Well back from Columbia. A nice quiet time. Things didn't go as planned but that is Life Unscripted. Had the Italian nachos at the same ole Chicago pizza place we found in Tennessee. And it tasted just as good as I remembered. Found a nice cigar lounge new year's eve to have a moonshine cigar and smoke one of My Cubans.
So after the startling news last weekend I had a good time relaxing and chilling. And had to add to that my cousin the judge dying from a rare cancer and things went along fine.
Memories:
I popped on facebook and it did the you had memories thing. And it had red on there which reminded me of get togethers after new year and holidays. Some good and memorable times.
Had to think about other new year memories besides the ones in the last couple of years. I can't really recall too much. Interesting!
Relation/Dynamic and gender research continues...
Lately, there has been a plethora of situations that have come up. From feigned episodes of interest with no follow through. To episodes of interest while running away. And many other versions. Many of it reminded me of what happened with red over a year ago now. That there just is a lack of interest. And it is seen as part of a disposable lifestyle for many. And much of that disposable positioning is due to past experiences, hurt and fear.
The thought process I have seen of we don't have to talk or communicate and everything will be alright. I have witnessed this from when I was with red as well as dc, philly and the twin this year. This year they showed interest and then cowered in their own fear. They said they wanted to communicate and take it slow and then radio silence.
lol the research will continue. The entertainment value will remain as I read, talk and laugh at much of this stuff females think and act upon. But this is most definitely educational.
This year is going to be a ride!
From the recognition that I have received (and we know I didn't seek it or ask for it.) I have watched as individuals indulge in unnecessary jealousy and envy. Watched the blossoming of folk on their journey. And I am looking forward to sharing more time and space with many that I have met and fellow-shipped with.
All new steps in uncharted universes is where I am headed. I am still the quiet, fortress of solitude Caveman. Reality is somewhere along the line I became a responsible part of the community it seems. lol
It is time to finish up this bottle of Evan Williams bib and try to unpack a little.
Welcome to the new year and the beginning of a new year of Life Unscripted. Where will you be on this journey with me?
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