But Beast Mode is really REAL!!
At War With The Beast
My inner sadist
He detests and hates
me
We battle in earnest
constantly
To secure some form
of foothold
Rigorously
He needs to feed
He has tasted
The blood and tears
Of my play things
The mental chains
Now barely containing
him
While the other part
of me
Wants him to be fully
released
So we can both
Smile with glee
Enjoy the high and
rush
Of tears, marks and
anticipated
Inflictions of pain
The Beast is what I
have always
Held in place
But after this last
year of tastes
It is like krispy Kreme
The Hot Now sign is
on
And now the feeding
frenzy
Has become a stellar
lunar eclipse
All the waiting
The controlled playing
When I want to render
my pain slut
Inert and pulsating
With the energy of my
Beast
Like a zombie
This urge grows more
and more
Deeply and maddening
I must feast
Should I eat enough
to
Keep the hunger pains
at a measured peace
Or should I unshackle
and unchain
The Beast
To let him gorge
himself fully
In a incandescent
color of pain
Moans, crying and
writhing
Where I harass every
bruise made
To reintroduce the
memory of pain again
The Beast
My burden
This stain upon me
The Power Extreme
within me
From the
chocolatezeus collection 9/28/15 ©
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