At this crossroads in life. There has been so much that has happened. Changes in style, thought and goal orienting. Delving into bdsm. Changes of those I am close to, love or can even be around have been drastic. The new and old that have re entered life has been unexpected most definitely.
Through the pain and destruction emerged a different me from the one that I was previously. My hatred toned down a bit. My outlook slightly positive. And those I can actually see a future with.
My funeral pyre continues burning. i just feel and see things different.
Hope you enjoy this
A Bridge Too Far or Bombed Out Reality
Evolution
Transfixed
From Titan
To
Altered Beast
Changes have come
Even I have to look
at them
As foreign objects
Once
Unstoppable
Immovable
Emotionless
Diety
Transformed into this
Hybrid of what use to
be
Anger continues to be
and fuel me
My heart still gives
love too deeply
My actions and
comments remain steadfast in the blunt region
I remain completely outside
the box
Found what I needed
and wanted
Lost that to Hades
Would there ever be
another one
Yeah right
Fucking pipe dream
Twisted and gnashing
I gave chances to the
weak
Realizing I had
become weak
Raw emotions
Gained purchased
opening
Missing and longing
For the deep
connected meaning
The comfort and
purpose
That calmed the
savage beast
Humanized this
World war hulk
Inside of me
Just one more dance
In the blackest of
night
With the devil that
is me
Is what I needed
Pleaded for me
Broken vows
Turned views
Convoluted thoughts
and actions
Where is the old me
The machine
Terminator X Spreme
Leaving waves of
carcasses behind me
As I smile and rip
through another body
Pure ecstasy
Here and now
Complexity has
reached me
The requirement of
Fulfilled purpose and
destiny
Even the family thing
that died to me
Has peaked out of the
autopsy
Now I sit
Bewildered and
wondering
What is this
Where is this
Or is this a
collapsed fantasy
From the
chocolatezeus collection 7/24/15 ©
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