I learned being open, straight forward and transparent is not a good thing. Well, in theory it is a good thing and the best way to be. But people need the Representative. And they can't handle those aspects I have seen.
The issue when you speak and act straight forward is met with disbelief, disdain, fear and loathing. It is pretty much like the plague. Which really baffles me. Because there is always this rhetoric about being real and all that bullshit. But when it occurs it is more like "run for the fucking hills."
It is something that Ru Ru and I spoke about this morning. About me being just me. Through the outside views, notions and opinions...I am just me in the beginning and end. She understands that I simply continue to be who I am. That doesn't change my love, deep passion or my evil ass actions. And this is also why I know I can be myself and tell Ru everything and anything. As evidence to her reminding me about a reference to pre marriage that was pertinent to the current situations. Even I had forgotten or locked that memory away until she said it. All I could say was oh damn. This woman knows who I am, what has happened and all the information from top to bottom. And I am happy with that.
Outside of Ru I realized that there had to be a revamp of information regulation. I am not holding information in escrow for anyone. There is no way for them to handle it. So as it has been shown and enacted, they get the Representative that they want. Meanwhile information, emotions and feelings all remaining behind the 30 ft thick walled vault.
I guess you can say that it is not the human's fault that they are like this way. But fuck that it is and they love it that way.
Well, I have eaten breakfast. Steak, cheese eggs and grits. And fixed me a tequila, vodka, rum and fruit punch. I think it is time to really get things started!
Have a great one and enjoy the weekend. Until the next time smack some ass and smack it hard!
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