Poly and me

I was asked hiw I felt about poly and doing it.

I have been poly and I am not against it. It works well when you have females that can handle it. Most people are not ready or able to handle it though. And it requires management, attention to detail and focus.

I have done poly because I was doing the build a bitch program at first. That moved on to actual poly situation.  Integral relations of mutual intimacy and caring. It has since then transcended. And it is a viable option to the problem.

What is the probkem you ask?

Well, it is basically it is impossible to find the woman that can fulfill my needs. It was one of the reasons that I wanted and applied poly in the first place.  It helped the females be able to deal with and handle being with me without being overwhelmed.

Now the other side to that is that I want monogamy. The ideal me is with a woman that can be all that I need and want. Now I still believe there is hope since I was married to a woman that came close to all of that. And because of that right now is why I have dated lik red. Realistically I am not going to find it all in one woman nut I can get as close as possibke so I can be happy and ecstatic.

So yes there is this poly situation for me. Where I give them each what they need and desire. But I still need that one woman that can be the closest to what I need. That ine that is mine and provides the most of everything that I need.

So to poly I say cool. It is a learning experience and an adventure.

But I need to be happu regardless no matter poly or monogamous.  Just give me what I want and need.

But monogamy ks still an integral oart for me.