Friday, January 22, 2016

This...My Open Letter

Yeah, yeah, yeah I have been thinking again. It is my nature. And you secretly love it anyway.

*cuing up my theme song "Beast Mode!"

Simply put, this is about Mr Wolf and lil red.


Amid the collective weirdness and the internal and external obstacles there lies this undeniable coronation. Like a gathering of the looney tunes at Timelord court.

Combined connection and sight beyond sight (thundercats...hoooo!) Laid upon my lap this opportunity at destiny. After the initial fight internally with the reality of feeling this elite connection I stopped denying it. At that mkment I saw past the intelligence, in trepidation and manicured defenses. Decision was made and I gathered up all of me for the undertaking.

From that first admission, I meant what I said. I saw the destination of Mr Wolf and lil red even before those names were chosen. I wanted you as wife, my submissive and in my life. *didn't I blow your mind?*

Mentally we have been like Mr and Mrs Smith.  At times Clash of the Titans. Logical versus illogical and everything in between. But that is just seasoning and learning through growth. And the journey has been eye opening from dating to D/s and even the vanilla things. As weird and difficult as you are. I love your mental capacity and ability. The intelligence that makes me think and allows for communication and understanding on things that wouldn't happen mostly.

Thanks to lil red I have had some eye opening experiences, gained an ounce of interest again in relations and actually worked on being healthy. And that going to the gym thing and eating better was a huge fucking milestone! Never have I chosen to do that before. But that was based on my decision on the future that I wanted with lil red. And that future required strengthening, conditioning and adapting in new ways.

Laying it out on the cave floor (I am still a Caveman)

I more than love you. I fell in love with you. I don't have an issue with that or revealing it. It doesn't change what I want, need and require.

My lil red needs to be my submissive wife with the outstanding characteristics that she has now and I enjoy about her. That dynamic that moves forward through the waves of time. Where we continue to grow and have adventures together.


And with that said. I do understand the ramifications of reality and all that it entails. There are no pipe dreams or fairy tale episodes here. Merely choice, decision and goal to achieve.

The only thing left is...

Destiny

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