceptable to feel, love and care. Even though society tells us that we shouldn't do those things because they make us weak.

For me I embraced who I am. Both the dark and the light. I love just as hard as I am apathetic to people.

My love runs deep, strong and beats very passionately. Even for the one who avoids and kind of fears it. It is that love that makes me need that FIX that only she can provide. The peace, comfort and pleasure all rolled up in one.

My strength lies in my purpose and convictions. Those things that make me anamoly, weird and strange. I am just baffling that way.

It has best been said by different people. "you are so nice and sweet, you don't have to be so mean.

The reality is that I am both.

This trip to greensboro was needed. and it allowed me to experience, think and reflect on things.

A closer understanding and journey of Daddy/Dom me and all my sadistic things.

My connection to Lil Red is strong as hell. even though I know I can't let it be stronger until she is ready.

Relations are a serious episode in super abnormal psychology.

between the relationship questions from mdhl and the conversations last week. It gave me plenty of things to think about and I will express myself here after I get back to the house today.

The few relationships that I have are there with true purpose and my concern and desire to have them flourish and grow is strong.